Life after bankruptcy?

ani_26

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P.S. Is this a friend of yours?[/QUOTE]


Schhhhhhh :shhh::shhh:


I've been cooked and eaten.

miggy

ani_26 wrote: »

Schhhhhhh :shhh::shhh:


I've been cooked and eaten.

Argh! Did the Scs finally get their revenge?

miggy

How come I suddenly have a number in your quotation?

miggy;55122607

Ah - I have it. I am the fifty five million, one hundred and twenty six thousand six hundred and seventh miggy. Obvious when I think about it.

ani_26

Finito benito. I am done with now. S*d the tc debt. Let someone else sort it, as you say. I can barely put pen to paper anymore. It's true. The same as everything else. I've fallen over again today. I fall over everyday. I drop and smash something everyday. I have an argument with someone if i come face to face with a human being. I'm not me, anymore. Who am i? A shell. I have nothing more to be or to give.


When i came off the computer i sent my last three letters. I've replied, applied and done everything i possibly can? in my quest for what? I don't even know anymore. I have nothing to say about the benefits or welfare system, councils, and all the rest of it. I can't. Or maybe one word. Unbelievable.

I've been to the po and there are big fat 00.00's in my account. All i can do is check everyday? With the letters today, i have applied for extra benefits the council seems to be under the impression i am receiving? I am eligble for several benefits and receiving? None. I will apply for the last two " perks " in due course. Maybe. Well why shouldn't i?


I had to get out of this place so i've been out in ani for one of the last times? I had two vouchers for some flowers, and i seriously need cheering up today, so i've spent them. S*d it. As if there aren't enough flowers in the garden? There is no point in worrying about insurance. If you don't have the money, you can't pay it. I should have learnt that if anything by now. There is no point in worrying about something i can do nothing about, or have no control over.

It now occurs to me, i've spent so long fighting, my body and mind will go into complete meltdown or failure, when i stop. I'm almost there, as it is.

ani_26

miggy wrote: »

Argh! Did the Scs finally get their revenge?

Yes. It's not really me who is here.

It's the bones of a chicken.

ani_26

miggy wrote: »

How come I suddenly have a number in your quotation?



Ah - I have it. I am the fifty five million, one hundred and twenty six thousand six hundred and seventh miggy. Obvious when I think about it.

I have no idea, ( and one in a million.) :A

miggy

Oh ani what a day. Yes, I think you will possibly need something else to fight when this one is conquered.

Are you okay after your fall? Sending you virtual EG and sticking plasters and resisting the temptation to ask what the doctor thinks of your falls and associated calamities. Okay, not quite resisting.

I need to nip down to the optician's (Been avoiding them as I forgot an appointment) but back later.

Adding virtual chocolate digestives to the EG - I can't remember if you eat them but it's all I have in. What should they have been? Shall I add fruit cake to the virtual store cupboard?

miggy

P.S. Hey, what flowers did you get?

And do you like Christmas cactuses because I have some looking for a good home?

miggy

P.P.S. I don't think that will be a final ride in ani, even if she/he/it does have to be garaged for a while. I just can't see it.

Tomorrow will be a new day. ((hugs))

ani_26

I wish it was tomorrow. What a useful site this is. Just found another benefit i'm now entitled to? Can't type. Now holding on phone. Buga me. How come no one ever tells you these things? I must be an expert by now. I should start my very own self help website.