DreamerHelen's New Diary - "Ad Astra per Aspera"

DreamerHelen

Mara_uk7 wrote: »

Its a bally baby boy ! Only a baby, sheesh ... Whit a fuss !

Oh the Royal Baby? Fair enough....But yes, it IS a huge fuss for just a little baby....

DreamerHelen

Well I've just burst into tears....I think today has just been too much for me...So I've logged off for now....

I'm not having hardly ANY Downtime this Week so I think I'm going to take some time off tonight and try and get my head around what is happening....

I'll start early in the morning around 6am so I can still get a decent day's Work in....

I just can't do this tonight....I just can't....

So I'll speak to you all in the morning...hopefully the Forum will be back up and running by the time I log back in....

Hope you all sleep well xXx

Mara_uk7

Sleep Helen, tomorrow is another day, things will look clearer in daylight. X

DreamerHelen

Mara_uk7 wrote: »

Sleep Helen, tomorrow is another day, things will look clearer in daylight. X

Thanks hun....I've managed to get SOME sleep....still worried and a bit freaked out....but, Life goes on.....and I DO have to Work....

So I'm logging on in 10 minutes to Work....

Let's hope for a busy morning...Might keep my mind off things...

Thank You for all of your Support xXx

DreamerHelen

Well so far I've earned £7....so it's been quite quiet....but it should pick up as the Guys wake up and want their morning Chat....

I'm aiming for £22 this morning...that will take me up to £75 so far this Week....so fingers crossed that it is busy this Afternoon and Tonight....

Texting going REALLY well....I'm aiming for somewhere between £50 and £100 by 4th August (which is the cut off Date)...so I have to do between 625 and 1250 Texts...and I'm currently on about 230....So fingers crossed that is busy too!! Although it is all extra money so whatever I earn from that will be more than welcome.

Mara_uk7

Morning Hun, Hope you get news of your grandad soon, Glad you feel able to work, Youve set yourself a high target to beat last weeks figure, but you know you can do it if you really set your mind to it.
Just remember tho, family comes first. And if they need you, you have to be there for them. Even if it means logging off for a wee while.

Catch up later x

DreamerHelen

Mara_uk7 wrote: »

Morning Hun, Hope you get news of your grandad soon, Glad you feel able to work, Youve set yourself a high target to beat last weeks figure, but you know you can do it if you really set your mind to it.
Just remember tho, family comes first. And if they need you, you have to be there for them. Even if it means logging off for a wee while.

Catch up later x

Thanks Hun...and yes, family definitely comes first....But they live up in Lancashire so I can't get to them physically...but I CAN be there on the Phone if they need me....My Dad is going to Visit them today and he said he might Call me tonight to Update me on the results of the Body Scan because at the moment we don't know whether it has spread or not and if it is Malignant or Benign....So I should find out more tonight....

In the meantime there is nothing that I can do....so I'm going to Work and try and stay positive....

Yesterday just felt like a really difficult day...but I got through it....

And yes, I HAVE set myself a high Target to beat last Week's Total....but I'm confident that I can do it....

It's been raining and thundering part of the Night and this morning so hopefully that will take out some of the heat....fingers crossed!!

I'll speak to you later hun xXx

PestoPasta

Hi Helen, glad that you had a good nights sleep, and are getting some work done this morning. Like you say, it will take your mind of things.

Mara_uk7

:coffee::coffee: I made you coffee

Hope the lines are steady for you today.
Still juggling jelly today, but my brains like a marshmallow, cant seem to concentrate on anything !:rotfl:

DreamerHelen

PestoPasta wrote: »

Hi Helen, glad that you had a good nights sleep, and are getting some work done this morning. Like you say, it will take your mind of things.

Thanks Hun.....Yeah, it IS helping to keep my mind off things a little....am dreading the possible phone call later on from my Dad to give me an Update...he said he might leave it until tomorrow since he'll probably be home late tonight....but we'll see...I'm keeping a close eye on my Mobile in case it rings or there is a Text....

But I DO know that there is nothing that I can do....I just have to be there for my Family as much as I can....

Work going okay this morning....Am up to nearly £70 for the Week so far....I want to get to £75 before I take my Breakfast/Lunch/Brunch Break....