Depression Support Thread

top_drawer_2

hi,

Im not feeling well again - my dissertation is still not going well and its still supposed to be in on Friday. I promised the tutor in an email last time that this was the last extension request and now it looks like its not going to be. I just cant seem to get it to flow, i spend hours and hours working but then go back to it later and its obvious there are glaring holes in the arguements/the reasoning is all wrong etc and I have to try again. I'm so sick of everything in my life at the moment - I used to be so able to manage stuff and now i cant even manage to get a essay to flow right.

Jen

xx

Diamond78

Hello All.
Hope your all ok. Sorry to hear some of you are having a bad day. I fee like crap too, went docs and he said i looked much happier. I couldnt really tell him i felt worse and anxiety is bad as my son was with me.So am going to make another app to go and see him.
Am watching the footie as my team are playing. man u are the best but frank lampard deserved to win a goal, for his mum.
Why am i such a misrable cow?The meds dont do me anything, when will i start feeling happy. I am bloated again and look pregnat, thats why i probaly cant get a boyfriend.I feel a wreck so noone is going to look at me or want me,everyone i know in my life have jobs, a family and a life. I have one thing and that is my son which is the most important thing to me but am still unhappy. Depression is such a nasty and horrible illness.
I want a nice and happy life but its so hard. i want to work but the thought of working terrifies me.My son is generally happy and sometimes i feel he deserves better.
Does depression ever get better. I have had it for sooo long, so many years, why is it not going?

Diamond78

is anyone watching the footie??Its so nice to see so many fit guys with gorgeous legs, what a game its been, its affecting my heart rate, cant take it no more lol

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ilovegreatdanes wrote: »

sf....i dont think you are stupid and im sure that one essay wont have spoilt all your hard work.its just a tiny setback and i know that you will learn from it and look back on it as just a hiccup.you should be really proud of yourself for getting so far and having the courage to keep going cos collage and uni are really hard.....but it will be so worthwhile in the end.if it was easy, everyone would be doing these courses so please believe in yourself cos we all do here.xx

Thanks sweetie, I just feel a bit useless at the moment. How are you? xx

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top_drawer wrote: »

Oh dear whats happened?

Uni is !!!!!! for me too at the moment too.

Jen

I just got a really bad mark, which then has repurcussions on everything else! why is it bad for you? xx

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Diamond78 wrote: »

is anyone watching the footie??Its so nice to see so many fit guys with gorgeous legs, what a game its been, its affecting my heart rate, cant take it no more lol

Am not watching the footie, lol but it sounds like a good time for you

top_drawer_2

slowlyfading wrote: »

I just got a really bad mark, which then has repurcussions on everything else! why is it bad for you? xx

I guess it probably not that bad conparitively...

I have my diss due (again) on friday and its just so damm hard - I just cant get it to flow and the arguement is so weak. I just feel like its all never ending.

Jen

xx

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top_drawer wrote: »

I guess it probably not that bad conparitively...

I have my diss due (again) on friday and its just so damm hard - I just cant get it to flow and the arguement is so weak. I just feel like its all never ending.

Jen

xx

You can do it how many words is it, and how many words have you done so far? xx

top_drawer_2

hi,

lol max of 8,000 words but they say be efficient and you suggest around 5-6,000... I have around 4,700 ish. Its not the word count im worried about ... the reasoning is rubbish. I have MSN if you want to chat online.

Jen

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top_drawer wrote: »

hi,

lol max of 8,000 words but they say be efficient and you suggest around 5-6,000... I have around 4,700 ish. Its not the word count im worried about ... the reasoning is rubbish. I have MSN if you want to chat online.

Jen

I'm sure its fine, and once you've handed in, its the best feeling. I'm off now, but I'll talk to you soon. Take care xx