Gona start pulling my finger out!

mandz1

Paid off £11 from my robinson way debt today which take me to £199 owed on that. yay under £200 cant wait to see the others drop even more now.
going to view a house on saturday for me and my boys.

mandz1

paid off £8 today from capquest, but that was money i made from ebay sales so wont miss it. i dont think. got 4 things left on ebay, end sunday. 1 item has a bid on, others nothing.
anyway off i go again, watching telly and relaxing.

mandz1

Joined up to the NSD challenge for october. hoping to have at least 10. for me, NSD will be just not buying cra p. i am not including paying bills or debts or rent as they are essential, just need to stop spending on sweets and fags etc. wont have 1 today though as i have lots to do and will have to buy kids sweets to stop them from complaining from all the walking we r going to do.
Going to view a house today, hopefully it will be ok, and if it is i will have to raise £700 for the deposit and first months rent.
going to check my ebay now to see if my stuff is selling, even tho it doesnt end till tomorrow.

mandz1

Havent had any NSDs yet. had to buy some cobs and filler for my sons lunchbox this morning and milk etc. think im going to bake some bread later. and i am going to tot up what money i have to last me til friday.
GRAND TOTAL:- £6.40
Hopefully going to start the quitting of the fags tomorrow. got some patches and inhalator to use.
Sold an item on ebay yesterday so sum of my £6.40 will go on sending that off, but then again it will be about another £9 off my debts. so with no money, i should get tues, weds and thursday as no spend days.
going out next saturday for my friends birthday, if the ex makes his mind up whether hes having the kids overnight. but im aiming for a cheap night anyway because the goose fair is in town aswell so will have to take kids to that aswell, but im hoping to go halves with the ex for that also.

mandz1

2 NSDs from today and yesterday.
not alot to report.

mandz1

no more NSDs to report.tomorrow got lots of stuff to do.
Get up and clean the house
get kids ready
go and buy bday pressie for twins
take ds1 to bday party
food shopping
sort out overnight bag for kids
take kids to their dads for night
get ready
GO AND PARTY for my mates birthday.

will be spending quite alot tomorrow, trying to keep it to a minimum although i dont know how. plus on sunday the goose fair is on and im taking the kids with my ex so hoping to go halfs with him on the rides etc. hes gave me £30 to save for sunday but im hoping not to spend that much. got paid £100 today but need that to last me till tuesday, unless i win the euromillions £112 million jackpot tonight. lol.
anyway thats it.

mandz1

SOOOO !!!!ED OFF!!!!
last night was not the best night out got very angry, even though i know i shouldnt of. then today i took my boys to the fair with their dad and he just keeps going on about getting back with me and trying to get me to give him ANOTHER chance. i dont know what to do, i thought things were fine atm in my life, i wasnt completley happy but i wasnt unhappy neither. This weekend has brought me back down and im not looking forward to anything at the moment. spent loads and just ate a full bag of giant buttons to try and make me happy. Hasnt worked.
Sick of people going on about x factor. Sick of hearing people go on about unimportant things, like on facebook saying "what should i have for my dinner2 or "im so fat" when they are clearly a skinny bitc h.

Havent had time to put anything on ebay because ive been busy this weekend and cant do it now as i cant get into the garage where everything is and cant be bothered, so a free listing weekend wasted.

mandz1

Gotta start thinking of more ways to earn some cash. need to try and pay as much money off my debts before trying to find a new place. and i REALLY want a new place. need to come up with lots of ideas to try and earn even more. surveys are not enough and theres never any mystery shopper jobs.

need to sort out food bills see if i can cut down anywhere, including my daily fix of cola.

need to up my job search aswell but doesnt help when most things i see at the moment are just xmas jobs. i want a job with stability not thats only going to last a couple of weeks.

not a bad day on my diet though, until i just scoffed that prawn sandwich i just had. whoops. but should still be within my daily limit for calories.

bidded on a couple of houses today. cleaned up. helped my mum deliver a few yellow pages, got more to do tomorrow.

going to have a ciggie and watch a bit of telly. and have a think about making some money.

mandz1

made 1 payment to cabot of £10. tried to make 2 other payments to different companies but the websites theyve given me to make online payments are rubbish and dont work. going to get dressed and sort my baby out so that i can go and pay them down the shop. stupid people should give me proper web addresses that r going to work!

mandz1

£15 to council, £15 to capquest. so lots of money paid and not very happy as i could be spending this on my boys. Nevermind, the sooner its gone the better.

need to find some ideas to make money. want to pay this debt off as it weighs me down too much.

2nd day of diet has been pretty good. Just need to get back into going on my wii fit.
nothing else to report.