Need to get myself together: The beginning

monz

Thank you !!

I remember talking to you about your furniture saving idea!!!:D Thank you for taking time out and reading my diary

Aw I cannot wait to go. Me and my boy are next couple weeks going to Edinburgh for the day as they have started filming avengers so we will be Avenger hunting lol xx

HoneyBee83

Advenger hunting sounds like fun!
I bet you and your boy will have a great time

I have become slightly obsessed with these DFW Diaries, can't stop reading through them, they are quite addictive!

You won't wanna leave Florida, both DD and I are dying to go back...Holiday pot needs some serious attention for that to happen tho xx

monz

1 week today get paid!! Hurry up payday!!

sent a claim to TCB as one is outstanding over by 4 weeks. Need this and my other amazon vouchers to cover for my suitcase :P

got a newvista survey and didnt qualify !! 475 points to go to £50 !
Hoping will come so I can get myself and my son rest holiday items but will not rely on this

posted on my fb yesterday that it was 7 years ago that day I found out I was having my boy and how things changed and a girl who I barely talk to commented saying even though we dont talk she has heard what I been through with my ex (his sperm donor) and how amazing I am as a single mum going it alone and what an amazing boy I have who doesnt miss out on anything... I was so took back by it it meant the world to me.

Engagement party Sat, my sis says I can raid her wardrobe xx

abba1772

Aww that was nice of them bet that put a spring in your step xx

monz

It really did

Got an email from taking part in a research getting £15 in next couple days paypal. This will go to my holiday spending

Will update once goes in xx

monz

After my last post I got a call from my dad, a boy who I mentioned before punched him again but in his face leaving a mark and I wasnt involved. I raced home and found not only that but he was spat on. Vile!!!

I went to school and met with head first thing this morning, it was two separate incidents the spitting was first in morning and my boy had pushed a boy and he got spat on and teachers dealt with it and second one he told noone. I am very unhappy but my boy was all confused and mixed them up and now I am beginning to be concerned about possibly his communication and it broke my heart but to agree that they can have someone test him. I want to be able to have him looked at and either he is young or if there is something wrong or a delay it being sorted. I feel like such a failure though its literally tearing me apart. The head said a psychologist will meet me first and ask few questions about my pregnancy and now I feel maybe it was me being so depressed and terrified leaving house that has caused him being like this or something. I feel i failed my son.

Sorry to go on just noone to talk to right now. I have not told my dad I agreed to this as he will go nuts and sees nothing by my boy and nor do i, but I want to have this done for his benefit, he fills you with bits and drabs of things and maybe that is just cos hes young but I want to know, I need to know. My mum agreed with me on this.

6 days to payday and feeling like and looking like s*** xx

Doodles152

Aww, don't beat yourself up, you sound like an amazing mom to your boy. Hopefully they will just agree that he is young. My 10yr old boy is also very young in his ways etc.
I know as a parent its hard not to blame ourselves for every little thing that goes wrong.
Hoping it all turns out okay for you

[Deleted User]

Aww lovely, you're bound to feel like that, I think every parent will do. You are an amazing mum to your boy and I'm sure the outcome will be what you already know. xx

monz

School phoned, they found the boy who has been bullying him, they have took away any priviliges he gets for next couple weeks and have sent a letter to his parents to come in, with a warning if next time will be suspended. The relief of this is overwhelming for my boy but also the injustice that they did not believe him and it had to be marks on his face before they believed him!?

I only agreed to the test to rule it out as in my eyes he is perfect and will be always regardless of results and cd even come back normal and just so young.

got my money for survey £15 added to holiday fund xx

[Deleted User]

Oh Monz, in a way that's a great relief. It is a shame that your poor lad had to go through all that before the school took action.


Understand where you are coming from re the test


Yay to a pay out