Depression

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote: »

Ive calmed down now, I was furious, mainly because I had done nothing wrong, I was fit to play, its all a cliquey arrangement.

Makes me think cos i never get invited down to the pub randomly like the others , and the other keeper has been coming down to the pub with his g/f and her sister. Makes me think of clandestine meetings discussing everything.

Spineless manager fell for it, I had done nowt wrong, so I wont waste my time playing anymore.

I'm really sorry to hear that LTD hun. I hate all that cliquey stuff too. So petty isn't? But it's their loss hun, y'know? Is there another team you could play with perhaps?

Sazxxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Hey Ethel, I didn't mind the questions at all so please don't worry I thought perhaps I bored you and that's why you disappeared lol. Ah the boyfriends been spoiling you today then. You deserve it hun. Was that breakfast or lunch in bed, or both perhaps?

As they say, no news is good news

I'm OK

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Pumpkin Pie, Good luck for your appointment on Tuesday. Tell the Doctor exactly how you're feeling. If you really don't feel ready in yourself to return to work then tell him/her. Don't be afraid hun.

Argh, it's annoying that work have lost some of your earlier sick notes. I'm sure the Doctor will reissue them. He/she can always call your work to check anyway so hopefully it won't be a huge problem.

gillette147

Hi everyone xx

Just got back from Brighton. Smashing weather/day....went with g/f but I had to drop her back home on the way back.

Birmingham yesterday.
Took g/f to meet the family. It went well. My family seemed relaxed with her and we had a nice time.

I start my diet tomorrow so I had a chinese tonight. As I stepped over a wall that is outside the take away place I thought....

"Last October I had to walk around it because my back was so bad, I'd just lost my job, and I was single. Now I have completed the Course and Exams, my back is fine and I have my girlfriend now."

What alot of changes have occurred in 5 months.

2007 will be a hugely important year for me. I'm 42, and Douglas Adams says that 42 is the meaning of life. I bought my first house because it was no. 42 (well, partly for that reason).

I am so different now the exams are over.
I almost can't remember why I was so messed up. I feel so much in control of my life today. And feel that I can continue to head towards happiness.

I hope you are all well and a happy version of yourselves.

xx

Sazbo

Good to hear from you gilly :wave: and great things are on the up. Big hugs, Sazxxxx

EthelBloggs

Hiya Sazbomber.. RBK and Gilly

I feel bad now cos reading back I realise that my post #3505 up there ^^^^ sounded harsher than I intended

I didn't mean that we're weak because we have mental health issues, but that by blaming things we can't go back and change, we are setting ourselves up for failure somehow. We have to keep going forward, learning and growing all the time, and not letting these things hold us back.

Gawd I still dunno if I'm making sense so I think it's better if I shurrup now :eek:

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learning_to_drive

Gilly I cannot believe you are 42!!!! I honestly thought that you were around my age!!! Thats not an insult, its a compliment!!

I'm really sorry to hear that LTD hun. I hate all that cliquey stuff too. So petty isn't? But it's their loss hun, y'know? Is there another team you could play with perhaps?

Sazxxx

Yeah, next season is a possibility, I sent a banter txt to all my mates who play for another team saying I would sign a pre contract agreement with 'em, one of our players got it and sent it to me, unsure why really, I know what I sent, I just said I had signed everything for a joke, lol, I just said I was disappointed about today.

Cant play for anyone else until next season because of transfer window closed in Feb, the clique is utterly pathetic, Its an utter joke, all I heard was "give him a chance" he doesnt even look like a goalkeeper, im such a proud guy, I put 110% into everything and really care, yet it blows up in my face. Others are consistently !!!!!!, and they play every week. There shouldn't be a question about my place after my recent performances (two clean sheets in last 2 games, cant do anything more?) and I get dropped, to "see what he is like" but its a joke, we had a 16 year old kid playing centre half today, on a sloping pitch against a team we know are half decent. Why on earth would you drop your consistent performing goalkeeper in favour of someone who came down as a striker then decided he was a keeper.

I've had enough of being !!!!!! over, worst thing is, he's my dad, the gaffer. I mean that's not an issue, if anything it mystifies me more, he told me on Thursday last week that I wouldnt get dropped because I had been excellent all season and deserved my place. Today, in goal, Daz. Our right back was stunned, he didnt know who he was, just kept saying, who's this Daz?

Joke

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote: »

Hiya Sazbomber.. RBK and Gilly

I feel bad now cos reading back I realise that my post #3505 up there ^^^^ sounded harsher than I intended

I didn't mean that we're weak because we have mental health issues, but that by blaming things we can't go back and change, we are setting ourselves up for failure somehow. We have to keep going forward, learning and growing all the time, and not letting these things hold us back.

Gawd I still dunno if I'm making sense so I think it's better if I shurrup now :eek:

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Totally agree hun. We can't change past, but maybe we can learn to live with it/cope with it better? I dunno, I'll shurrup an' all:o :rotfl:

How's you today hun?

Sxxxxxxx

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote: »

Gilly I cannot believe you are 42!!!! I honestly thought that you were around my age!!! Thats not an insult, its a compliment!!

Yeah, he's ancient like me:D

learning_to_drive

I understand, its like we know what we have to do, but we just cant do it for the reason that everything seems like such an effort.