talk me down please

mellymoo74

I don't like trying to scare them but have no choice. Most would have got the idea by now not this two.

Just had a lap love ala madam pickles OH asked why she sits on my lap and not his I don't know whether it's the fleecy jammies or just she loves me best.


I was asleep but got woken up God bless ignorant idiots who live abover my head

mellymoo74

May delete this

As part of my self discovery and accessing help that's happened this year

I have realised I pick, that's obsessively I managed to get my food up yesterday and picked lesions in my chin as a punishment I also have some very sore scabs on my shoulders and back.

From what I can see its linked to EDS and also OCD.
It's linked to low self esteem but I honestly don't have low self esteem.

Well docs again Tuesday
Healthy minds face to face thing Thursday
So another traumatic week ahead.
This means I may disappear again so don't worry.

elona

Melly

There is nothing you need to feel bad about yourself for. You are caring, compassionate, intelligent and nurturing.

You need to nurturate yourself so there is something there for others as well as yourself.

gentle virtual hug.

Pollycat

elona wrote: »

Melly

There is nothing you need to feel bad about yourself for. You are caring, compassionate, intelligent and nurturing.

You need to nurturate yourself so there is something there for others as well as yourself.

gentle virtual hug.

Melly
Read this ^^^^ and believe it.
It's very true.
Hugs from me too.

tesuhoha

Rather than low self esteem maybe you have a fear of what will happen if you eat and this is how you are expressing it. Have you thought about adult colouring books. They are very soothing.

Little things help - as you know.

mellymoo74

It's self harm I think
It's the pain I'm looking for to replace stomach pain.

OH let me sleep today so I didn't get up till 3

Want everyone's take on this.

Previously heard kittens running around, playing occasionally knocking stuff over.
Last few days since RSPCA call (think she was told I was going to rather than they contacted her) I can't hear them at all, not a squeak, nothing.
She still has them

I am thinking she has them restricted (ie cagef) when she isn't there for 18 hour stretches

What do you think?

mellymoo74

My tomcat is back
Just had a wonderful cuddle culminating in a nose touch, arm lick and lovebite

mellymoo74

Pickles and LBG have been sussed.

Called pickle for breal fast and the pair of them came out of the bushes home for food lol.

Just now

tesuhoha

mellymoo74 wrote: »

It's self harm I think
It's the pain I'm looking for to replace stomach pain.

OH let me sleep today so I didn't get up till 3

Want everyone's take on this.

Previously heard kittens running around, playing occasionally knocking stuff over.
Last few days since RSPCA call (think she was told I was going to rather than they contacted her) I can't hear them at all, not a squeak, nothing.
She still has them

I am thinking she has them restricted (ie cagef) when she isn't there for 18 hour stretches

What do you think?

Are you sure she still has them. Could it be possible that she has rehomed them.

mellymoo74

Positive
She left them for 21 hours last night, booted them out 5 mins after she got back till just


RSPCA won't do anything