bobble_hat's Debt Diary

corsanita

bobble_hat wrote:

Friday night, feeling lonely and sorry for myself...So a little tipsy and tearful. Anyone else get nights like this? ...Blah, rambling, forgive me. Also annoyed at myself because I spent far too much this week.

Aah yes, I feel like that too sometimes. The best thing is to kick you feet up and watch 'Legally Blonde'...works for me every time .

I know it's annoying when you spend too much, but try not to be disheartened. It's easily done, hang in there.

bobble_hat

Thank you Corsanita and Dizzy Lizzie,

I've just watch Pay It Forward and had a good sob. I'm going out for a run tomorrow to shake off the blues, then I'll be right as rain. Well as long as it doesn't rain.

It is true, we all need these 'mopements', and I'd rather get it out of my system than bottle it up. It's good to have somewhere to have a bit of a rant, even if it's not the most appropriate place.

Thanks for taking the time to indulge me. :beer:

LookingAhead

Hiya bobble. Sorry that you are feeling down tonight. Yes I get like that too at times. Don't worry - you are normal!

Oh no though....the agony of seeing the object of your affections every day when you feel there is no hope...that's sometimes excruciating. Been there. I had a crush on him for 2 full years but lo & behold he split up with a long term partner and after a prudent amount of time he asked me out! I ended up moving to the City we (as in you & I!) are in now because of him. He b*ggered off in 2000 though and I am still here. (You can kinda guess we split up, which is actually the best thing that ever happened!)

I'm rambling again aren't I?

Don't be hard on yourself hon. If he's not the one I promise you there is someone out there so much better. In fact I could almost guarantee it.

LookingAhead

oops duplicate post! Sorry.....off I go now...

bobble_hat

Thanks LA,

You've made me blub a little bit, because I know you're right.

LookingAhead

Awwwww! Sorry I didn't mean to! :eek:

Me and my size sevens.....bloody things.

bobble_hat

LookingAhead wrote:

Awwwww! Sorry I didn't mean to! :eek:

Me and my size sevens.....bloody things.

Don't be daft, blubby bobbly in a good way, not a bad way. :j

LookingAhead

Hooray! That's OK then. I can remove size seven foot from large mouth now....

bobble_hat

I've just re-read my Friday night entries. Thanks to LA, corsanita, and dizzy lizzie for indulging me.

I actually woke up Saturday feeling great. I went for a run just after nine and managed just under 4 miles! Totally amazed at myself because I went on my own with no one forcing me.

It was a beautiful morning, I drove out to a lovely nature reserve which has a special place in my heart and I really enjoyed it. It was tough going towards the end, but I just kept running and felt amazing afterwards.

I'm back on track now and feeling more positive, this week will be a good week. I intend to work hard and not spend too much. This means only logging on here before and after work, not during. So if you guys see me on here between the hours of 8:30 and 5pm, you have my permission to reprimand me.

So this week I will:

• Keep within my spending budget for the Sun-Fri challenge
• Continue with the Flylady way challenge
• Take a pack lunch to work everyday
• Run Monday night
• Swim Wednesday night
• Organise a speed-dating night with my friend
• Organise more E-bay items

dizzy_lizzie

bobble_hat I wish I had half your energy Glad your feeling a lot more chipper. I've just started reading 'End The Struggle And Dance With Life', how to build yourself up when the world gets you down. by Susan Jeffers.
She says we have been unwittingly trained to worry,trained to struggle by a society that thinks it is teaching us well but that doesn't understand the very fundamentals of a life well lived. Any old how I'm giving it a read and focussing on my spiritual growth rather than the materialistic world we live in. Ummm reality check, now I have to go to Tesco. :doh: x