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fairclaire

strewth71 wrote: »

Big decision FC but I know it won't be one you make lightly. I do think that the wee small hours is the worst time to think and make life changing decisions. Get some kip if you can and think it over in daylight. Sending a big hug your way x

Ive had the most terrible weekend my kids love their dad...so much. But DS2 couldn't handle it. Routine.....his routine has been coping without his dad....

I'm fed up of giving in to other people's selfishness. one look at my boy tonight would put any of that to shame....but I'm still the only one that cares. I'm letting go and it's because other people think about themselves and not the kids they created. the cold ight of day won't change that

strewth71

I must off to bed, I have a hot date at Primani in the morning to get ds2 some new clothes. His joggers now look like leggings on him so time to buy another size up. He's only 6 and I am having to buy him age 8-9 :eek:

He did make me laugh last night, he said "look" and pulled his top up. He'd written LOL on his belly in big letters :rotfl: This from a boy who the teachers say they can't get to write :rotfl:

Goodnight FC and any other silent night owls :wave:

strewth71

fairclaire wrote: »

Ive had the most terrible weekend my kids love their dad...so much. But DS2 couldn't handle it. Routine.....his routine has been coping without his dad....

I'm fed up of giving in to other people's selfishness. one look at my boy tonight would put any of that to shame....but I'm still the only one that cares. I'm letting go and it's because other people think about themselves and not the kids they created. the cold ight of day won't change that

I can't imagine how tough it's been for you and the kids, I hope you can move forward and that things come good for you whatever it takes.

Goodnight, Godbless xx

aau1

sorry to hear you are having to make that decision, fairclaire

I know it won't have come easily

fairclaire

aau1 wrote: »

sorry to hear you are having to make that decision, fairclaire

I know it won't have come easily

I knew it was coming. He is better and that's good but until he can see what he's done to the kids....which he doesn't.... I can't see a resolution

I will look after him. I owe him that. I won't have my kids worrying about waking up and finding their dad dead though. No kid deserves that.

I've talked to a stranger all weekend. it hurts after nearly 30 years together but it is what it is

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zagubov

Also sorry to hear about the decision.

Must have taken a lot of heartache to feel like this.

fairclaire

zagubov wrote: »

Also sorry to hear about the decision.

Must have taken a lot of heartache to feel like this.

yes a lot of heartache is not very flattering to know someone would rather be dead than be with you

I'm off to bed :beer:

zagubov

Good night. Sleep well; you deserve to.

Tinyshoes

I was having a quick catch up before bed.

FC sending you huge hugs hun, I know this must be a decision you have struggled with for a while but I think we always know in our hearts when it is no longer...

I was having a relationship conversation with someone earlier today, not anyone from here I may add, I used the comparison of my first marriage, chances were given but I knew when the time came that it was all over, I am sure our hearts tell us when the time is right to make these sorts of decisions.

Stay strong and positive, you have so much of life to look forward to with your children. :A