Trying for a Baby Part 7

codemonkey

Had a horrible dream last night that I was pregnant but something went wrong and I gave birth to a baby that was the size of my hand. I woke up crying. Hope it's not an omen.

Really not feeling positive this month. Any symptoms I have are caused by the progesterone. Am 7do today and dying to poas even though I know it will be yet another bfn . So sick of seeing those but 2ww seems to be dragging

lilymay1

Morning ladies.

FMOW - Congrats again

QQ, I'm pretty sure i did ov beause my temp has stayed up so can you put me down for 2dpo please Is it normal to have lost of CM all through my cycle? I have quite a lot of ewcm still :S

I'm quite looking forward to getting my results from the doctor. I just want to know eithet way.

Niknok - Have you tested again? Are you still spotting?

Vibes - Your relaxing sounds lovely. I'm going to make a load of cakes to take into work this weeked.

time2deal

CD1 as expected, I will report in a few days if the aspirin made a difference.

SUPER painful though. I woke up and had to go get a water bottle, then eventually came out to watch telly as couldn't get back to sleep. I may have slightly overdone it on the nurofen though... feeling better now, but couldn't wake myself up earlier!

The mailman came with Olympic tickets this morning (yay!) and was asking me simple questions like 'Are you Mrs Time2Deal' and 'can you sign here', and I wasn't getting it! He must have thought I was mildly disabled...

atton83

Last nights party was a lot better than i thought. His family actually accepted me. Talked to me n huggdd me :O

It actually made me cry how much they accepted me. Stayed till 10pm then went out with a mate and his unckle whos party it was actually made me laugh.

Been feeling v alone due to having no family and thinking that im scum due to tghe problem that has blown up the last three months thats meant i have to hide the real me. Sorry i cant say what it is due to my solicitor

But last night let me know im getting a family n people were asking about the wedding eeekkk

good_vibes

I have moved away from family and friends to be with my OH.
Bless you Atton83, glad you had a good time. Please start thinking more positive about yourself and people in your life. PMA attracts good things into your life, your too young to carry on thinking like you do.
Your not sum or poo, please stop thinking like that.
My last partner used to say "my life is so ****** up" to me. I used to think does that mean me too, because I am part of it (just made me cry typing that). Never want to be in that type of space again, now I am out of it.
There is so much to look forward to Atton, good vibes to you.

atton83

Goodvibes i have been thinking like this as i have had a lot of things go wrong the last 4 months and i have been pulled down to some strife in my life, i also lived with my dad from the age of 7 till 16 when he kicked me out as he would tell me everyday that i was fat, a waste of space, no one would love me and i would be a failure. Like i said at the start of this post i have had some strife the last 4 months and have been painted in this light and i began to think that what they were saying was true.

Also thought i was a rubbish friend so have distanced myself from so called friends to make sure they dont get hurt too by my problem, saw a few last night after the party and was called a silly !!!! lol nice to know that i am being silly

Sorry for making you cry, with the ttc for 11 yrs and this problem that i cant really talk about it really brought me down, i havent been off prozac for long as i went on it after being r**ed by 2 guys and couldnt cope but i am getting there

last night let me know i am not alone and knowing you guys are here, ok your not friends yet but i am hoping you will get there or maybe i am getting my hopes up???

thank you all for listening and sorry for pulling people down i am trying and you guys are helping
xxx

Birdie85

QQuaver wrote: »

Birdie, did you POAS?

I did and it was a BFN No AF yet though so I'll just have to wait and see.

Hugs for painful CD1 time2deal

We've just bought a new (to us!) car. :T Made sure it's easy to get a baby in the back, OH couldn't work out why I was insistent on getting a 5 door, he can be very dim!

becca0417

Birdie - our lives seem very similar at the moment! We have also just brought a new car that has 5 doors What did you get? Exciting isn't it. Sorry to hear about BFN, fingers crossed it's just a little too early.

Hugs for CD1 ((timetodeal)) x

Looking forward to you joining us Gem (PS wedding pics?!)

atton83

Wow today seems to be v quiet on here today i know its a Saturday and you all have family things to do.

I'm sat checking emails while oh puts finishing touches to his uni project so he gets into the third year so that we can finance his course

Feeling a lot better today if i am honest as this time around my problem is not as big as i thought it was! that's a good thing i think

start the opks in a few days and i am starting to worry already oh and i haven't bd yet at all since af finished as he wants to have the most potent up there on the first time we do it, he really wants a kid and i was worried he had gone off the idea as he never seems to get excited like i do when my body starts showing signs and i told him this the other night and he replied with your a silly sausage i just don't wanna get your hopes up too much

seems its the weekend for people proving me wrong
hope everyone is ok
again sorry for being negative the last few weeks

atton83

i have also cut the amount of coffee i drink down so i am now on two cups and a cup of t later on in the day to keep me relaxed and happy and free of cystitis as if i don't drink enough my body lets me know and the tannin seems to help me as i am unable to drink cranberry juice due to the amount of sugar in it.

So the rest of the day is water for me

Is there anything else i can do at home to improve my chances to conceive and i am also reading Zita Wests guide to getting pregnant and getting oh on the foods she suggests and i try to get some in two but some of them are a no go due to me being intolerable to sugar???
thanks