“Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.”

WannabeFree

As you can see I had lots of time in the night to do more planning and sorting of birthdays :rotfl:

I feel happier now than I have in so long. I know there's still the underlying MH. I'm so grateful for all the help I have received. All the messages, replies and things. Thank you :A

Having so much wrote down in lists and plans and things has made me feel much less worried. Even if it's very repetitive

milann

I agree there’s nothing like a plan to make you feel more organised, in control and more at peace with yourself :A You’re doing fantastically :T:T

Busy_Mee1

Lovely to see you feeling happier Wannabe and you are doing such an amazing job as a Mum :happyhear

abba1772

I love that you are starting to think of yourself wannabe it's been long overdue xx

teafor2

Shame about the party but I don't blame you for staying inside, it's freezing out there especially for DD if she's not feeling 100% to start with. Best to stay inside wrapped up warm.

Nice to hear you sounding so cheerful. I think saving up for a bed should definitely be a priority when the smalls birthdays are done and dusted. Having your own room to retreat to at the end of the day would be lovely. xx

beanielou

Another BIG vote for a bed xx

please-let-me-be-lucky

Are there any charities in your area that can help provide a bed? A quick google has brought up something called Urban Outreach in your area. Perhaps you could see if they can help? Xx

WannabeFree

Youngest is quite poorly

I haven't looked Lucky, it's not urgent. If it was the smalls who needed something I would but it can wait.

x

teafor2

Oh no You were only saying a couple of days ago how a cold is never just that for her. Is it something you know you can manage yourself, or will you have to call somebody out? xx

beanielou

WB~~Sorry about youngest x

Sometimes you need to put yourself first.
In most peoples books a bed is a neccesity.