Gona start pulling my finger out!

mandz1

thankyou girl_racer

mandz1

well up and about, so action plan for today:-
Kids r eating breakfast just need to get the dressed!
Go dentist
pick up smoking patches
phone equifax
look after me nieces for a bit i suppose!
cleaning!

girlracer

mandz1 wrote: »

thankyou girl_racer

girlracer

mandz1

been to dentist to day. gota go back next week and have my tooth taken out. but my lovely sister has said she will have my boys while i go. Picked up my patches. Just about to check bank to see when i paid for my credit report and then i will be ringing them. so jobs list almost done today.

Mums just brought a paper so i can look through there and see if there are any jobs for me.

girlracer

mandz1 wrote: »

but my lovely sister has said she will have my boys QUOTE]

SUCK UP

mandz1

NO JOBS!! getting sick of staying at home all day! no payments off debts today but will probably do a little payment tomorrow!
put one thing on ebay. not enough but will do some tomorrow as i am hoping to have a NSD apart from paying a debt!

mandz1

Well its none stop rained since i got up, so wont be able to do anything today. kids are watching cartoons at the minute so i may just check out my surveys and see if theres any mystery shopper jobs.

I wanted to go and pay some money in the bank today so i could make some payments on my debts, but i cant walk to the bank in this whether with the kids.if i was on my own i might have. I will wait for my mum to come back from work and see if she will take me down in the car.

so today will just be cleaning and looking for jobs and money making ways!

mandz1

Well, i got down to the bank and put in £20 in £2 coins and also £30 of my own money. have paid £30 to capquest and £10.31 to robinson way. tried to pay £10 to cabot but it wouldnt go through so will try again later.

Also capquest is now under £800. Was meant to be doing the 1 debt vs 100 days but i started a bit early as i couldnt wait til 1st september so i will just finish a bit earlier than others.

mandz1

Well all of a sudden i have just fell. Im feeling really down and i dont know how it happened, i just kinda slumped.

My life isnt exactly going the way i planned it to when i was 16! I just hate being in debt, overweight, without a fella(even tho they aint good for owt), and without a job or my own place.:sad:

think i need some cuddles to cheer me up and put me back on track. I know that trying to sort my debts and getting rid of my no good ex is a good thing but theres still something missing in my life and i dont know what it is or how to get it.:(

ive got two annoying but beautiful boys who i would die for and i should be making my life better for them as well as myself!!

just need to wallow for a bit i think then carry on trying to sort my life out.

girlracer

mandz i have been there before, wherei feel i dont know where my life is going, thts y i went back to college, i felt something was missing but i found it in the end, i like being alone, but it can get lonely, you got loadsa family, try getting to know some of them ,there a good bunch
here if u need to chat xx