depression

feelinggood wrote:

I'm going to be taking a bit of a back seat with MSE for a while; one of the teachings of Lao Tzu is P'u (the uncarved block, simplicity). My life is too complicated, and there is too much drama and conflict. To be happy and free, I need to make things more simple I hope that makes sense, I just feel I need time and space to reflect internally on things, and stop externalising so much. I need to be the uncarved block
I will still be thinking of each and everyone of you, I will still post occasionally, and I will still read your posts.
Take care everyone, and thank you for the wonderful journey we've all shared. I love you all, thank you.

Totally understand feelie hun x Always a good idea to take time out for reflection, tho' I for one know that's a whole lot easier said than done sometimes. We'll be thinking of you too, you'll still be part of the gang and we'll be here for you whenever you need us. You've a wise head on young shoulders. Take good care. Sxxx

Miroslav wrote:

:j

Glad it was a nice, albeit tiring night

Hope you aren't too tired today!

Morning Miro. Yes a bit tired, tbh hun. But just got to try and get through today at work, then I have 5 days off to recharge. Also got the whole of the following week off, so I'm really looking forward to doing a whole lot of nothing in general

Re S - well, whatever she says to flatmate today, you know in your heart that you've done everything, in the circumstances, you possibly could for her (and more) - and you will continue to. So whatever the outcome, you can rest assured that no one could have done any more. I do realise my saying that is cold comfort and scant consolation, but in another sense, you've shown such kindness and generosity of spirit to S - that that in itself is something you should feel good about, imho... x

Sazbo wrote:

Morning Miro. Yes a bit tired, tbh hun. But just got to try and get through today at work, then I have 5 days off to recharge. Also got the whole of the following week off, so I'm really looking forward to doing a whole lot of nothing in general

Re S - well, whatever she says to flatmate today, you know in your heart that you've done everything, in the circumstances, you possibly could for her (and more) - and you will continue to. So whatever the outcome, you can rest assured that no one could have done any more. I do realise my saying that is cold comfort and scant consolation, but in another sense, you've shown such kindness and generosity of spirit to S - that that in itself is something you should feel good about, imho... x

5 days :j :j :j :j

Then a whole week? :j :j :j :j Enjoy

I have done everything but take my clothes off and have my wicked way with her, which is what she wanted day 1.

I don't feel good. Rather depressed and wondering, is it me?, am I destined to be alone forever?

Worst comes to the worst, i'll go up there tonight, I mean, she'll have to have her Xmas present tonight, the big teddy..........don't know anyone else who'd want a bear...........maybe I can find a nice lady in the street and say "Merry Xmas"

I have no idea what I am going to do. I've had a few ladies make nice comments to me, but I don't want them

My feelings for 'S' are still unknown. I mean if the only way to keep her, was to give her what she wants, which is sex, what do I do? I don't want that yet, I don't know. I've been the perfect gentleman to her, done all I can, yet i'm the one getting hurt and pushed away.

Oh well, another Miro failure to add to the big book.

I'm off to have a bath, I promise not to drown myself, i've got a trip to make tonight with a bear to someone who possibly doesn't deserve it...

But then, as Ethel's Sig says, "Love me when I deserve it least, because it's then I need it most"

CCStar wrote:

Mine is lack of sleep, dealing with stupid people (not the people on here), being undermined by my husband and our son being a prize idiot. I'm surrounded by idiots here. I can't take it any more.

Hi CCStar hun. Haven't heard from you for a bit. Please post if you get the chance, just wondering how you are. You have my sympathies re idiots. My policy has tended to be to try and isolate myself from them, but not sure that's been a totally winning strategy either... but feel free to vent here anytime. Thinking of you. Saz xxx

Tiff wrote:

Good Morning Guys:hello:
Huge hugs to rose, ethel, cc, ruby, , - I hope you 're all feeling a little better. If I could take your pain away I would, but what I can do is be here if you need an ear.:grouphug: We're all thinking of you so I hope you'll keep us updated.;)
Sorry I never got chance to start my bits and pieces yesterday.
Tiff Friday hugs to rose, elona, sazz, blinky, philippa, welsh, flis, bunnie, miro (I haven't forgotten about you!),gilly, gemini, ethel, cc, oakie, ruby, mrs a, et al.
You're a great bunch of people.

Sazzy !:D Hun, you should know better than to confess to having 5 days off soon! Now everyone's going to go sick & Saz will have to hold the fort all by herself.....It's S*ds Law hun! :eek: :rotfl:
Just think - a lie in Saz! Your post replies are going to be like reading 'War and Peace'! Hope you're well angel.
Will - Remember, we're watching you! Don't try and sneak out - Tiff's got eyes everywhere!;)

I'll be in and out of here today.:rolleyes: I'll post when I can. Can you limit it to one crisis per person for me, just for today please? Just joking guys - have a great day - and remember, ''It's not me - it's them!'' will always get you through.:rolleyes: :grouphug:
Much Love
Tiff xxx

Good to hear from you as always Tiffy. 'War and Peace' - :rotfl: You're always checking we're ok, but how about you? How's things in TiffWorld? I know this isn't you're favourite time of the year exactly, so I'm sending you some extra large hugs. Hope you're managing ok with trips out etc. Did they get all the cover sorted out for you hun? Have a good day tiffy hun, speak soon hopefully. Love, Saz xxx