Depression

EthelBloggs

beer2006 wrote: »

RBK, Rose, CC, Tiff and Ethel :grouphug: anyone else that wants it as well.
I hope you are all feeling more lovely this morning and if you are not, here is a special beer morning kiss for you :kisses3:

I've been working all hours, so I haven't had time to be worried about anything (much :rolleyes: ) and I also have been trying to read this thread, but running out of time.

Got the weekend off, apart from family visits which I could do without.
No breakdowns, no big depression here......... just the usual

Tiff, I don't know how you manage to be a tower of strength and wisdom ALL the time, but I'm glad you are.

Aye, family visits suck.. thankfully I don't have many rellies in this country, just me mum and one cousin now.. so it's reasonably peaceful.. although my cousin does treat me like a child still.. tries to give me money to treat meself n stuff like that, and often brings up stuff from when we were kids about how I was treated better than her etc etc etc.. my mum brought her up and she gets really upset when cuz carries on like that because she seems to have a distorted memory of things and gets very bitter :mad: :mad: :mad:

I'm going to see my girlie this afternoon.. she did have permission to go out with me for a couple of hours but im not sure if that's been rescinded now because she tried to abscond a few times :rolleyes:

Tisi lovely to see you beer.. i did wonder where you were after not hearing from u a few days, glad you're ok xxx

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote: »

Morning my lovlies :hello: Hi ethel hun! :hello: Sat here with me cuppa. God, feel like it's the first time I've sat down this week. Work, etc. :rolleyes: Forgive me not being around much this week

Hope you've all got nice things planned for today.

Much love,
Sazbomberxxxxxxx

Mornin sazbomber Just had a cuppa too.. need to get in the shower now really but my (_|_) appears to need surgical removal from the chair, lol

have a good rest you this weekend.. don't let the bastids wear you down too much xxxx

Sazbo

Tiff wrote: »

Hi saz!:hello:
How's you angel? Sounds like they're keeping you very busy at work hun being mid-launch - either that or you've locked yourself in again!:rolleyes: :rotfl:

Ok, ok, I'll let you have half today and all of tomorrow off - but no blue smarties for you!:p

Yeah and another thing guys - didn't I tell you sazzy'd be a size 2 and a half?! She denied it but then posted her pretty photo! Hah - BUSTED!!!:D

Anyway angel, I hope you're ok and I'm sending Tiff hugs by courier ok? Oh, the things I go through for you sazzery!:rolleyes:



Ok hun - catch up with you soon. Take care.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Hi my darling Tiffy friend :wave: Thanks for giving me a half day off today:D You're v. generous hun:D:D

LOL me a size 2 and a half! If only, hun, if only! You've not seen the specially strengthened floors and widened doorways yet at Chez Sazzy! :rotfl:

Best of luck with the Festival hun, I know just how modest you are about your creative talents - just remember how much I've always liked you when I'll be queueing round the block for a signed copy of your Booker Prize-winning first novel! :T

Take care of yourself hun.

Much love as always,
Sazzyxxxx

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote: »

Mornin sazbomber Just had a cuppa too.. need to get in the shower now really but my (_|_) appears to need surgical removal from the chair, lol

have a good rest you this weekend.. don't let the bastids wear you down too much xxxx

Thanks hun. LOL I think my (_l_) has the same problem....... :rotfl: What time you going to see DD?

xxxxxxxx

EthelBloggs

I donno.. it's all day visiting today soo........ I sort of wanna go in the middle and break it up a bit for her, you know?

It's a bloody mission to get to but.. Brent Cross is the halfway point.. can I resist......

cousin just texted with a half baked excuse about a bad curry.. ermm.. she doesn't eat curry, lmfao.. so she dont wanna come either, lol

Sazbo

Sounds like a good plan hun. And a little detour to Brent Cross can't do any harm. Especially if you can get the lowdown on bargains from our Stenny first:D

Sxx

Sazbo

Hmm, think I need another cuppa guys...:think: Sazzy's still parched!

xxxx

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote: »

Sounds like a good plan hun. And a little detour to Brent Cross can't do any harm. Especially if you can get the lowdown on bargains from our Stenny first:D

Sxx

He seems to have disappeared on me.. not sure if I did sommat to p1iss him off or what.. aint seen him in a couple days tho and he's not replying to texts either

Hope he's ok

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote: »

He seems to have disappeared on me.. not sure if I did sommat to p1iss him off or what.. aint seen him in a couple days tho and he's not replying to texts either

Hope he's ok

I didn't come on last night as I was home late, again:rolleyes:, and was so tired I didn't even switch on my computer - amazing i know! But everything seemed ok Thursday night? Praps he's busy or needs a timeout? Hopefully he'll be back soon.

Sazxxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Hello all you lovely people.

Gosh Tiff you're always awake and functional at such an early hour :eek: I don't know how you do it hun. I hope you're OK. I'm sure you will look stunning in your new dress. I agree Monsoon is a lovely shop.

Gillette, the important thing is that you did your best in the exam. What more can they ask. You put in a lot of time and effort prior to the exam so you have nothing to feel guilty about. Lets hope it pays off I hope you have a good weekend and take some well earned rest.

Sazbo :hello: haven't seen you around in like ages. Hope all is well with you.

Ethel I'm not sure if your daughter knows that you post on here but tell her we're all thinking of her. How are you coping hun? Enjoy the time with your daughter this afternoon. Let us know how it goes.

beer2006 *hugs* glad to hear that you're OK. xxx

To everyone else :hello:

I didn't feel that great last night, well early hours of this morning about 4am. I had a huge urge to OD. My head just kept making me want to do it. I couldn't seem to get rid of the thoughts. I eventually drifted off to sleep which was probably a good thing. I hate myself for even contemplating overdosing again. The consequences are awful so why the !!!! is it the only thing that I keep thinking about! I guess I just want to hurt/punish myself for being me.