Depression Support Thread

LadyMorticia

slowlyfading wrote: »

hey anni, what happened? its okay if you dont want to say. (((HUGS))) xx

I did something very stupid on Saturday night. I thought nobody cared about me and the world would be a better place without me in it so I hurt myself badly. I was disassociative though and when I snapped out of it I had realized what I had done. I wanted to die but I was shocked at myself. I phoned Samaritans who told me to phone NhsDirect and they phoned for an ambulance for me.

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LadyMorticia

Thanks Shaz hun. ((((hugs))))

xx

Tulip

LadyMorticia wrote: »

I did something very stupid on Saturday night. I thought nobody cared about me and the world would be a better place without me in it so I hurt myself badly. I was disassociative though and when I snapped out of it I had realized what I had done. I wanted to die but I was shocked at myself. I phoned Samaritans who told me to phone NhsDirect and they phoned for an ambulance for me.

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:hello: Anni,

nice to see you back with us,glad you phoned the Samaritans for help,proud of you They are good when you need them

I am ok

*hugs*

love and light,

Katie xxx

slowlyfading

LadyMorticia wrote: »

I did something very stupid on Saturday night. I thought nobody cared about me and the world would be a better place without me in it so I hurt myself badly. I was disassociative though and when I snapped out of it I had realized what I had done. I wanted to die but I was shocked at myself. I phoned Samaritans who told me to phone NhsDirect and they phoned for an ambulance for me.

xx

Oh dear. -hugs- i hope you're feeling okay now. xx

LadyMorticia

Thanks everyone.

Yeah, I'm feeling a bit better. Just glad to be home to be honest. I hated it on the ward. So quiet and it has too much structure. I don't like structure. I like impulsiveness - being able to come and go as I please, being able to do what I want when I want. It was hard. I was the only one with an ED on the ward and I think they found it hard to deal with as they are not trained in dealing with eating disorders. I met two lovely patients though.
I'm just glad to be back at home. I practically begged to be discharged and seeing as I wasn't sectioned they couldn't really say no as I'm feeling better and am going to talk to someone if I feel this way again.
To be honest it had been building up for weeks and I tried to tell someone but it didn't come out right.

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Amber_Sunshine

Big hugs to everyone, especially Anni. You know darn well that everyone here cares!

Good news - I got my first freelance job through a website, and I've earned 21 quid writing articles. Not bad for 1.5 hours work.

Bad news - my computer thinks it's Spanish, I can't get into MSN (anyone have Yahoo or Skype chat?), and OH is moving out on the 1st. So I'm not quite living up to my name at the moment.

Amber_Sunshine

It's been reformatted with the Spanish version of Windows, so now I don't always get what I want when I hit the keyboard - no idea where the pound sign's moved to, it's like a treasure hunt ...

Tulip

I will chat tomorrow

Night! Night!


love and light,

Katie xxx

slowlyfading

well, i'm feeling just crap.

Amber_Sunshine

Me too ... just when you think it can't get any worse, the guy who rents me a room has announced that he is giving up the lease. So I have my BF walking out on me, I have to find a new place shortly, go live with strangers, and probably give up the cat I've been fostering that I wanted to keep.