Determined to do well !!

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Well sent email cant see me getting answer i want from them. So i suppose need to get ready for them to start harassing me with phone calls etc.....
Why is it when you think life is just getting better things go downhill. I have just secured some nice me time and looks like i need to find myself a 3rd job dont know doing but will have to think of something.

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Well after my phone call to barclaycard i sent an email with a soa attached and a lump sum offer or a £1 a month for each account received an email saying they are drafting a written response then a txt which i never understood so fingers crossed good news.
Had a lovely lunch today with old work friends was a lovely catch up and their treat bless em.
I have started enjoying my exercise and have 31 lb to go can see it taking along time. Weight is a little like debt easy to increase not so easy to decrease.:rotfl:

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Well i have managed to have 3 NSD i think i should start to manage around 5 a week now which will be good. Some news good in a way but bad for my exercise. I think in near future my main job may increase my hours. I think i like the idea. Although i do like my new found time. Will have to take it as it comes i think. Hoping i will get a letter from cc's tomorrow as i want to pay my payments for the month as i haven't yet and i like to do so now.

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Wow 5 NSD in a row that is amazing. Today is a forced one as i cant find my bank card anywhere.:( I went to go and top up on fruit etc as i fell off the no smoking wagon and am now back on it. Need fresh fruit to nibble on as don't want extra weight lol. I have managed 5 days with no cigarette had 1 glass of wine and thats it all week and lost a 1lb this week which is better than 1 on.
I have been swimming as much as i can and helps with destressing. I can't sleep for toffee though. Got a response from my letter they want £1 a month for each account so will be a while before debt free 1000's of years.
I am going to see what i can sell i think. Need ways of increasing income.

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On the plus side only 30lb to go on weight .

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Well it has been a quiet day today. I have made tea washer on i am going to try tidy a room a night this week and get on top of the house. I must start doing my course work it has to be posted very soon and havent done any.
X Factor tonight with a glass of wine. I have managed to get an extra 1/2 this week i think at work it is all money which adds up.
DD is in need for new trainers and DS.
I wish life didnt revolve around money the world would be a happier place.

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OMG i am sure i got out of the wrong side of the bed this morning! I have been in a terrible mood with myself all day. I have eaten loads today which is making me even worse!
Hoping tomorrow i get up feeling happier. Been for a short swim couldnt be bothered though.
Hate dark nights i want the sunshine back. Think being unable to repay my debts is starting to get to me. Aswell as nicotine withdrawl.

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Morning
have had a rough week with work money etc this week. Scales said i had lost another 1 lb although went on last night and said 6 on ? :eek:
I am not going on them now until Monday and am hoping to have some nice exercise. Exercise didn't happen this week well not as much as would liked.

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Well diet not going good at present at a standstill better than putting on i suppose. Stoptober going ok still no cigarettes but think this is backed up with no money to buy them. Must mean i am learning to get my priority's right.
Was on fumes this morning didn't think i would make the petrol station got there with 5 miles left in the tank.
Need to up my income some more got a phone call to make on Monday to try and get another 30 mins of work this week fingers crossed.
No money pay day Friday headache from hell and sore throat to match. No swimming today yesterday or Friday withdrawal kicking in.Did manage a short one on Thurs.

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Well i have had a headache for 3 days now cant get warm and throat sore. Sacrificed swim today as i think it will make me feel worse rather than better
Logged on bank to see not a lot in but can see the difference from not smoking lets hope this time i can stick with it. I do need to payday very soon hoping for a little more than last month.
Think i am going to have a nice nap before i have to start work again.