Depression

Sazbo

Tiff wrote:

Hi angel!:wave:
Nope hun - I'm afraid the Tiffster is tea-total so I don't even have that as an excuse.
You'll be pleased to know that the Saz-radar is working. All is not well in Tiffworld.:rolleyes:
I know we all share ups and downs but there were some really hard times this week on the board and I didn't want to jump on the bandwagon. But you've given me the chance to open up which is I guess, only fair - after all it's a two way street and it shows that Tiff is only human.:rolleyes:

It was the day after I went and had that small op done, that I got some rough news. I'm fully recovered from that thankfully.;) Wouldn't recommend it as a leisure activity though!:D This is so hard - struggling a bit!:o Posting to ethel to say I'll snarl at them for her and then the next minute, I'm a soggy tearful furball writing this! :rolleyes:

I was told that there are a couple of health things that I will never get rid of and that I've been thinking I could, which is why I've been fighting so hard and pushing myself.
It was a cold, hard and cruel slap in the face hun tbh. So, I've got to learn to accept it and then how to cope with it. But it's really hard and it knocked me down. Don't worry angel - it's not a serious illness or anything like that. So I've been trying to keep busy, enjoyed trying to help bunnie and anyone if I could (fell short of the mark this week - sorry guys.;) ) etc., but when it came to the point of talking about my stuff, I physically couldn't do it. I just started to cry and logged off.

Then on top of that, this week I heard about an investigation into a complaint I'd made into an authority and the independant investigator upheld all but one of my complaints. I should be so happy but I'm so traumatised by all that happened and so angry that I couldn't enjoy the victory because it wasn't just a case to be decided - this was my life at the centre of it all, and abused again. 'We' (Advocate & Dr & CPN & I) are now going to pursue this further.
And that's why the Tiff's been so quiet.:o

I felt the life had been kicked out of me and I didn't know how to bounce back. I never felt so alone tbh.:rolleyes:



I think that covered the basics hun. Sorry if I've spoiled Saturday night for you.:rolleyes:
Sorry about all that Sazzy hun. :rolleyes:
Bet all that's turned your buns sour!:D
But it's like I said angel - everyone's having it rough at the moment not just me.;)
So I'm breaking each hour down and I'll be all right!:j We've all got to look for the positives!;)
You are an angel saz!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

TIff I hate the thought of you having a rough time. But, as you say, it is a two-way street, we're here for you hopefully even a small proportion of the time you're here for us... please believe me, we don't want you to feel alone. You are not alone with this.

You have not spoiled my Saturday at all, I'd far rather hear from you than not hun. And my buns are the sweetest they could be!:D If anyone would like a slice of freshly-baked Sazzy sourdough bread, just shout! Seriously though, it's you that's the angel around here. This thread owes itself to you. I've said it before and I'll say it again, if there's anything at all I can do, you just shout. I and we are here for you.

Much love as always, we love you,
Sazzyxxxx

jeppy

I know this isnt a competition, but I know who can help me!!!! YOU LOT cos you are special!!

Sorry, but at the moment for some stupid stupid reason I feel sorry for myself!

Sad, but I don't feel like I can turn to anybody!! However, I do like this site I do like the people on this site, you do give off friendlyness and some sort of security!!

I don't have any friends, I do have family!! But I like the people on here, dont know what I want or why I am posting this, very confused!! But you were the people I thought of when I felt unhappy!! You are a lovelly selfless bunch!!

and there it is sos I want to cry again!!

I know!! I am going to enter every competition even if I dont want the prize!!

Other than passing your driving test there is no better feeling than the LWE in my day the long white envelope meant a WIN

learning_to_drive

Well take care, you know we are all here for each other, but especially one who is usually so happy is struggling, thats where we all come into our own!!!

Not out tonight, went to the footy, £20 instead of Newcy £100+, financially savvy now, so aware of what i spend!

catz747

Awe I hope you feel better soon

learning_to_drive

I'd just like to basically second what Sazzy has just said there!

brindles01

Jeppy - why don't you have a look over here http://forums.moneysavingexpert.com/showthread.html?t=342901&page=99 they are really nice people here too.

Sazbo

learning_to_drive wrote:

I'd just like to basically second what Sazzy has just said there!

Bless your heart LTD :A We all love our Tiffster.

Sazxx

jeppy

hisomeone linked me to here as I posted this:




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I know this isnt a competition, but I know who can help me!!!! YOU LOT cos you are special!!

Sorry, but at the moment for some stupid stupid reason I feel sorry for myself!

Sad, but I don't feel like I can turn to anybody!! However, I do like this site I do like the people on this site, you do give off friendlyness and some sort of security!!

I don't have any friends, I do have family!! But I like the people on here, dont know what I want or why I am posting this, very confused!! But you were the people I thought of when I felt unhappy!! You are a lovelly selfless bunch!!

and there it is sos I want to cry again!!

I know!! I am going to enter every competition even if I dont want the prize!!

Other than passing your driving test there is no better feeling than the LWE in my day the long white envelope meant a WIN


Not sure what to say, hello

Strepsy

Here's a joke for you Jeppy. :grouphug:

An old lady is very upset as her husband Albert had just passed away.
She went to the undertakers to have one last look at her dearly departed husband.
The instant she sees him she starts crying.

One of the undertakers strides up to provide comfort in this sombre moment. Through her tears she explains that she is upset because her dearest Albert was wearing a black suit, and it was his dying wish to be buried in a blue suit.
The undertaker apologises and explains that traditionally, they always put the bodies in black, but he'd see what he could arrange.

The next day she returned to the undertakers to have one last moment with Albert before his funeral the following day.
When the undertaker pulls back the curtain, she manages to smile through her tears as Albert is resplendent in a smart blue suit.

She says to the undertaker "Wonderful, wonderful, but where did you get that beautiful blue suit?"

"Well, yesterday afternoon after you left, a man about your husband's size was brought in and he was wearing a blue suit. His wife explained that she was very upset as he had always wanted to be buried in a black suit," the undertaker replied.

The wife smiled at the man.

He continued, "After that, it was simply a matter of swapping the heads"

jeppy

hisomeone linked me to here as I posted this:




Join Date: Sep 2005
Post Count: 959
Thanked 788 Times in 232 Posts Sorry I am depressed

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I know this isnt a competition, but I know who can help me!!!! YOU LOT cos you are special!!

Sorry, but at the moment for some stupid stupid reason I feel sorry for myself!

Sad, but I don't feel like I can turn to anybody!! However, I do like this site I do like the people on this site, you do give off friendlyness and some sort of security!!

I don't have any friends, I do have family!! But I like the people on here, dont know what I want or why I am posting this, very confused!! But you were the people I thought of when I felt unhappy!! You are a lovelly selfless bunch!!

and there it is sos I want to cry again!!

I know!! I am going to enter every competition even if I dont want the prize!!

Other than passing your driving test there is no better feeling than the LWE in my day the long white envelope meant a WIN


Not sure what to say, dont know where I have been linked to but you are apparently great people!! so hello I am a little sad at the moment