Paying off debt to freedom

camz2017

If anyone wants a Monzo invite I have a free golden ticket invite.

Scott_Weiland_2

camz2017 wrote: »

I honestly have found when I’m nice to women they take advantage of me, when I’m totally awful they try everything to make me happy. How messed up is the world that men learn being wan*ers is the way to happiness?

Got my offer through, 77,000 USD plus 7000 bonus annually. Number wise it feels good!!! No idea of costs of living etc but will soon find out.

Haha i have experienced this re the ladies

camz2017

So had to work out how I can work with the loss of £120. It’s basically eating into my extra payments and savings as well as making my lunch budget tight. Ahhh sucks

Went to see the girlfriend last night, dunno didn’t really feel like seeing her or even really feel an attraction. I was just annoyed with her I guess, being a bit of an ars*hole today like said I’d meet her this evening and then ignored her all day, went to see another friend. I hate it when someone insults my personality even though I know I’m not a particularly nice guy lol. I need to man up, gonna have to say sorry and do something to make up...

Anyways happy weekend all

camz2017

Just been in PureGym out of staffing hours... I’ve always thought what if something kicks off and nobody is staffing the place. Some guy came in looked a bit eccentric like dressed a bit g*y, you could kinda tell. A couple of black guys started shouting “you alright ga*boy?” & “this areas only for men.” One of the guys kinda glanced over to me smirking expecting me to agree. I got so angry can’t even explain, ended up shouting at these two black guys, they apologised to the guy. I’m not racist but I do think I’ve never seen a Simon or a Daniel behave like this, I’m all for including everyone in this country but I expect those very people to welcome the diversity in this country!!!! What really got to me was this guy is unlikely to come the gym in future, seemed quite new and got that. Grrrr.

natsplatnat

Blimey! What a horrible situation at the gym! No-one deserves to be treated like that - well done you for sticking up for that guy!


Good job at re-jigging your budget after your £120 loss. The good news is a) this sort of thing doesn't happen that often and b) you can move your budget around to compensate.


Said sorry to the GF yet?

camz2017

What am I apologising for? I don’t say sorry for things. That’s someone else’s job

Meh my money is a mess this month but whatever, just gonna keep ploughing on and not worry too much.

natsplatnat

But.........

camz2017 wrote: »

I need to man up, gonna have to say sorry and do something to make up..

camz2017

Dunno just not feeling it massively, not even bothered to say sorry tbh. Can’t help my feelings... She's doesn't really make me feel positive, just says I suck, like she doesn't seem to acknowledge any good in me. If I'm honest I see and talk to other women who make me laugh and she doesn't atm. Anyway, I sound really emotional and that's weird for me lol.

natsplatnat

Well, I would say she is either just nasty, or it's that old case of 'being horrible to someone you really like!' Either way, if it's not working for you don't put up with it 'just because'! Everyone needs a bit of laughter in their life!

camz2017

Thats nats, that's what I needed to hear

I just called her as I'm working at home... I didn't do a bunch of explaining just said "I don't wanna date as I don't like your attitude in general, you don't make me laugh or make me feel good about stuff." She kept asking me questions and I was just like there's nothing to discuss and cut her off lol.

I feel much happier without her debbie-downer attitude bothering me!!