Depression

Sazbo

Hey guys :hello: Feeling a bit shattered but wanted to say hi.

luv
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EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Hey guys :hello: Feeling a bit shattered but wanted to say hi.

luv
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Shattered eh? How many glasses did it take? hehehe xxxxxxxx

geminilady

rose07 wrote:

What a great little family we have going here

Good and Bad times shared, for all to hear

Tell us your story we will help and listen

And see that we are here whenever you need to shed a tear


And so our family it continues to grow…….

Tiff we have been here since the beginning
What old timers we are

People coming, people going, anyone is welcome here.

Betty now where have you gone?
I looked back on a particular post you did
And it made me realise how farr I have come
I hope wherever you are, whatever you are doing,
you are safe you are well, and you have won.

People have stopped by here
Its like a home from home for some
Feelie, MC, Mrs A, and krosnas
They have all been here
And now there journey here is done

Miro we haven’t forgotten about you
With ya smarties in ya hands
Just make sure you know
We are here to help you and
Make sure you take a stand

We are here for support
a community of trust
a place for building friendships
that will never be lost

CCStar, now to take each day
At a time, and baby steps as you go
You will soon see the light at the end of the tunnel
And open up a brand new day

Freedom and friends, reliving forgetting
We do what we do through the day
Sometimes we go astray but as far as things go
We are all here to stay

RBK and flis, nice to see yas back
I hope you are both well
taking care of yourselfs
and taking no flack

No matter where we may be
No matter how we are feeling
there is someone somwhere
thinking of us

Pumkin, LTD, and Queensway_boy
now i hope you are all being positive
and well on ya way, to believing that
you will get there, there are alot of people here
that all love you and care

Karrie, lexy, Twinny, mimi and sps
welcome to our thread here i hope it suits you well
pull up your chairs and we will be here
for you all and do all we can to help.

Gillette believe in yourself
through the pain of studying
draw back through the years
know you can do it and be
true to yourself

Elona you are strong
you help us out here
i for one am soo glad
that you care

Ethel you have been going
through the wars of late
i want you to put your feet up and
have a cup of tea
and i hope in time things will lift from haze
and you will be able to see.

Blinky and stenny
what super guys you are
fun lovin and up for a laugh
you both will go farrrrrr

Geminilady dont worry now
time will heal the bad times
you know what you need
and you are clever enough to know
what needs to be done

Beer head on your shoulders
follow your dreams
its not too late to change
whats bad into a better means

Sazzie, now what to say
you are a lovely, keep positive,
spirits up, and you will make it in
your own special way
and keep drinking ya tea

Tiff so hun, ya see how farr you
have came, through the thick of it all
you were there for me, when others would have run
and now i am thinking clearer, Rosie is back
and its time for us to have some fun and keep up tthe chat

To everyone here, you can do it, keep going keep fighting, dont give up.

Tiime can be a great healer, we are all here for each other, no matter how farr away we all are from each other, we are here, we have our community here, and we have each other

much love guys and girls

xxxxx

Lovely poem Rose,i have not been on the thread long but i can see how far you have come,of course you will still have bad days but it is nice to see you so upbeat.

beer2006

Rose

How can someone so troubled write so beautifully, words of an angel.
Lovely post, I wish we could all take our own advice, you would be Al condition.

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

Hey guys :hello: Feeling a bit shattered but wanted to say hi.

luv
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Hi sazziewazzie (a new name)

yeah me shattered too, didnt sleep tuesday and wednesday night, so boy im tierd.

hope you ok saz ?

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Sugar_Coated_Owl

Wow Rose, what a lovely thoughtful post that was on the previous page. You are so caring (((HUGS))).

If I had been successful when I OD there would have been people that would have been upset/hurt but not that many and they would have got over it. However, when you want to die it hurts that person who has to carrying on living when it isn't what they want.

I want to die because I don't feel that I have anything worthwhile living for. I don't exactly have a life. I just exist. I don't have any real friends whom I can go out with or anything like that. Basically I've had enough of this !!!!!! life and want out.

My Nan died back in October. I was extremely close to her. However hard I try I cannot seem to deal with her death. I dream about her 2-3 times a week. Sometimes I wake up and forget that she's no longer here. I want to tell her things but then I realize that I can't.

There are other things that have happened but I won't go into them now.

Do I really want to die? Yes.

rose07

beer2006 wrote:

Rose

How can someone so troubled write so beautifully, words of an angel.
Lovely post, I wish we could all take our own advice, you would be Al condition.

Is that a compliment or a criticism?

It comes from the heart beer, i may not be ok mentally, but when i speak from the heart you can tell and its true.

I am great at givin bit not soo god at taking

How are you doing?
x

beer2006

rose07 wrote:

Is that a compliment or a criticism?

It comes from the heart beer, i may not be ok mentally, but when i speak from the heart you can tell and its true.

I am great at givin bit not soo god at taking

How are you doing?
x

Its a criticism of all of us

I think many people here are better at giving than taking. Me incuded. :rolleyes:
You sound good tonight Rose, I'm happy for you

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

Shattered eh? How many glasses did it take? hehehe xxxxxxxx

lol sadly only shattered in the I'm-married-to-my-job sense. Up at 6am, didn't leave work till 7pm:rolleyes: Ho hum. Don't let anyone tell you I don't lead an exciting life...........

How you doing sweetheart? B/f away now?

Sazxxxx

rose07

razorbladekisses wrote:

Wow Rose, what a lovely thoughtful post that was on the previous page. You are so caring (((HUGS))).

If I had been successful when I OD there would have been people that would have been upset/hurt but not that many and they would have got over it. However, when you want to die it hurts that person who has to carrying on living when it isn't what they want.

I want to die because I don't feel that I have anything worthwhile living for. I don't exactly have a life. I just exist. I don't have any real friends whom I can go out with or anything like that. Basically I've had enough of this !!!!!! life and want out.

My Nan died back in October. I was extremely close to her. However hard I try I cannot seem to deal with her death. I dream about her 2-3 times a week. Sometimes I wake up and forget that she's no longer here. I want to tell her things but then I realize that I can't.

There are other things that have happened but I won't go into them now.

Do I really want to die? Yes.

thanks hun, took ages :rotfl: , yeah caring thats me, rosie, just gets too caring for her own good sometimes

Ok firstly whether you suceed in ODing or not, people still get hurt, people can see the change in you and people know you are not ok, (its a certain thing we have as humans) when i OD i hurt many people, i failed and i am sooo glad i failed coz hun we are young ok, and we have soo much to live for. I know where you are at, you only need to read this thread to see how bad i am or have been whichever way it does get better

are you on meds or not? do you get outside help like a cpn, or social worker?

what has happened to make you feel so cr*p? why is life not worth living? we only get one shot hun, and if we stuff that up then we will never know what we can do.

do you have any ambitions, or dreams,? any ideas of what you want to do in the future?

The sure point that you do exist is great hun, i havent got to know you well yet but i know there is a lovely person within you, and you just need to see that too

My nana died too hun, was awful, she died on this month 6 years ago (there we go tiff another bad month), and i tell you hun, to this day i think about her constantly, but the great thing in that is she lives on in me, she isnt dead, because she is still around me and still going on, as long as you are still thinking of her, she is still her within you hun.

xxx