Depression Support Thread

Sazbo

shazrobo wrote: »

hi sazzy, not too good today, feel so lonely bored and miserable, how are you hun?
shaz x

I'm sorry to hear that shaz. But I do know what you mean. I'm just hanging on to the fact that it's friday tomorrow lol how sad is that?! I resent work so much, it takes up so much of my life, that I live for weekends. Bad I know. Feel like I'm wishing my life away. But it makes a difference to me having you guys here. Hope tomorrow's brighter for you hunnie.

Sazxxx

shazrobo

Sazbo wrote: »

I'm sorry to hear that shaz. But I do know what you mean. I'm just hanging on to the fact that it's friday tomorrow lol how sad is that?! I resent work so much, it takes up so much of my life, that I live for weekends. Bad I know. Feel like I'm wishing my life away. But it makes a difference to me having you guys here. Hope tomorrow's brighter for you hunnie.

Sazxxx

i'm the oposite of most folks, i live for monday mornings, as i dont work, except for being a mum, so my hours are different to most. two special needs kids are such hard work. luckily one is going on a trip tommorrow and wont be back til sunday, so i can give the other one more individual attention, which will be nice. both back at school monday yippee lol.
hope you have a great weekend sazzy, you deserve it after working hard all week
shaz x

shazrobo

nice car steph :j bet your so excited to be getting it. i looked at a hard top[ convertible last year, was a peugeot 307cc, but wasnt really practicle for us, not enough leg space
shaz x

Stephb1986_2

Hi shaz im so excited i could pee myself everytime i think of it! its got quite a bit of leg room in the back but its only 4 seats im not that bothered i only need 2 and the back one is for the shopping lol! i did test drive the megane convertible but it didnt feel right and this is just amazing! go and test drive one

Steph xxx

Sazbo

shazrobo wrote: »

i'm the oposite of most folks, i live for monday mornings, as i dont work, except for being a mum, so my hours are different to most. two special needs kids are such hard work. luckily one is going on a trip tommorrow and wont be back til sunday, so i can give the other one more individual attention, which will be nice. both back at school monday yippee lol.
hope you have a great weekend sazzy, you deserve it after working hard all week
shaz x

two special needs kids - my job is a doddle in comparison xx and i know you give them all the love you can and more, which isn't easy given everything else you have to deal with.

well, i guess it's time for bed for me, been really nice chatting with you, catch you soon. sleep well hun and sweet dreams everyone :wave:

much love,
sazzy xxxxxxx

Stephb1986_2

Night night saz sweet dreams hun speak soon take care

Steph xxx

Sazbo

Stephb1986 wrote: »

Night night saz sweet dreams hun speak soon take care

Steph xxx

You too Steph xxx

shazrobo

i'm off to bed too need to be up at seven. night sazzy, night steph
shaz x

juno

OMG OMG!

I came home from work, and I was feeling really !!!!. I'm OK if I remember my tablets, but if I forget them I just crash and get so down.

And then I got home, and found a red rose!

It is from the guy I thought it was, which isn't that great.

EDIT: I had naughty words changed for exclamation marks. I think that's wrong though, because exclamation marks seem to convey too much enthusiasm and excitement.

cat9586

Hello,
Sorry I haven't been around I have just spent over 30 minutes trying to read all the posts I missed, a lot to take in. Not sure if I managed to take much of it in, sorry.
I have been a bit of a mess for a while now. The whole psychiatry thing got me very emotional, then there were a few things after that, that made me a bit emotional. I now know why the psychiatrist wants to prescribe me medication for bipolar, I see myself go in and out of these mood changes but can't stop them. I can be fine, then snap to angry and will swear and throw stuff then cry and cry. Im not sure why it happens but it does without warning and I think I will take up the offer of medication.
This time a few years ago, my stepmums mum died. It was her birthday and she didnt even get to open her cards and read the lovely messages. For a very long time I didn't believe she was gone and even now I am still finding it weird. Last year I went to my greatnans funeral, my first one, it really hit me hard. I wish I had gone to my stepmum's mums as I dont think I really got to say goodbye. I stayed strong for the family but at the moment I want to cry.
This time last year I went to the drs for a regular checkup and mentioned chest pain, an ECG was done to check my heart and a d-deimer to see if there was a clot on the lung. It came back that there was something wrong, I had to go to hospital daily for a week or two to have injections to reduce clotting and xrays and also a scan of the lungs. It all came back clear and the cause of the raised results on the clot tests were never found. It may have been that the clot reducing injections helped to clear it, Im not sure. Anyway it was a very difficult time and I was very far away from all my family, even though my OH was supportive I would have loved some family around too. I told them not to come even though I really wanted them here. Makes me cry thinking of it.
Just very lost at the moment. Last CPN appointment coming up too Going to miss her, she was like a friend. Washing Machine has died Wireless Mouse and Keyboard died Feels like everything/everyone around me is giving up on me, I dont have the strength to deal with all this, its so hard I just wish everything was normal
Anyways sorry to burden you all just needed to chat.
Sorry again
C