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  • AntoMac
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    Hope the support group meeting went well @Keedie
    You’re doing lots of positive stuff. Well done you.
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  • Well done on going to the group and being brave, I'm so glad your sone appreciates how hard that must have been for you, but that it has been a benefit. How nice that they go to the pub afterwards :) and it's great that they're a friendly bunch. 

    I think it's still the bedding in period for your son, this is still very new for him (and you!) and it will take a period of adjustment to settle in, it may even take the rest of this term but at least he will know what to expect in September.  Just take one day at a time and keep checking on each other - you guys are a team and need to have each other's backs. <3  

    Amazing work on your debts! Enjoy the milestone of smashing through another £1 mark :) 
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  • beanielou
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    Great news on the debt coming down  :0
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  • Keedie
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    Thanks LMD, he did say that he was quite proud of me for going, so that made me smile. I was surprised by the pub, but it was so nice and everyone was very welcoming and I think after you talk about some quite emotionally draining topics, it's nice to have a more relaxed chat. 

    You're right, it is still early days. I guess my maternal instincts are just going haywire as I want to make him happy and it's hard to see him struggling, but at the same time, it's frustrating when he doesn't appear to really care that I'm working 7 days a week to try and give him the best opportunities 🙄. But we've always been a team, I just need to sometimes remember that. Both of our lives have been turned upside down in the last 6 weeks, and I have to keep reminding myself that we're only at the beginning of this journey. 

    Those milestones are great and I'm getting so excited about the fact that I'm getting through my debt free chart, and love colouring in the little tiles. I should hopefully hit 25% repaid by early September. 
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  • Keedie said:
    Thanks LMD, he did say that he was quite proud of me for going, so that made me smile. I was surprised by the pub, but it was so nice and everyone was very welcoming and I think after you talk about some quite emotionally draining topics, it's nice to have a more relaxed chat. 

    You're right, it is still early days. I guess my maternal instincts are just going haywire as I want to make him happy and it's hard to see him struggling, but at the same time, it's frustrating when he doesn't appear to really care that I'm working 7 days a week to try and give him the best opportunities 🙄. But we've always been a team, I just need to sometimes remember that. Both of our lives have been turned upside down in the last 6 weeks, and I have to keep reminding myself that we're only at the beginning of this journey. 

    Those milestones are great and I'm getting so excited about the fact that I'm getting through my debt free chart, and love colouring in the little tiles. I should hopefully hit 25% repaid by early September. 
    Just remember to be kind to yourselves xx 
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  • Keedie
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    beanielou said:
    Great news on the debt coming down  :0
    Thank you. It feels like such a relief to see it coming down. I'll have repaid my mum for one of the debts that I owe her by the end of next month, so I'm looking forward to that... 😁.
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  • Humdinger1
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    @Keedie you're most welcome! It can be hard to stand back and see how well you're doing.  Your DS is learning resilience I think as well as the academic stuff and that will stand him in good stead.  The hybrid solution sounds good and it's fab that you have money in the account already.  Congratulations on joining the new group- 4 new friends?! You're smashing it!!  Love Humdinger xx 
  • Keedie
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    I’m definitely going to try and be kinder to myself. And take some of the pressure of us both @LittleMissDetermined. We’ve just got one more week of online school and then he’s finished for this academic year and he’ll catch up over the summer. 

    We’re going to Blackpool for the week, 11-15 July with my nephew who’s just finished Year 11. I’m taking them to the Blackpool Pleasure Beach to go on all the rides and we have an EasyPass as I can’t physically stand or walk for a long time. So we get to virtually queue and queue jump in a sense so the boys are very excited about that. We’re also going to Splash World, which is the largest indoor water park in the UK. So it’ll be a nice week to just have a break but I’m not looking forward to the 4.5/5 drive 😬. 

    Thanks @h@Humdinger1 for all your encouragement. I can see that he’s changing slowly but surely, and you’re right, this will teach him more resilience. I’m trying not to be too neurotic about his GCSEs. If he gets the grades he needs then I’ll be relieved, but the main thing over the next year, is to ensure that his mental and emotional wellbeing is preserved and he learns how to study in a different environment and adapt. There’s always GCSE retakes if it comes down to it. It’ll burn me to have to pay all this money and he has to resit, but at long as he actually puts the effort in, if it doesn’t work out, then I won’t be upset as I’ll know he’s tried. But if he squanders the opportunity, then I won’t be happy at all. But most importantly, he’ll only end up disappointed within himself. 
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  • I'm sure you will be both ready for the break in Blackpool by the time you go. It will be a long drive for you but make sure you take plenty of rest stops.
    LMD x
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