To start all over sgain...........

Wordsmith

DDpimp wrote: »

if you like I will inbox you one if thats ok?

Do pm me with your poem.

DDpimp

Did my morning routine, also laundry is done some dishes to do and hen all is spotless.Will go out for a meander around town later.City limits cancelled on me today and have'nt set a new time and date.Probably watch ashe's to ashe's later as well to get some of that in.Still buzing about Thursday though!!

DDpimp

Ok so off to spend a couple of days with mum from today onwards,got my new piercing done hurray!!!.
Mums having 4 teeth out at the same time and needs me there for support and so on and I said i would stay with her a couple of days to make sure she is all right.Apart from that all is going well.

DDpimp

Well thought I would catch up here as havent ben around much due to the time I have spent with mother.Been taking her to AA meetings to support her.To be honest I cant stand them and think its a load of rubbish to a certain point.Havent been running since last post due to newest piercing but I am still losing weight which is a good thing.Havent smoked in like 3 monthes now and I have stoped stareing at people smoking in the street.Must try and reduce my out goings due to bills i have to pay, just dont see what I can cut back on at the moment as I realy dont have much.

DDpimp

Almost havent posted in a week oops.So been realy bizzy of late been at my mums alot as she needs the support and stuff.Constantly going to these AA meetings were I seem to be the youngest by a minimum of at least a decade.Didmums food cooking,shopping and cleaning and stuff for the last couple of days.She has had even more teeth out due to the morphine and may be having even further extractions in the near future.She is in good spirits though, laughing all the way through it.Have a meeting with city limits Thursday to finaly find out about my grant,fingers crossed.Have been going out for a lot of late night walks for at least an hour and a half a night.Don't know why just seem's the thing to do at the moment.Should post back sooner this time apologies for being slack.

DDpimp

Ok so here I am again, up at the sparrow fart as normal and running and burning myself up but loving the way it makes me feel.Went out and got a couple of more piercings today, don't know why but it always seems to calm me, quite a bit if I'm honest.Got to go see the Crypt Keeper tonight to go to AA with her tonight and tomorrow.The weight loss has finaly seemed to slow,this should keep the doc of my back about it.Any way found out I got my funding for coledge today so all is good there, just need to start buying stationary now.

Wordsmith

Hi, DDpimp. Thanks for the message you left on my diary - I've not been posting for a while as I've been busy, but I hope to get back to it now. I'm glad your mum is making progress and staying cheerful - she is lucky to have you to help out. Great news on getting the funding for college. Which courses are you going for?

Thanks for your poems. I liked the one about the cat especially. Do keep writing, you will find it a great outlet. Do you keep them all together. Do, because they will be a great reminder to look back on later - they will chart how you have been feeling at any one time - kind of like a diary, but in poetry rather than prose.

DDpimp

Wordsmith wrote: »

Hi, DDpimp. Thanks for the message you left on my diary - I've not been posting for a while as I've been busy, but I hope to get back to it now. I'm glad your mum is making progress and staying cheerful - she is lucky to have you to help out. Great news on getting the funding for college. Which courses are you going for?

Thanks for your poems. I liked the one about the cat especially. Do keep writing, you will find it a great outlet. Do you keep them all together. Do, because they will be a great reminder to look back on later - they will chart how you have been feeling at any one time - kind of like a diary, but in poetry rather than prose.

Hello you!!! thanks for the reply as it is always good to hear from you as it lighten's my day.As in reguard to courses im doing G.C.S.E Mathes and English and a BTEC in media studies.The BTEC is to occupie me and to try something out to see if I like it and if not its just another qualification.I still am not sure on the which educational route I am on as yet,but as ever I am enjoying the adventure of it all.Thank you for reading my poem's, your opinon is important to me.I have to ask,about the other one you did'nt mention, did you work it out?, any how I hope you continue to write and express yourself, I will start a book of poem's as you have sugested.:cool:

DDpimp

Off to mooch around town today and possibly treat myself to sopmething, what as yet unknown, but got the urge for something electricle hehehe.Must phone the Crypt Keeper tonight and see how shee is doing, must remember to pick up some ibaprofen for the swelling.

DDpimp

Ok so not much has realy changed or happened of late, got to go to AA again with The Crypt Keeper tonight, is'nt it strange that when we see someone we knew from our past hurting themselves and they are not even aware of it themselves(even to the point of writing it down and not seeing the lie they are telling themselves) how strangly betwixed we can still feal? I am now tending to lean towards the attitude of point and laugh more than ever.