Depression

blinky

feelinggood wrote:

Right, I've sent a message to my friend, who will be changing my password on my account, so after this evening, I won't be around anymore.

I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused, I've said some very nasty things, and I don't really have any justification for saying them. I hope that knowing that I was lashing out as I wanted help makes it a bit easier to understand. It doesn't make my behaviour forgivable. I hope this thread can go back to how it was - a loving family, with lots of care and support. Please don't drive each other away.

DONT LEAVE HUN.

We understand where you were and we don't want you to leave.

Big hugs

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Right, I've sent a message to my friend, who will be changing my password on my account, so after this evening, I won't be around anymore.

I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused, I've said some very nasty things, and I don't really have any justification for saying them. I hope that knowing that I was lashing out as I wanted help makes it a bit easier to understand. It doesn't make my behaviour forgivable. I hope this thread can go back to how it was - a loving family, with lots of care and support. Please don't drive each other away.

Take a break if you need to, but I haven't seen any evidence of trouble from you nor seen any nasty words exchanged on here from you.

There will be triggers and buttons pressed on here. We are fragile beings but also human. If we can't understand each other when we feel upset, then it is a sad state.

Horasio

blinky wrote:

DONT LEAVE HUN.

We understand where you were and we don't want you to leave.

Big hugs

Same here!

geminilady

feelinggood wrote:

Right, I've sent a message to my friend, who will be changing my password on my account, so after this evening, I won't be around anymore.

I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused, I've said some very nasty things, and I don't really have any justification for saying them. I hope that knowing that I was lashing out as I wanted help makes it a bit easier to understand. It doesn't make my behaviour forgivable. I hope this thread can go back to how it was - a loving family, with lots of care and support. Please don't drive each other away.

Feely please do not leave you are a valued member of this board and have not said anything nasty that i have read, only tried to help.On this forum as in the real world everyone is not going to agree all the time.We all have differant views and look at things differantly it is nothing to do with anything you have posted

feelinggood_2

You've obviously not been reading my posts :rotfl:
It hurts to have to leave, you guys are the only friends I've got, and I'm sad to have to cut you out, but trust me, it is for the best. I have said some wicked and nasty things, and I can't risk doing it again. I thought I could cope with having friends, but I'm just going to hurt you all, like I've been hurt in the past. Thank you for understanding, take care of each other.

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

You've obviously not been reading my posts :rotfl:
It hurts to have to leave, you guys are the only friends I've got, and I'm sad to have to cut you out, but trust me, it is for the best. I have said some wicked and nasty things, and I can't risk doing it again. I thought I could cope with having friends, but I'm just going to hurt you all, like I've been hurt in the past. Thank you for understanding, take care of each other.

Yes, I have been reading your posts and you get scared. We are adult and resilient enough to see that.

From my point of view, I see the bigger picture, I am the queen of mood swings and get spooked by my past - a true friend will see that and not get offended.

Getting better and moving on isn't always easy and there will be times you want to give up and feel it isn't worth it. I see it as a new challenge to be overcome and dealt with. I have tried to hide or dull it myself but it re-appears, so it has to be faced.

Despite any disagreements that go on here, we are all rooting for each other but, as I said, we have our demons and we accidently hurt each other.

EthelBloggs

Feelie.. if none of us have seen these wicked things you've sposedly said.. could it be that your just judging yourself too harshly?

Please rethink what you're doing, take a break if need be but don't shut yourself off completely

stenny_2

What's going on today!!!!!
It feels crazy!

Tiff_2

Twinny99 wrote:

Oh MY GOD - is the bad feeling / unpleasantness to do with what I posted?? I have had lovely answers and feel much happier about things now. Ive had a couple of really special PM's (you both know who you are )

I dont know if this IS to do with me but I haven't been told off by anyone (as far as I know) I was a bit worried about exactly how much info to post and knew I shouldn't actually asked specific questions or advice but had a lovely reply from Tiff and CCStar amongst others. I'm sorry if Ive upset anyone or posted what I shouldn't

Hi twinny hun!:hello:
How are you angel?
Sweetheart, I just want to say to you first that IN NO WAY has ANY of this got ANYTHING to do with YOUR post angel - it was a great post!:T
Thank you for saying that you weren't being told off. I read back through my post just now because I was worried that I had offended you somehow. I'm not like that honestly. I know all about the Seroxat debate and I meant my post to be reassuring and a little humourous to you hun, because it is a scary topic and you were so worried.
You are so very welcome here hun. That's really important to remember. Thank you for having the decency and courage to return your thoughts angel - I'm so glad you weren't offended by me. I hope you'll stay here and that you'll feel you can post anything, any time - I know your input will be a valuable contribution!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

feelinggood wrote:

You've obviously not been reading my posts :rotfl:
It hurts to have to leave, you guys are the only friends I've got, and I'm sad to have to cut you out, but trust me, it is for the best. I have said some wicked and nasty things, and I can't risk doing it again. I thought I could cope with having friends, but I'm just going to hurt you all, like I've been hurt in the past. Thank you for understanding, take care of each other.

Hi feelie hun!:hello:
I hope that it isn't too late for you to read this angel. I'd like you to know that you are not a wicked or nasty person feelie. If you were that kind of person, I'm sure lots of people would have made it blatantly obvious to you before now, at lots of times in your life - and no-one has here hun. You have done nothing wrong feelie!

I see how low your self-esteem is hun but you don't deserve the titles you give yourself. And no, before you say it, I don't know you personally or what's happened in your life angel - but I do know this. You are a warm, caring, kind young spirit who's funny, full of good advice and intelligent too. You have a special place in the family feelie and I'm so glad you're here, as the others have said. We can't all be wrong sweetie!;)

We'll save your hugs for whenever you want them angel and I hope that you'll be here to collect them every day. Thinking of you hun.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx