talk me down please

Waves_and_Smiles

Crossing everything that it goes ok! Have you got any antiacids? I hate that feeling.

Hahahaha! See? I told you if OH spent ages in bed he would lose his chair! It belongs to the little princess now!

wannabe_sybil

Sending good vibes.

Can you manage some toast? I found that always settled my stomach.

hugs x

mellymoo74

Got a Boo tucked I to my armpit

Will try some cereal hopefully when movement is possible.

Cuddling smelly dogs is nice

As is a large cat showing you how well he can kill bushes by scratching off their bark

mellymoo74

So far
Needed the toilet demanded bedroom (where litter tray is)
Told no
Shot out
Avoided my dog walk
Cried to come in
Caught and ate a huge spider
Given me a biiiiig love
Gone sleep

wannabe_sybil

I look at that picture and I want to tickle that furry, soft tummy. I know what would happen, though.

Sending hugs. Hope you are feeling better

mellymoo74

That's the con

OH pointed out stripey likes me
And he does I have the claw marks on my legs (he tried to climb them) to prove it.

Today's disaster
I have obviously badly relapsed and have been in hospital for checks 3 times since start of July

Restarted esa claim will get some week on Wednesday
Money has run out

I am getting some money next Friday (holiday pay and ssp) cats to feed
Food will run out tomorrow

OH spent the money I put in his account because he's ill (MIND think manic, I don't)

Hmmm
Can't get a loan

mellymoo74

Today is not fair on the doggies but can't make Mr Brawler go out its horrid.

He has tried to climb up my leg to give me a love
It hurt
He's snoring like a pig lol

I am feeding him sheba it stinks so he can smell it perfect for the plaqueoff he's having that has sorted his breath and teeth out.

Rearranged his felv retest for next Friday as that's when me has mone.

wannabe_sybil

Sending hugs.

Are you okay? Anyone in RL that can support you?

Does OH recognise the situation?

mellymoo74

Thanks WS
No we are it (or I am for support)

Yes he does, it's actually not helped as I have guilt and worthlessness to add now.
He has gone to bed.

We will be OK I am lying down now as feeling pants should be OK within 2 weeks though hopefully as I am only 4 days in that will be why still wobbly

wannabe_sybil

You shouldn't feel guilty because he is wrecking your health.

That's the end of me nattering on.

Right, food. What will be left after tomorrow? Do you need to get referred to a food bank? Your GP should be able to do that or know someone who can.

Sending more hugs.

Also a very rude and sweary thread on mumsnet that is funny about pets. It is not pink and fluffy. Here It is one of the mumsnet classics that I go back to when I need cheering up. The one about the fridge finding religion is also awesome (yes, I wrote that, it isn't the tablets).

Hope that it will help you get back to more positive. hugs x