Trying for a Baby Part 7

snowyz81

Im so stupid, why do I do it to myself.

I bought some tests today ready for when I need them, af is due on 15th but still I tested today (negative)so obviously upset. I swore I was going to wait till the 15th. Grrrrr

mrshappy

emsbet wrote: »

Aww bless ya! Feel free to do all your ranting here that's what this thread's for Treat yourself to lots of nice things to eat and drink.

When are your appointments? Is there any way you could fund yourselves for any treatments?

xx

Awww, thanks. SA is end Jan, appt is middle of Feb. We may be able to fund some treatment ourselves-we are in the process of buying the rest of our house at the moment (shared ownership) so depending how that goes there might be some spare cash especially as we won't be paying rent as well as a mortgage every month-we're not taking a bigger mortgage to buy as the money was a gift. mrhappy seems to think that there is no hope for us as both his SA's so far have been zero, when I say that there may be some swimmers in there just not getting to where they need to be he disagrees-how dare he? He should know by now I am right about everything!

mrshappy

snowyz81 wrote: »

Im so stupid, why do I do it to myself.

I bought some tests today ready for when I need them, af is due on 15th but still I tested today (negative)so obviously upset. I swore I was going to wait till the 15th. Grrrrr

hope you're okay-I usually do a test when I get new ones (I bulk buy IC's) no matter what CD I am. I can't explain why-perhaps TTC just makes us all a bit crazy?

snowyz81

Yeah im fine, I knew it would be negative this early. Roll on next week x

T-Sil

mrshappy wrote: »

Apologies for bad tempered abrupt post quoted

I am a grumpy cow and should not be allowed to communicate with nice people. I, like all of you, hate that snakes and ladders feeling of getting so high on the list to fall back to the bottom!

hope everyone is well, welcome sirish, and welcome back t-sil, congratulations on getting married

Today I put in for annual leave for our next 2 hospital appointments, I have to take time off for SA as well as parking is so bad at the hospital we both have to go-I drive round the block while mrhappy does a mad dash to get it handed in quickly! I have taken the whole day off for out appointment with the specialist, as I don't think they will tell us anything good and don't think I will be able to deal with going straight to work after it.

I think one of the reasons that I'm finding this all so hard is that I fell pregnant within 3 months the first time with the ex husband, who turned out to be useless, and I know that mrhappy would be a brilliant dad, we both want this so much and we won't get any help on the NHS because I have already got my son. It's seems so unfair that mrhappy is being punished because of something I did 16 years ago.

Oh dear, that all sounds a bit drama queen, sorry, I'm hoping if I get all this horribleness in me out before mrhappy cames in from work he won't get the tears and tantrums of CD1.

Enough of my self pitying rambles, must pull myself together, sorry for whinging

That's the good thing about this thread, you can rant and no one will hold it against you

TTC is such a tough journey, its full of frustration and angst. It's stressful.

Our time will come

T-Sil

Elelyn wrote: »

Hugs for CD1 mrshappy.

Well, after my TLP on Tuesday and resisting the urge to test again since, I'm now having what feels very much like pre-AF symptoms. It's strange because yesterday I 'felt' pregnant (not that I know what being pregnant feels like having never been there before) but today I feel totally different. My lower back has been killing me all day and 'down there' is aching too which is what I would usually expect right before AF. I know that these could also be pregnancy symptoms but I can't help thinking that I was just too eager with my testing and getting excited much too early. Tomorrow will be 14DPO so I'm just waiting to see what happens. I now have a couple of digi's and DH says we can test tomorrow night if I want, instead of waiting until Sunday as he originally wanted. If AF doesn't show her ugly face before then that is....

What dpo were you when you got the tlp? You could test tomorrow morning with meeeeeee

T-Sil

Is there anyone else testing tomorrow morning?
I THINK i'll be somwehere between 10-12 dpo so pretty early I guess but I think worth a go

I should be up about 6am so I'll let you all know how I get on nice and early!

x

emsbet

T-Sil wrote: »

Is there anyone else testing tomorrow morning?
I THINK i'll be somwehere between 10-12 dpo so pretty early I guess but I think worth a go

I should be up about 6am so I'll let you all know how I get on nice and early!

x

Fingers crossed I've got another few days to wait so won't be joining you. Although I'm feeling crampy this evening so maybe I won't be testing at all

xx

LittleMoog

I'm thinking of testing in the morning, if there's no sign of af arriving overnight. I think i'll be 10dpo.

emsbet

LittleMoog wrote: »

I'm thinking of testing in the morning, if there's no sign of af arriving overnight. I think i'll be 10dpo.

Good luck to you too then

xx