Depression II

:hello: Everyone,

wow just done a lot of reading and I have finally caught up,I am alright,I had a good day and went to Karioke and I had a lot of fun

I have just relaxed tonight and watched tv such as Eastenders,Corrie (twice) and then Britains got Talent on ITV1.

I saw a lovely girl of six on there called Connie who had a high pitched voice and sang Over The Rainbow beautifuly and she got through I couldnt believe it was the same girl ether.

Aw well another day over,chat tomorrow,Hope you are ok RBK and SF,Gillette,Tiffy,Sazbo,Andi,Karrie,Mclaren,QWB, and all that I havent mentioned

Night Night,

lots of love and light,

Katie xxx

Hi gilly!:hello:
How's you hun?

quote=gillette147;.....
You are never a bother and you should never worry about posting on this thread. Although I don't know any of you, and things like self-harming are very alien to a pain coward like me, I think this thread is a wonderful acheivement and we ALL should be proud to be a part of it.
It's existence reminds me every day that there are people who care. And that I can care too.
Nothing is too trivial, no topic unimportant. I try not to be judgemental and see through the day-to-day ups and downs to see each person beneath. And I see alot of gold. [/quote]
How true gilly!:T
We all sit wherever we are, with our own mountains to move, yet no matter what, we are reaching out to help and give information to each other. We bare our very souls and share our problems and try and give back in return. :T :A :T
But if we all met in the street, I wonder if we'd even look twice at each other? :think:
Just makes you think doesn't it, about how many other everyday people around us might be going through the same thing and yet we are all so convinced that it's only us that goes through such pain?
You never know - you may be sat next to a Tiff (:eek: ) and never even know it!
Go on - give someone a smile today guys! They probably
think we're batty already so you've nothing to lose.;)


Me and g/f are ok. But we haven't seen each other for over three weeks. We have some regrouping (re-grope ing) to do next weekend.
Gilly badger!
I bet you've missed each other like mad. I hope you have a lovely time hun - just what you need to lift your spirits.;)


I'm more withdrawn than actually depressed. The fear of job-hunting is cowing me and my circumstances mean I don't see anyone and so don't talk much/have any fun. And it's a vicious circle.
You're right hun, it is a vicious circle. Instead of waiting for it all to come to us, somrtimes we have to break out and go looking for the things that would make a difference to our quality of life. Step outside hun and have a really good look around and see what's around in your area - be it a hobby group or pub quiz or salsa lessons.
This is a Tiff mission at the moment - I've been told to write down a 'mad list' of all the things I think I like or would like to try, no matter what they are. Then I'm supposed to look realistically at what I can do and then what's available.


I do want to come off meds, but I haven't done anything about it yet.
Just be sure to check in with your gp first hun. If you're still feeling so low gilly, it may be worth seeing him anyway.

I just assembled my fireplace and fitted it. It was a project I started before xmas so it's nice to have it up at last. I'm quite pleased with it.
Plan for today is.............watch tv and maybe cut lawn if it gets cool.
This humidity is awful!!! I want snow!!! If you make plans to cut the grass hun, it'll pour with rain and maybe clear the air a little. Rain is forecast here in the belly button of the country! See guys - I told you! It's working up to be the first monsoon season ever recorded in Yorkshire just because I'll be up there a week tomorrow! (in theory!)
Well done on the fireplace gilly! I recently bought my first drill and electric screwdriver as I wanted to put up a curtain pole. However, Tiffy is hopeful that as they're still unopened in their boxes, if I give it about 30 years I'll be able to take them to the Antiques Roadshow! rofl
PLEASE angel, make sure you get some food in the house. You can't go on like that sweetheart. You need to eat properly hun or your depression could get worse.
I hope your spirits have lifted a little gilly angel. We're all here for you.
Take care hun.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

slowlyfading wrote: »

Thanks. I can't talk to my tutor - he's not one for talking to really, and I'd just feel stupid. Plus, its the end of the year so there's no point is there? I can't see my GP at home as then mum would wonder what's up. there's no answer really! Thanks for the hug
sf x x

Talk to your tutor - it is worth it so they are aware there is a problem. There may be times where you cannot get assignments done on time or are struggling with exams. They can make allowances for this. I suppose it was a bit easier for me with the collegiate nature of my University...
I know it's hard but it's probably best to at least partly admit you have a problem to your mother and see your local GP. It will lead to a less stressful summer and help you feel less isolated.
Hope this helps,
Blinky

:hello: everyone,

Hope you are all well and happy,I am fine today,seeing my pyslogist in a few minutes I am not really doing much today just relaxing seeing as I did all my ironing last sunday for a change

off to a club this afternoon and I am going to have a nice time then I am off to the drs later on


Have a lovely day!


lots of love and light,

Katie xxx

hi all
i suffer with depression anxiety and panick attacks and i also have an eating disorder and have self harmed
but i get help i do ok most of the time

its my 13 yr old DD last year she self harmed said it was because all the other girls were doing it so we had a long chat and i believed her
yesterday i found out that she has been doing it again the school told me one of her friends who was concerned had told the teacher

i had a chat with my DD an i never realised how unhappy inside she was she is a pretty slim girl but thinks she is fat an ugly her self asteem is shot to bits

ive made an appointment with the doc for this afternoon she doesnt want to come she is scared so im going alone but we have talked about councelling an she is willing to give it ago

i feel like the worst mother in the world tho how did i not see this happening when ive been there my self my heart feels like its ripping away from my body she is my little girl an in so much emotional pain i cant stop crying an panicking
she is also being bullied at school but ive been in an its all being sorted the school is great i have no qualms
i cant help but blame myself for this tho im her mother i should have seen an protected her
all i keep doin is looking for what may have been the cause was it my breakdown an illness that prevented me from being a proper mother for a while
i love her to bits an she knows that
her father dont give a toss never has so is it that
im so lost confused an hating myself