talk me down please

mellymoo74

Sat OH down told him

Have applied for jobs
Mainly outside of city in area's I like

Have asked someone on the side of the estate where MIL lived if they would like a swap (incase I can't move to powys/cumbria/derbyshire)

He will sit down with CMHT this week and tell them what he told me (I will do my best to ensure he isn't sectioned) presuming my calling them gets them here.

I haven't slept and me and the frosty dogs are going to go for a walk
Pickles and tiger are out, tomcat and Kevin are in.
Washing in

Pollycat

I hope your walk makes you feel better, Melly.
You'd better have those lovely warm clothes on that you had for Christmas, it's really frosty out.

Applying for jobs is a step forward - right?
I hope things go well for your OH.

Come and live in Derbyshire.

mellymoo74

Walk was ace
One of my friends, (she now lives in what was MIL bungalow) haven't seen her since before Christmas I just got a huuuuge telling off for
A not coming round
B not eating enough clearly
C needing a telling off.

I probably can't work yet don't care stating in is driving me mad. I need a break from OH.

I was in big coat, boots, gloves and hat so was warm enough.

mellymoo74

Pickles is in just tiger now.

elsien

My posts haven't posted for some odd reason.

Glad to see you motivated and with a plan. I'm sure you're fully aware of all the implications so I won't bang on but if you want to talk anything through you know where we are.
Would part time work be a possibility or is it difficult in your field/stuff up the benefits too much?

I am delaying taking Gitdog out as he's not had much exercise this week and will be a total !!!!. Did you take your doggies on your walk?

mellymoo74

Is possible but would properly stuff up benefits and isn't common.

I know I'm not ready really but van make sure the job is right and not snatch first available.

I have lost more weight engagement ring is loose

Gonna weigh myself wish me luck.

elsien

Good luck. (Your photos looked otherwise.)

mellymoo74

Thank you

(Stupid head is now telling me I'm fat)
It's still 15.45 which is livable with

mellymoo74

Don't get any form of guilt
It's my stupid head
Nothing you have said or done.

Grr
Think it's bad as pressure with Mr Moo has been immense.
He replied to a comment I made about doing lots for him with something like '& I do lots for you' I genuinely belly laughed for ages

elsien

Sorry melly - I did wonder if it was a daft thing to say as I was typing it.

No date for CMHT yet then?