1 DAY til the blackpool meet!!!!

sammy115

Hi guys

Sorry to be a wuss, but I will have to back out of coming to Blackpool. I am not feeling completely myself at the moment and I am not sure I am up to coming.

I hope I haven't let anyone down.

Give Lenny a big kiss for me girls!

Sammy (a bit sad at the mo for no particular reason)

Burlesque_Babe

oooh, Sammy, don't be sad.

Have to say I know how you feel. I feel just......'sad' at the moment when I really shouldn't be.

immoral_angeluk

mikegould wrote: »

I stayed in that room last year, there was screaming night and day

:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

immoral_angeluk

sammy115 wrote: »

Hi guys

Sorry to be a wuss, but I will have to back out of coming to Blackpool. I am not feeling completely myself at the moment and I am not sure I am up to coming.

I hope I haven't let anyone down.

Give Lenny a big kiss for me girls!

Sammy (a bit sad at the mo for no particular reason)

Awwww Sammy are you ok? Was wondering where you'd been recently...

immoral_angeluk

lucygotit wrote: »

Hey, just seen this about everyone meeting up in Blackpol, just as it happens I'l be there cos going with sister in law as its her birthday, how canny is that eh.
Where is everyone meeting?

on the beach opposite the tower.. haven't sorted a time yet though...

sammy115

Aww thanks for the kind thoughts IA and Keren.

If truth be told I guess I am feeling a bit sorry for myself and I really don't know why. I seem to have developed a little bit of a phobia about going out!

I came back off my hols all refreshed and everything and then had to go to two family funerals one after the other (not immediate family but one funeral in particular was very sad) and it was very draining emotionally.

I have been through a lot emotionally over the last two years and just feel now that I have run out of steam. On the one hand other people are going through much more than me I feel I should pull myself together and get on with life, but the more I try the worse I get.

I have been on the prozac for just over three weeks and I was hoping I might be starting to feel a little better, instead I am feeling worse if anything.

Anyway - don't want to moan. Just have a good time in Blackpool and raise your glasses to me at some point during the night. I have been through worse than this and I WILL get over it.

immoral_angeluk

sammy115 wrote: »

Aww thanks for the kind thoughts IA and Keren.

If truth be told I guess I am feeling a bit sorry for myself and I really don't know why. I seem to have developed a little bit of a phobia about going out!

I came back off my hols all refreshed and everything and then had to go to two family funerals one after the other (not immediate family but one funeral in particular was very sad) and it was very draining emotionally.

I have been through a lot emotionally over the last two years and just feel now that I have run out of steam. On the one hand other people are going through much more than me I feel I should pull myself together and get on with life, but the more I try the worse I get.

I have been on the prozac for just over three weeks and I was hoping I might be starting to feel a little better, instead I am feeling worse if anything.

Anyway - don't want to moan. Just have a good time in Blackpool and raise your glasses to me at some point during the night. I have been through worse than this and I WILL get over it.

Aww hun no wonder you're feeling down if you've had to go to 2 funerals in a short space of time.. 1's bad enough and it's bound to take it out of you. Glad you've seen the doc and got yourself some anti depressants though. There's nothing wrong with you so you really don't need to pull yourself together.. you just need to have some time to work out the bits and things going on right now. Just take your time and don't put too much pressure on yourself and you'll be right as rain in no time.
Sending massive virtual hugs. x

Snaggles

Aww Sammy, sorry you're not coming, it would have been nice to meet you. I do understand though, it's hard to meet new people when you aren't feeling quite 'yourself'. I hope you start to feel better soon. xxx

sammy115

Thanks Snaggs, I don't think meeting you all would have been a problem. I feel like you are all family anyway now. It is the organising the rest of the family that would have been the problem, so that I could go away without me having a nervous breakdown.

I just can't face it!

Burlesque_Babe

Hi Sammy - you could have been describing me. Since all the rubbish I've been through over the last year came to an end in May, I've still got a fear of going out, or in fact doing anything other than the supermarket or walking the dog. I came off the prozac in March after taking it for 6 months.

I think - yes, that would be fun when something is suggested agree and then think aarrggghhh - scary :eek: , staying inside is much nicer and safer......:o But I can't ever put my finger on why I'm scared.

I never used to be like this - god when I look back at the party animal I used to be a few years back

Anyway, not quite sure of the point of the ramble, but just to say I know exactly how you feel and you can PM me any time.

I am excited about Blackpool, but scared at the same time, yet I don't know what I'm scared about :rolleyes:

Take it one day at a time and if next week you are having a good week, then take a deep breath and pitch up at the Tower - you'll get a big hug from me . But if you don't feel up to it, then make sure you are by your PC as I'm sure we'll find an internet cafe somewhere to join you in a Saturday night party!