Life after bankruptcy?

miggy

Hey, you're not the only one up. I was thinking of you and here you are. Not much help to say 'try not to worry' because inevitably one does, but people say it because they want to make things a bit easier.

ani_26

I'm just " messing " around. Not really. Inevitably you start googling, and that's fatal.

miggy

Leave Google for now. Why not put the kettle on?

ani_26

Dya know? I'm tempted to buy one lottery ticket, on friday. I haven't done the lottery for years. 100 millionaires, and it would have been my mums birthday. Don't ask me how old, because i haven't a clue. I popped into a garage with ani today, and entered into one of those conversations where the mechanic wanted to buy ani, ( except they didn't have any money either.) Would i sell ani for a million quid. I'd have to put some hard thought into that one, but ultimately, maybe you could guess what the answer is? A resounding, NO. I wouldn't sell that b* y car for a million quid. There's gotta be something wrong with me.

ani_26

miggy wrote: »

Leave Google for now. Why not put the kettle on?

Well, i know what to expect, anyway, (as if i didn't already.)

ani_26

Anyone for posh eg?


In fact, i have some green tea with jasmine. Maybe i should put the kettle on.

miggy

How certain are the doctors? It sounds as though you have made up your mind. If you want to point me in the right direction I'll have a read: that's if it will be any use to you to have someone know what's going on. I'm not trying to pry into your business. I just want to offer some support.

miggy

ani_26 wrote: »

Anyone for posh eg?


In fact, i have some green tea with jasmine. Maybe i should put the kettle on.

Can't even manage coffee at this time of night. I'm making hot choc. thanks for the offer, though.

ani_26

Dr not saying anything today, but i know for them to become " available " instantaneously today? They don't just drop everything, do they?

I guess i'll have more of an inkling later? I don't know. And what does it matter, anyway? I'm not sure of how i feel about myself, right now if that makes sense?

Tea should be brewed :coffee:

miggy

Well, you have a 'history', so they are bound to think of that just as you did, especially if symptoms are similar, so yes, they will treat it more seriously than say, someone's ingrowing toe nail. However, you have, as you've said before, a remarkable tenacity when it comes to life. Some people just do. You're still here.

The other thing is, you've been thinking about and living with this on your own for quite a while and it must be going round and round in your head. Bringing it out to be talked about is a new level and that's hard in itself... and things seem worst at night. Thoughts, pain, loneliness - all seem bigger after dark. It will be daylight in a few hours and things will take on a different perspective.

Did you get your tea? Just going to get my hot choc out of the microwave.