Need to get myself together: The beginning

abba1772

monz wrote: »

I am more shocked by it... after one too many (free bar so tbh I am not too surprised level of my drunken state) I had declared to my friend that guy is f*****g stunning and marched over to him.... this is not me in the slightest since I normally hide behind friends and he text. will send you the text in mail lol xxx

So is he fing stunning then :rotfl:

monz

Apparently drunk me thought so... sober me only remembers dark hair..... shall be interesting to go meeting him... unless two guys standing outside with dark hair and I will be screwed lol xx

monz

Morning, still no clue what to wear Friday. Will think of something. The guy seems too nice to be true... will be a catch somewhere lol trust me on that one. Telling me he will pay for my taxi etc to come to bowling and that so I dont need to take my car lol

Also found out how my cousin died last week. He had ended his life two days before his 30. He had a very bad childhood and was very troubled from memory. Tbh I am unsure how I feel since I have not saw him since we were kids and a lot of family drama had happened with the adults. Think Abba saw on my fb about it.

22 days until payday. No more xmas shopping until next payday. Kind of skint since my childs main present set me back lol xx

[Deleted User]

I defo say jeans and a nice top cos you will be bowling. Oh what are you gonna do? I'm about 20 minutes away from the Quay so if you need a quick escape I can come rescue you id need be

That's horrible news about your cousin, so young aswell cos I mean really 30 is nothing is it.

I'm skint to got literally no spare cash at all for this month cos I am paying it all to get rid of this debt.

Dxxx

monz

I agreed to taxi but I am paying not havng a guy pay my taxi and got uber installed. Quite para like having my car as a getaway lol! if you get a blank text call me with emergency

You are so close to paying off!!!xx

[Deleted User]

I sure will monz.

I knowwwwwwwwwwwwww total now £659.78.

I am beyond happy with that.

Dxxx

badmemory

So pleased to hear you have your "exit strategy" sorted! I think this is wise on a first meeting with anyone, even if you already know them as a friend. I once went on a date with someone I met like this (we're talking over 50yrs ago now) & sitting next to him & thinking OMG what did I see in him! Thankfully he was a nice person, but sober I wouldn't have looked twice, it taught me a lesson - didn't stop me drinking mind you.

abba1772

I agree with dolly monz a nice too and a pair of jeans

I seen your post such a shame about your cousin gone too soon xx

Glad you've got you're exit strategy as I don't think there are windows in the quay bowling toilets :rotfl:

monz

There is not from memory lol Dolly will receive a save me text n I will excuse myself and have to leave. I just wish I could remember what he looked and Badmemory I am worried it was the vodka goggles like you had lol.... or worse what if I think hes nice and he thinks oh god no yikes!

Yeah Abba his dad should not have entitlement to dad... sadly I am unable to comment fully as we are his dads side family (my dad and his dad are cousins) Again I cant comment because it makes me angry as a lot of people failed him and makes me at times worry for my boy since his "sperm donor" family done same to him. Difference is I wont let them in his life to let him down or know about it. I remember that was last thing he had said to me was dont let them in his life

monz

Morning. 3 weeks to payday and tomorrow meeting this guy. I am getting more para about this. Keep thinking I should cancel or what if he is a no show!? I dont know what to do tbh xx