Help?!

Bambi1989

Maryland_Cookie wrote: »

Bambi, didn't want to read and run, but sending you big hugs. Reading your post took me back to a time when I felt EXACTLY the same as you, in fact I could have written your post. I felt as if I was cut I wouldn't bleed blood, but horrible black nastiness because I felt like such a bad horrible person. I couldn't think there was anything good about me at all....... It's difficult to put into words how bad/low I felt, but I also felt I would be better off dead. I just wanted to reassure you that you WILL feel better and you WILL get out of this black hole your in. Take care of yourself. I found talking to my mum and sister really helped, although it was hard to do, and slowly but surely life felt like it was worth living. Looking back, I can't believe I felt so bad, and how far I've come, and you will feel the same too xx

Thank you so much it helps that it is not just me, I have been thinking that I have been like this as karma and it is how I will feel for the rest of my life. I am so sorry you had to feel like that as it is not nice at all and for a lovely person like yourself to go through it is so unfair. Thank you again greatly for your post and for your timing in replying.

Bambi1989

halibut2209 wrote: »

"gets to me" as in emotionally

Thank you for the reply, I hope you are OK. I didn't mean to bring out other peoples emotions. It means so much that genuinely nice strangers are being so kind to me, it does help a lot that I have not been judged. Thank you again