Depression Support Thread

Miroslav

Tiff wrote: »

miro - bless you - I wonder if I'm the only one to see a new and improved miro emerging? Whether you realise it ot not hunnie, I have never heard you sound so strong and have such clarity of expression and the most marvellous sense of humour. Sweetheart, trust Tiffy -
you're going to get your happy ever after. Oh and to help in your fight to win her...





Well peeps, 2 weeks ago, all hell let loose here. My Dad's only brother, my wonderful uncle died suddenly, his wife was admitted to hospital as he was her carer and it was a week before she knew her husband had passed away, the day after that, one of their sisters had a heart attack and was in critical care and she only found out this week that her brother had died, then my mum was rushed into hospital with breathing difficulties and irregular heart beat and because I was poorly I couldn't visit (germs etc) - but thank God, she finally came home last night. I felt bad because I'd been telling her how hard things are for me right now and then the next day, she's in hospital - serious guilt trip, although she wouldn't have wanted it any other way. And that was all in that one week - felt like my world was gone and all I was fit for was posting stupid cat pics. There's been a lot of other stuff going on too, but I hope this goes a long way to explaining the second rate Tiffster who's been present of late.

I've got to go now guys. I'm leaving for my uncle's funeral in just over an hour, which will be quite an ordeal as you might imagine. I just wanted to be honest finally with you all about the last couple of weeks and to say sorry for not beig the best Tiff I could be for you lovely people. I'm not sure exactly when I'll be up to proper Tiffing, I'm really struggling tbh, but be warned...I'll be back - and soon! And the key to the smartie cupboard is coming with me! Oh - and feel free to blame sazzy and miro for everything while I'm gone!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Well, I feel stronger but also more edgy. I'm not sure if that's a good thing. I still feel very low, but i'm fighting harder at the moment.

I'll put that cat on guard duty so nobody disturbs Britney and I

I'm sorry you've had an awful 2 weeks I hope things improve, although some situations cannot.

As for 2nd rate Tiffster, there is no such thing, and if there was such a thing, she'd still be better than 99.99999999% of everyone elses 1st rates :T

Smarties Last I saw was Saz and ILGD sniggering in the corner with a big bowl of something

Miroslav

geminilady wrote: »

You are not the only one who has noticed the new improved Miro,there has been a change and for the better i think he sounds much stronger and more positive (sorry miro im talking about you:o )

I'm trying to be positive although I am having lapses.

The worry for me, is people will see me fighting really hard and think i'm fine and ready to face the world again. I'm far from that, but i'm kicking and screaming that bit harder and louder.

How are you at the moment, geminilady?

Miroslav

dawnylou wrote: »

Hi Tiff. I am just scared to admit it to my doctor as I feel that she will see it as if I can't be bothered to help myself so why should she bother helping me? I am scared she will be angry at me, or think I am taking the !!!!.
I wondered maybe if I could work out how many I have missed altogether I could start afresh now?

Just had a call to say that my Auntie was found dead this morning. So I'm having mixed feelings today.

I'm so sorry you have been having such a hard time
Please don't think like that - all I was fit for was posting stupid cat pics - because we don't see it like that. We see that you are a lovely strong and caring individual going out of her own way to spread some cheer and love and let others know they are not alone...

We all love you Tiff. I hope today goes as well as it possibly can in the circumstances. x

Sorry to hear about your Auntie

Were you close?

Sazbo

How are you today miro?

Smarties? what smarties?

sx

Miroslav

ilovegreatdanes wrote: »

:eek: im shocked that you think i could resort to bribery:D that dog would follow me to the ends of the earth..........(alright ,the end of the garden), but its a big garden:D and i truely am a wonderful person, you know.dogs sense these kinds if things.......gives me unconditional love,only one that does:(

Every animal needs bribing sometimes Food is a way to their heart

I'll give you unconditional love if you convince Britney i'm her saviour Britney will too

Will reply to your message tomorrow.......just finishing off here before I collapse for the night

Miroslav

ilovegreatdanes wrote: »

you can be my toyboy anytime:A .....now wheres the end of the queue???......better bring me sarnies cos its a long one.xx

The end of the queue is at the end of my nose - and it's not a big nose

rose07

evening everyone, how are we all?

guess what i found?.................smarties....heheheheheh,:D:D:D

rose07

Miroslav wrote: »

The end of the queue is at the end of my nose - and it's not a big nose

i will join that line, just let me get my whip :rotfl:

hows u doing diddling hun?

xx

Miroslav

ilovegreatdanes wrote: »

miro.....hopes the arm and hand is better.would look better re the incapacity if you went to the gp and asked for a referral for counsiling and some kind of medication.also mention the anger....could be a mask for something else.
i agree with the others about how far you have come.i do worry about you so if you ever need to talk or vent, you know you can pm me cos ill always be here for you.xx:A

Can't feel anything today, so think it was just sort/achey from when I punched the wall. No cracks in the wall either

I'll probably see the GP. I'll ask re counselling. Not keen on Anti-Depressants though. Maybe I could get some prescribed but not take them.....would that be naughty? I mean, i've heard they stay on your records and are used against you in the future?

People are seeing more than maybe is happening? I'm not sure i've really come that far and my anger is masking my sorrow?

I don't know You'll have a PM tomorrow

Sazbo

hiya rosie hun - how's u diddlin? xx