Depression

Sazbo

CCStar wrote:

Slept better - still need a few more decent nights to catch up

Did an hour's housework - yawn

We have another viewing tonight, then out shopping.

Fingers crossed for the viewing hun x

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

lol.. really? I love meeting ppl smaller than me who are actually adults.. daft eh? hehehe

Yes really:D Happy to oblige!

sx

Horasio

gillette147 wrote:

Hi folkes,

My absolute best wishes to Blinky......I couldn't be more pleased for you mate.

I got to be qwik coz I got my counselling at 12.
My headache is about today - so that shud be fun.
I've got a mixed day as I am now out tonite - cud cancel and maybe shud but I don't get out much. It does mean a near wiped out revision day (again!). So that really must be it for my lazy days after today.

I'd rather be on here talking to you lot and making daft jokes in the Arms. But I don't have a trust fund so I better sort my life out.

CC - No need to apologise ever. This is our refuge to be what we are xx
Tiff - I hope the recent posts get through to you - we love you girlie xx
Ethel - You are a tower of strength. And you've got long hair. Hmmmmm xx
LtD - Your post nicely summed up ALL out rubbish posting lol. Good work !!
Sazzy - The rock. I shall build my church upon you xxx
QB - You help far more than words ever can. lol

Running out of time......err....

carol, elona, stenny, beer, mimi, rbk, gl, lexy and loads more (unfortunately) hugs and handshakes to you all.

Right,
It would be better if I turn up to my session dressed, so cya guys.

xx

Bless you Gillette and mega huge hugs to you

I have lost more so called friends when I haven't felt my best so get very insecure about it

Thank you for letting me know you are cool with it - I'm not proud of feeling extremely tired and angry and being easily hurt as a result:(

After a manic fun filled February, this time of year is an anti climax and I get prone to depression and destructive behaviour

learning_to_drive

I'm 6"2

Interview today with Barclays, strangely rather nervous, which is a good sign considering ive had a disastrous run with interviews just recently, Its nice failing and some things, it might sound daft but it shows me that I can cope with rejection and things. Not something I had much exposure too before all this occurred.

Didnt get my Morrisons job (Head office) but I am not too fussed, would have been excellent, but, travelling was a non starter, it was too hard to get there, I still have hope for the store position but I have to wait for the ban on recruitment to be lifted. Nothing I can do until then.

Sazbo

Good luck with the i/v, LTD. That rhymes.

luv
Sazzyxxx

EthelBloggs

learning_to_drive wrote:

I'm 6"2

Interview today with Barclays, strangely rather nervous, which is a good sign considering ive had a disastrous run with interviews just recently, Its nice failing and some things, it might sound daft but it shows me that I can cope with rejection and things. Not something I had much exposure too before all this occurred.

Didnt get my Morrisons job (Head office) but I am not too fussed, would have been excellent, but, travelling was a non starter, it was too hard to get there, I still have hope for the store position but I have to wait for the ban on recruitment to be lifted. Nothing I can do until then.

hehe.. I do like a tall one

Good luck with the interview LTD, hope it goes in your favour
I hate morrisons.. stopped using the local safeway when it changed over!

gillette147

Well I'm back (and I'm 6'4)

2nd session was the same as the first - her staring at me and me moaning about the world. I could moan for hours but I don't see what good it would do - I was a software analysist - and I have already analysed myself and know why I do stuff and know what I'm no good at. So what - it won't stop my thoughts.

I've come out of there with only negative feelings. Realised that I hate myself more than I thought (didn't think I really did). And a feeling of anger.
Great.

I'm not going next week - it's too close to my exams and it would just set off a bout of pro-crast in asia.


Good luck LtD.

Thanks for info Ethel
But i'm too lazy to click any of the links - lol.
I've got til 6pm to do some work. Bit of a headache but I will try to do some work when I finish on here. But I also have about 4 days washing up. I do love crusty bread but it makes a huge mess.

Sazzy - xxxxxxxxxxx


I do love this thread.
Such a different feel from the rest of the site IMO.
After a full day of being on here in DT I was left with a feeling of disillusionment. But this thread feels a worthy use of my time. Doesn't mean I won't be looking at DT in a minute - I am hooked unfortunately.

I do worry about feelinggood. She never comes onto MSN and I sent her a txt last week with no reply. If anyone has heard from her could you PM me just to let me know she is ok. She was always threatening to leave us but now she has totally cut herself off and I feel sad about that.

xx

Sazbo

gillette147 wrote:

Well I'm back (and I'm 6'4)

2nd session was the same as the first - her staring at me and me moaning about the world. I could moan for hours but I don't see what good it would do - I was a software analysist - and I have already analysed myself and know why I do stuff and know what I'm no good at. So what - it won't stop my thoughts.

I've come out of there with only negative feelings. Realised that I hate myself more than I thought (didn't think I really did). And a feeling of anger.
Great.

I'm not going next week - it's too close to my exams and it would just set off a bout of pro-crast in asia.

LOL it really is 'the long and the short of it' - the height of us lot!

Gill, the thing is, with counselling you are bringing things to the surface in order to work on/through them. So it's natural to be confronted with strong feelings of one kind or another. In fact it's a good thing, although I know it doesn't seem like it at the time. You may have analysed yourself on the conscious level (I know I wore myself out doing the same ), but a lot of these things we bury in the subconscious, so most of the time we aren't even aware they are there. Y'know what I mean hun? Counselling provides a way of accessing them and dealing with them, so we can move on.

I totally understand you not wanting to go next week, because of your exam, please forgive me but I kinda felt strongly I wanted to say you should stick with it after next week. Sorry hun, I'll shut up now!

Much love,
Sazzyxxxxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Hello all. How is everyone today?

I haven't heard from Feelinggood for a few weeks. She did send me an email while I was away which I haven't replied to as yet.

CarolnMalky

just a wee hello from me...having a dodgy time just now, we are off to newcastle for our anniversary tomorrow-if only I could leave my mind here!!

Hugs, kisses and fairy dust to all
C xx