When I asked for luck I didn't mean the bad variety!!!

please-let-me-be-lucky

Thank you so much for your kind words everyone. Still absolutely gutted obviously and feeling very flat. Still waiting for the official autopsy report etc so no funeral can be planned yet. Can't wait to get a hold of my friend and give her a great big hug. In the meantime I keep hugging and kissing my boys whenever I can. The idea that they could be taken away from me like my goddaughter makes me feel physically ill .

Lost 3lbs tonight. 23.5lbs total Xx

Buffythedebtslayer

that is just devastating.


Oh Lucky XX


when I think about the kids I have taught and how drinking is so common place. Oh God.


there are not words.
I am so so sorry.
xx

HeadAboveWater

Hi lucky. Just catching up on your diary after a couple weeks off...

I'm so sorry to hear your news *hug* Such a young life. That is totally devastating

Thinking about you and your friend.

please-let-me-be-lucky

Thank you Buffy and HAW. Funeral has been arranged for Saturday morning and donations are suggested in lieu of flowers. My cousin and I have therefore arranged flowers to be sent directly to my friend (paying half each) and then we will make a donation on Saturday too.

DH has taken himself off to bed talking about 'waves of fear' again. Makes me nervous.

grannyx2

(((Lucky)))

hope he just needs a bit of quiet, lie down time.

Granny x

Sun_Addict

Hello Lucky

Hope hubby is feeling better today. Well done on the weight loss.

please-let-me-be-lucky

Thank you both. He pulled himself round again last night so no seizure (yay!) but has been Mr Bad Tempered all day (boo hiss), and we've actually been sat in silence for the last half an hour after his latest outburst :mad:. Bit fed up of it all to be honest.
You'd think he'd be happy, he's booked his blasted tattoo for next week :eek:.

Mum and Sis have been here for tea tonight, always a pleasure.

beanielou

I don't know how you do it , I really don't.

grannyx2

Maybe deep down that is why he's in a bad mood, perhaps he realises he shouldn't be spending the money on that +/ that you disapprove but like a child is going to do it anyway and thinks sulking at you will give him permission to do it anyway

(((Lucky)))

Granny x

Sun_Addict

Oh Lucky - Mr Lucky and Mr SA are obviously in the same grumpy group. I know exactly how you feel. Is it something to do with brain injuries do you think? Just like you I'm at the end of my tether and hoping things will improve for us both. Big hugs from me too!