To start all over sgain...........

DDpimp

Ok well I have obviously been rether bizzy of late and havent been around, all appologies for that.Went to see an organisation called No Limites last week, turns out they will fund my coledge courses,travel exspenses and books and the like.So result there, also been told i can claim up to £1000 pounds from them to help with my education and that i can do the same next year.Mums doing better , I have got her going to AA meetings now so were doing something productive and she likes the social aspect as well.So I am keeping well and sticking to all my scheduals, started reading more.All in all life seems to be getting brighter.

DDpimp

Ok so got realy !!!!ed off today and went out and treted myself to some of the things i want.
Bought some DVDs on the cheap....
The Darkling i like this flick anyways
Scum...because its one of those films i have to have due to my past and lest we forget and all that
Donnie Darlo the directors cut
The best of the door's albumn...havent had any doors albums since L.A Woman so time for more me think's.

This not being enough i went and got a second tounge piercing done, this should tied me over till i have got the money to get it split.Bar this(excuse pun) all is well runnings getting better and better, have finaly started increasing PU and SU need to do some leg raises as well or something to help define my abbs.

DDpimp

Well whilst stomping round town yesterday I lost my wallet with everything in it.Gutted to say the least i went home and watched Dante's divine comedy.Today I get a knock at the door at about 10 am to find the young fella from the Footlocker where apparently it had droped out of my pocket.The young fella"Dan" told me "I tryed to catch up with you to give your it back but you move way to damn fast for me to catch up"Ha well anyone who has had the great pleasure of basking in my awsome presance knows I dont l dwindle nor hang about.So I walked up the town with him and went to a cash machine were I with drew my last fiver and gave it to him saying"have a drink on me fella" he professed that he couldnt (to be honest his modesty got on my tits to say the least.So i thrust the note into his hand and said"see you around" and made my way home.On my way home it started to rain quite heavly.What accured to me was the way people shyed away from the rain,what I dont understand is that it was a warm day and the rain was too,so it wasnt an uncomfortable experiance.But still I walked on as normal, with clusters of huddled on lookers stareing at me as if I had 3 heads.I thought how like life this was in so many ways but the one that stuck was "Why do people run and hide from there problems and fears? all huddled up in their little groups of fears.Shorly we should stroll as we do normaly because its going to happen again and again, and these kinda things never end they only vary in there magnitude and size.So I am going to stroll on whilst all around me cower in fear.

Oh!! that reminds me have decided to have a series of 9 tattoos done.Think ill start getting them done a week next Thursday when I get my other piercing done.

DDpimp

B ack again,went running yesterday morning and got my phone app to work and linked it to my face book page, so i and others can see the record of my progretion.Sorted a DD that was coming out that I am still not entirely sure what it was for. Took the Crypt Keeper for lunch at a nice Italian place I found and she was over the moon.We got to talking about our regrets in life and I suggested she might as well have a tattoo.She was'nt game on the idea to begin with but when I said"Look ,your survealy dissabled, your old why not take a risk and have something you can enjoy and also makes you feal pritty ayt the same time?" she mulled it over with me for a while with if's and but's.Not only is she game for it but she wants a Moroccan hand tattoo!!Go Crypt Keeper.So we have decided to go andd get tattoo's at the end of the month together.This is gunna be so cool, me and her getting our first tattoo's together!!!!.So ye yesterday was a buzzing day.Today not much realy got up at 5.30 and went for my run and did my exersis's.My leg's are perticulaly sore today,but I have no intention of giving it a rest.Got a text from No Limit's to tell me I have a meeting with them on Thursday morning to descuss them financing my colledge courses,basicly dotting the T's and crossing the eye's.

DDpimp

Was sat bored today and I wrote this.....

I look out my window and I see,
a steel tide rushing past on an asphalt beach.

The steel ebb's and flow's,
people on the move,
their only insentive,motive,
go go go!!.

take some time unwinde,relax
your mind and free it from this prison,
of this thing called time.

time, an illusion made by man to breed cofusion.
looking at the clock,
the tick the tock,
just like a chain,a lock.

my house,car,career,
all these things to inspire fear.
a love of cupidity bringing this nation
down in a sea of avaris,stupidity.

Ye ok it rudamentary and child like but at least im writing something.
Im also drawing more and I have started to finish a tat design that i won't done, and has been laid unfinished for almost a year so about time to since I got till the end of the month.

DDpimp

Ok so met with City Limits yesterday and we are still awaiting a the final word on it which should be today.Went out yesterday bumpt into an old flame and was surprised at the level of civilaty. I set with her friends and a couple of drink's, stomped around town, nothing much realy.

Today I am doing my laundry and off out for a wonder ill be damned if I am going to let a glorius day like today pass.

Wordsmith

Hi, DDpimp! I'm glad to see all seems to be going well with you. Excellent news on the college courses and even more excellent news that you can get funding for them. And great that your mum is doing better - I love it that she is getting a tattoo done at the same time as you.

It's heartwarming to hear the story of someone honest enough to return a wallet. We are too quick to assume that people will just make off with our possessions.

Keep up with the writing - it's a brilliant thing to do on all sorts of levels. Do you do your writing in the same notebook? It'll be great to look back on and see how your style has changed and as a reminder of how you were feeling when you wrote a particular piece.

I am envious of your determination to get up early and exercise - I can barely fall out of bed and shuffle down the lane with the dog in the mornings.

DDpimp

Wordsmith

HI!!! so good yo hear from you!! I hope you are doing well in all and everything.I love that next week me and mum get our tatts.The writing is a strnge thing with me I have always written poetry since I was a teen, probably due to teenage angst and of course what I went through.I write randomly and my subject matter does tend to take a darker tone but I do have some lighter themed one's, if you like I will inbox you one if thats ok?The exercise thing takes but a week of iron disciplin,after that it comes naturaly unless of course it's something that gemuinly is not in yourself.I have seen this in a few of my assossiates.A couple have tryed to come with me and stick to my regeime, but fell at the way said due to the fact they were lieing to themselves and me in that it was'nt what they realy wanted (maybe just at this moment in time in their life)You can tell this by their constant brakeing of the regime.

DDpimp

Ok so was up at 5.30am went running as per did the SU and PU finding all to be getting easyer, may have to think about extending things again or adding some new stuff.Wanted last night to go and eat crap from the shop but resisted and ate corn on the cob instead(although i did have butter and salt naughty me) Went for a walk up the common and around it today because the weather wass gloryius.going to sit down tonight and march my way through life on mars, never got to see it when it first aired. (I am also awaiting a phone call that I hope leads to something good)

DDpimp

Went for ESA assessment today and i think all went well enough.I never like being scrutanised like that(but then who does?) Met up with mum to discuse plan of action about a certain young lady, things seem to be finaly coming to fruition there.Mum is having for teeth out this friday so will be going down to stay with her and hold her hand to make sure she is ok.Got to go to City Limites tomorrow to find out exactly about the funding, but think it is a mute point to be honest.Other thn that things seem to be progressing rather well.