Trying for a Baby Part 9

claire16c

Was it just from frustrations of ttc amy or in general as well? I hope everything is ok now. I often find if me and DH argue its on a holiday or something I was really looking forward to & built up in my head!

Only good thing about being cd2 is I'm not wondering if I'm about to ovulate anymore! I'm just praying I have a normal cycle this month. With a bfp of course

angeltreats

Oh Amy. Big hugs. I hope whatever way this ends up working out is the best thing for you.

My temp this morning was quite a big drop, suppose that means the witch is coming.

Meant to say thank you very much T2D for doing the lists x

ttc39

Ooh fingers crossed on next test credit crunch x

My hubby is laying a new laminate flooring in our bedroom at mo , he painted it yesterday , so am looking forward to it all being done later.

I'm off in a mo to see my old workmate, he is 74. And just accepted he can't keep upto date with cleaning, so he is getting a proper cleaning lady in next week, but as she won't do inside of cupboards , I am going over this am to do them - in exchange for Clive cooking me his yummy shepherds pie for lunch :-)

Going to try and be back by 3ish though as will need to be back to help hubbie move things back in bedroom.

Afm fertility wise - still 2 bars on cbfm so hoping soon goes to the "m" as I should start next AF in about 6 days if stays regular ish .

Quiet night in tonight and my brother visiting tomorrow for Easter lunch .

Hope u are all ok x

purcy81

Hugs Amy hope you manage to get things sorted. I'm sure he will know that you wouldn't say something like that unless you were pushed to your limits. I really hope it works as a wake up call for him and things start improving xx. Hugs for the cd1s and plumetting temps x

I've given up this cycle pretty sur I ov when I thought but as I have no chance anyway I just want af to start now so I can move onto the next one and start actively trying again.

Hugs to all

tinkwings

Big Big Hugs AMY xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thank you for the list T2D xxxxx

amyloofoo

Hi everyone, sorry for the dramatics. OH and I have had a big cry and chat and are working things out. Being emotional, a surprise pg announcement, his over attentive ex and far too much wine were not a good combo. Thanks for the support, we're both being kind to ourselves and each other. I think we're planning some relationship counselling and I'm going to talk to my gp about my ongoing depression.

claire16c

amyloofoo wrote: »

Hi everyone, sorry for the dramatics. OH and I have had a big cry and chat and are working things out. Being emotional, a surprise pg announcement, his over attentive ex and far too much wine were not a good combo. Thanks for the support, we're both being kind to ourselves and each other. I think we're planning some relationship counselling and I'm going to talk to my gp about my ongoing depression.

That does sound like a disaster waiting to happen for any couple!

ttc39

Glad all is ok Amy x

samtoby

Hugs Amy

I think AF is looming. I have tummy pains. But on a brighter note I have chocolate

teaandcakeordeath

Glad you managed to talk Amy.

Thanks for doing the lists T2D. Could I be updated to CD2 when you next do them please.

Atton Unfortunately none of us can tell you if AF is on her horrid way or if you are pregnant. Symptom spotting will drive you mad though! I'd document it on your FF chart and then either way you'll know what it means when AF does or doesn't show. If she does show then at least if you get it next month you won't torment yourself with it.

I regret saying I don't really get painful AF... Horrendous cramps and back pain all day yesterday and it's only easing off with co-codamol. I'm just relieved it's showed up as I was tormenting myself with 'maybes and hopes' even though I knew I wouldn't be pregnant.

OH is still all optimistic as he's started his lifestyle overhaul and is convinced that (and clomid) will be all we need to get BFP... I feel like we're probably just delaying the inevitable and feel like I'll be still posting here this time next year whilst undergoing cycle after hideous cycle of unsuccessful IVF....

On the bright side either the HSG this cycle or the femoral massage has improved the 'quality' of my AF. Seems much more like it used to. I will continue with the femoral massage this cycle to see if that's what has helped. I've also got confirmation of my next scan for 13th April- I finally get to find out what shape and size uterus I have and how many kidneys are knocking about in there...