Depression Support Thread

shazrobo

rose07 wrote: »

is anyone about? i need to talk

i know i not been here for a while, mainly coz me beeen too unwell to be here

but me in need of some support

xxx

hi rose hun i'm about, will i do?
whats wrong hun?
shaz x

rose07

shazrobo wrote: »

hi rose hun i'm about, will i do?
whats wrong hun?
shaz x

hi hun
how r u?
soz not been about soo much going on
havent slept in 2 days, cant sleep, head hurts. im sure you all know what i mean.
the hallucinations, the flashbacks, the mid night sweats when you wake up and feel darkness.
i dont know how much to say as dont wanna upset yas

u ok hun?
xxx

shazrobo

rose07 wrote: »

hi hun
how r u?
soz not been about soo much going on
havent slept in 2 days, cant sleep, head hurts. im sure you all know what i mean.
the hallucinations, the flashbacks, the mid night sweats when you wake up and feel darkness.
i dont know how much to say as dont wanna upset yas

u ok hun?
xxx

i'm ok rose, worried about you, obviously something has happened in the past as you refer to flashbacks. not sleeping for two days is not good either, i think you need to see your gp if you can talk to him. i'm here to listen as long as u like, but dont want to ask questions, which might upset ya.
big hugs
shaz x

rose07

shazrobo wrote: »

i'm ok rose, worried about you, obviously something has happened in the past as you refer to flashbacks. not sleeping for two days is not good either, i think you need to see your gp if you can talk to him. i'm here to listen as long as u like, but dont want to ask questions, which might upset ya.
big hugs
shaz x

u sure u ok?
yeah the flashbacks have came back recently, feel sick tbh hun. somethin happened last night that has me very confussed addin to the rock pile.
Ive been trying to book an appointment to see my gp, but its like tryna book an appointment with da queen :rotfl:, tbh i know enough to know that its me that gotta put the work in, as much pain as i feel , i know its only me that can keep fighting. gps can only do soo much, and i think they have done all they can for me.
thanks for bein here, helps to talk
xxx

shazrobo

rose07 wrote: »

u sure u ok?
yeah the flashbacks have came back recently, feel sick tbh hun. somethin happened last night that has me very confussed addin to the rock pile.
Ive been trying to book an appointment to see my gp, but its like tryna book an appointment with da queen :rotfl:, tbh i know enough to know that its me that gotta put the work in, as much pain as i feel , i know its only me that can keep fighting. gps can only do soo much, and i think they have done all they can for me.
thanks for bein here, helps to talk
xxx

always here for you hun, or if you prefer msn, or pm me. would you like to share what happened last night, or is it too painful?
true you have to put the work in, i go for counselling too, but they to support you with it, and if necessary help out with right meds
shaz x

rose07

shazrobo wrote: »

always here for you hun, or if you prefer msn, or pm me. would you like to share what happened last night, or is it too painful?
true you have to put the work in, i go for counselling too, but they to support you with it, and if necessary help out with right meds
shaz x

thank you hun, same goes for you xx

tbh hun, might pm ya, as the thing with this thread is, we are all vulnerable and are here coz we depressed, i dont want to trigger anyone by something i might say

i do miss my councelling sessions, hannah always knew what to say to me. tho i think some professionals dont always listen.

im already on enough meds, dont think they can give me anymore :rotfl:. tho is it true ya can get too used to your meds, to the point they have no effect? or to the point where you feel nothing coz the meds numb it? does that make sense?

xxx

shazrobo

rose07 wrote: »

thank you hun, same goes for you xx

tbh hun, might pm ya, as the thing with this thread is, we are all vulnerable and are here coz we depressed, i dont want to trigger anyone by something i might say

i do miss my councelling sessions, hannah always knew what to say to me. tho i think some professionals dont always listen.

im already on enough meds, dont think they can give me anymore :rotfl:. tho is it true ya can get too used to your meds, to the point they have no effect? or to the point where you feel nothing coz the meds numb it? does that make sense?

xxx

pm me anytime hun, i'm on computer alsorts of times.
i think my meds have made me numb too, have stopped me crying, but i dont feel nothing now, no laughing no crying just the numbness and nothingness
look after yourself hun, i'm always here for you
big hugs
shaz x

rose07

shazrobo wrote: »

pm me anytime hun, i'm on computer alsorts of times.
i think my meds have made me numb too, have stopped me crying, but i dont feel nothing now, no laughing no crying just the numbness and nothingness
look after yourself hun, i'm always here for you
big hugs
shaz x

same goes for you hun
thats the thing tho, why do they give ya meds that make ya soo numb you feel nothing? I feel pain, and it hurts, but anything else i dont know
im prob not makin much sense, been like a bit a a zombie all day
thank you
((((((((hugs)))))))
xxxxx

shazrobo

rose07 wrote: »

same goes for you hun
thats the thing tho, why do they give ya meds that make ya soo numb you feel nothing? I feel pain, and it hurts, but anything else i dont know
im prob not makin much sense, been like a bit a a zombie all day
thank you
((((((((hugs)))))))
xxxxx

sounds like you need some sleep hun, easy for me to say i know.
the pain will get easier once we understand what has haappened to us
shaz x

rose07

shazrobo wrote: »

sounds like you need some sleep hun, easy for me to say i know.
the pain will get easier once we understand what has haappened to us
shaz x

ok me will try go sleep hun
think thats half the battle isnt it, understand in why things happened
eyes are soo sore , so better put me head on pillow
thanks for bein here hun, means alot
take care
and love and hugs to u and everyone else here
na nite hun
xxxx