Trying for a Baby Part 8

codemonkey

Eww chickens. They freak me out. Actually, birds freak me out which is weird as I keep dreaming about them.

atton83

7dpo here

sorry been in a grump lately nd didnt wanna bring you all down

today and yesterday i have been running to the loo and ive not drunk that much

shud b due af on 21 so ......

atton83

congrats rumfeeble

atton83

Weird symptoms today all i can small is tcp everywhere i go

Also keep running to the loo

V v v cold tonight

I wish it would snow already

abis21

Lemon - Any questions you like fire them at me You have my contact methods so please feel free to use them as often as you like. I'm not an expert - but obv I have been there and come out the other side, and I have done a LOT of reading up on everything in the meantime as I like facts and knowledge as it helps me to cope with things. Big hugs. Know what you mean about people moving on to 12+ thread and baby threads tho I don't really belong on either, but I don't post often enough these days to get to know the newbies.

Becca - Thank you for the lists. Have you had your blood results back?

Amyloofoo - Have you had your blood results back too? My hubby works in Harrogate too And he used to live in North Leeds before he moved in with me. I'm a lot further away from his work tho, so he has a 2 hour commute every day Hope your appt goes ok - maybe they are just being ultra thorough checking everything?

Birdie - Hope your appt goes ok too :cool:

T2D - Are you still reading along? Hope you are doing ok. Keep popping over to the 12m+ board to read up on how you are doing. I do keep thinking of you and sending nice wishes your way :cool:

QQ - Keep thinking of you also. Hope you manage to get some answers

MV & COMP - Good luck for testing. Your chart looks really good this month COMP :cool: Fingers crossed.

AFM - Had a rough time recently. Had a mini meltdown at work yesterday Too much stress and pressure, ended up coming out as a bucket load of tears I'm finding trying to get upduffed so much harder than I thought I would I'm not sleeping, keep waking up 4-5 times a night thinking its time to take my temperature. I have actually taken it at 2am a couple of times :eek: Feel like the only thing that will "fix" me is to be pregnant. But then after no sleep, and lots of tears, its not exactly most romantical for BDing. Poor hubster. He is ever so good with me. Felt like a right mental case yesterday. Am feeling much better thankfully today tho!!!

Been to the docs for my blood results, and they show that I hadn't ovulated by CD19 - which I didn't think I had. Progesterone was less than 1. The CD1 tests all came back good tho - nothing at all to worry about. I'm going again for bloods tomorrow, and again next friday if tomorrow doesn't show that I have ovulated. I think it will tho - I think I ovulated tuesday. Waiting for the temp and FF to put crosshairs in tomorrow all being well. The doctor was amazing. She has sruggled with fertility in the past, so understands and is super helpful. She said if I am shown to be ovulating, then I can be put on a drug (presumably metaformin) to try and regulate ovulation as she said that altho my hormone levels seem fine I could still have PCO/PCOS. But if I am shown to be not ovulating, that I will also get some help with that. So really really pleased about my appointment and my plans. Obviously I am [STRIKE]not so [/STRIKE]secretly hoping to not need the plans and get upduffed this month seeing as we put in a darn good effort :rotfl::rotfl:

In other news - the kitten is now doing his business in the litter tray - big thanks again to those who helped with advice. He is settling in better than I had expected, but still some teething troubles with him and the cat accepting each other. That will just take time tho so I aren't worried about that. My craft fairs are all doing good. Made quite a lot (for me) of money at the 2 school ones I have done. Just 1 last one on saturday and then I am looking forward to chilling out and preparing for christmas properly.

vesper

Huge hugs Razwaz, I have two friends with fibio, so I understand a little about it.

Mmmmm wierd moment of the day, TMI alert TMI alert, awoke this morning and thought I had seriously wet the bed. Turned out I hadn't, it was cm. I have never seen so much cm in my life. I'm 9dpo so it's not even as if my bodies gearing up for ov. Wierd.
Added to that, had such vivid dreams last night, was about to email my friend this morning to apologise to her for my husband pouring water on her sofa last night while extremely drunk. Took a while to realise that 1. she lives no where near us, 2. hubby hardly drinks 3. she doesn't live on top of an apartment block, next to the sea and an outside tomato canning plant.

codemonkey

not to ss on your behalf vesper but those are signs of something...

Ladies, I need an enormous kick in the backside. Due to a cold I feel really sorry for myself and fed up. Just been on the pregnancy thread for a nose and wish I hadn't cause it just made me feel worse. I don't hate the ladies on there but I wish I were one of them and the lack of baby in my uterus makes .me want to cry which I shant do because then I won't stop. Very emotional. I got all tears earlier because DH was "looking at me funny". 10 dpo, classic AF approach symptoms. She likes to call ahead.

lemonmelon_2

Big big hugs code, I can't face looking anymore.

Thank-you to the familiar faces for reminding me that I'm not alone. I wish we'd all get our babies soon.

Thanks abi, I'll take you up on that offer I think. I've missed your face around here, glad the craft fairs have gone well though. Hugs for work and tears, its really tough but you're doing amazingly well to keep going. Hope your tests come back saying a-ok. :-)

Vesper keeping my fingers crossed for you, vivid dreams might be something good :-)

vesper

gawd going the pregnancy threads is the worst thing ever Codemonkey. I only go on very occasionally to have a neb at how people are doing that have graduated from this thread (I'm not a stalker honest), it's just nice to see those that went through so much heartache getting the thing they really want, and I know one day we will be in the same place.
Although ttc really breaks my heart sometimes, at least I know that this baby is wanted and you have to always work hard at something before you are rewarded. At least I can tell my child how much effort we put in, to prove how much they are loved. Not sure if I'm making sense or talking gobblygoop.

Awwwww my little boy ferret just fell fast asleep on me. Was so cute. He looked so sad when I accidently woke him up, for us all to go to bed.

vesper

lemonmelon wrote: »

Vesper keeping my fingers crossed for you, vivid dreams might be something good :-)

I don't think the vivid dreams would be a sign of anything to me, I always get them. Especially nervous ones like this when my depression flares up more, and trust me it's flared up a lot this week. Defintely been a week from hell, but at least it's nothing to do with ttc, but is defintely put some strain on my long term future. Sorry for being cryptic, but I am too ashamed to say what happened, I have already lost my job, life and the majority of my friends through this.

Forgot to say earlier this week, was it you Purcy that said you were from Lincoln, hullo I'm from a village near Sleaford, so very close to you.