Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly

missymoo81

Hey pania

Just thought I'd pop by and say hello. You're doing really well and I think it's very organised and sensible for you to think of all the options, i.e. self employment etc. As you never know what's round the corner.

take care

missy x

pania

Hi all!! no reply from Z. hmmm. hope my words didnt come across wrongly.

Ok to start with, a confession, I am currently, totally accidentally as nissed as a pewt. so if my words appear wonky i is sorry. completely, utterly, sorry. accidentally as my father gave me a glass of wine. then the bottle appeared to follow quite soon after. oops!!!
well, summary of the weekend thus far. ex is a !!!!. d is a god and i love him. spent far too much, eaten far to much, also now appear to have drunken faaaar to much (in fact i have just closed eyes and experienced full on helicopter room wheeeee peuk). oops. swimming pool was freakin coooold, bed (with additions ) was lovely and warm... and now i am at mum and dads being snuggly and looked after whoop!!!
so, where to start.... hmmmm with hiphouse me thinks... what would i do if i knew i couldnt fail... god, so many things. I would fly to new zealand and stay there for the rest of my life. I would try to improve the life of every badly treated animal in this country. i'd provide an exceptionally good living for me and others around me.... and the list continues.
But enjoy the adventure i certainly shall and i shall "go for it" as soon as i have an appropriate direction to " go for it" in !!:D

Well this weekend thus far i have been an immense spend thrift. I took D out for a meal.. well he was paying for the hotel room that he (for he, read "we") was staying in. but it was budgetted for in the "nights out" budget....meaning i now have a fiver for the rest of the month!! ha ha oops!! but budgetted for none the less whereas previously it would have been hit and hope!!:p:beer:
I have consumed enough calories to sink a whole armada of ships not only through amazingly excess food consumption, (goats cheese tarts, profiteroles, three glasses of wine, nachos? anyone?:o) see my point?? so back on the dietary bandwagon with a run with my sister tomorrow (oops, today) at 9. cant wait for that!! sis lives 90 miles away so is lovely to be able to go run with her!!
More of an update in the am, so much more to tell, but thanks for posting everyone and i shall reply to all tomorrow.
Night night sweetdreams. P xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

Sounds excellent Pania, life is absolutely 100% for living xx

taka

pania wrote: »

Hi all!! no reply from Z. hmmm. hope my words didnt come across wrongly.

I think he is at Wol's party this weekend so probably doesn't have internet access.

Sounds like a fab weekend! :T Hope the hangover isn't too bad! :rotfl:

*passes pania water + painkillers*

pania

hungover run with sister was bleurgh!! felt like my trainers were tied to concrete all the way!! my fault.. oops. thanks for the painkillers taka much needed!! xx

REDMADCURLS

Well if you are going to feed yourself rubbish and drink like a fish - thanks for telling us as now I can live my life thru you and when people asked what I did at the weekend I shall tell them your news instead of mine (inputing details into new accounts system!)

Well done for going for the run, I would have been far too lazy!

pania

Ha Ha Red the massive amount of guilt felt for eating like a dustbin and drinking even jaws under the table can also be passed your way then!!! :rotfl:

Free pair of monsoon jeans given to me by my sister fit like a glove!!! whoop whoop to free jeans!!
speaking of which i have a pair of size 10 jet black per una jeans here with quite a high waist. i have a really short body so the waist is too high for me. If anyone wants them let me know.. I have a free pair so paying it forward with a free pair is good for the old karma i'd say!!

pania

ps. i've just shut my foot in my car door.. without shoes on!! :eek:

hurting like a biatch right now oooooow!!!

best not to ask how and why.... :rotfl:

benbenandme

No idea how I've missed your new diary Pania, but have just sat with a coffee and caught up with it all. You're sounding in a great place right now, really pleased for you chick

REDMADCURLS

Thats the joy of virtual living -I feel no pain or guilt!!

Size 10 jeans - yeah right

Ouch!