Continue the change and enjoy the journey!

fedupandskint

CH all ok and passed.

Long break just had so back to work I go and if you see me on here before 7pm, tell me to log off!

fedupandskint

Officially worried now about tomorrow's exam - really hope I can answer the questions and then life returns to some sense of normality by lunchtime. Can't wait!

Looking forward to lounging around tomorrow evening relaxing instead of thinking about studying

Decided to do a bit of cleaning this afternoon so a little bit is done and less to do at the weekend and at least having one clean room is more calming at this anxiety raising time!

fedupandskint

Well I did the exam and its all done for the next 4-6 weeks as I have a rest before starting some work on the dissertation in the summer. Went so so in the end as a few obvious questions didn't come up and some much less obvious ones did. But hey never mind its over and done with.

Popped into town on the way back and treated myself to a few nice things as a reward for the first year being completed.

Decided not to have a drink afterall as flet very dehydrated after today so drank a lot of water and then had a hit chocolate and will be off to bed for a rest shortly after I woke up every hour last night thinking it was time to get up and go. That exam has been on my mind a lot!

Really nice to sit here and not feel guilty about not studying and just relax!

fedupandskint

Well I'm up and stuck some washing in to hang out before work today - just deciding if I have time to nip to the shop before work to collect some picture frames - should do.

Slept very heavily last night as the exam nerves and anxiety washed away. Still have a head full of fog though!

At least I can think about what I want to do this weekend
Catch up on the cleaning
Take the dog for some nice long walks
Go for a couple of runs
Do some yoga
Gardening
Out with mum for nice lunch and wander
Potter about and relax!

fedupandskint

Little bit of productivity tonight of washing up tea pots, eating a proper tea, bringing in all washing dry and framing 2 pictures to hang tomorrow.

Still tired out from all the study and can't quite believe the first year is done - that went very quickly. Back there again in Oct/Nov time for the final year push for completion and relentless study and assessment. So for now will relish the rest as before I know it I'll be back there and in the thick of all this juggling again!

Bit of holiday stuff bought too and just deciding what to do tomorrow. A little lie in I think for the first time in ages then a run!

Lula-Hula

Congratulations on getting exam over & done with & feeling positive about it

fedupandskint

Thanks Lula!

Well framed the 2 pictures, ready to hang tomorrow and bought a new frame for the other picture which I had to squeeze it into and take apart and it looks not too bad as its an arkward shape

Also rescued plenty of plants from the reduced sections to plant tomorrow a shrub for £1 instead of £12 and all it needed was a good drink of water and lots of bedding plants for £8 instead of £16 plus some half price seeds from T+M for next year so all ready to go for gardening session tomorrow

Oh dear, 3-1 now looks ominous to lose in the final

Not much else to report apart from bought a some new seat pads for the kitchen chairs which were half price and are nice and cheery plus a cushion pad to make use of a cushion cover never used which matches the LR and will sort all this out tomorrow

12mins to go in the football - off for a little weep, its a bit like watching Eng play so stress inducing!

fedupandskint

How nice to wake up and slowly come round without having to rush around feeling guilty about not studying!

Bit grey here but never mind and just deciding what to do today

Clean LR
Hang 2 pictures
Clean BR
hoover
empty bins
HHI
Gardening - best bit!
Hang picture for kitchen
Must do some exercise as feel very bloated and fat atm
Put oven stuff on to clean overnight
Make pizza base for tea

Think that's enough for today!

fedupandskint

Having a very enjoyable sunday of pottering, seen ex for a few hours, bought some holiday camping stuff and nearly have everything now. Loving this non rushing feeling for a change

[STRIKE]Clean LR
Hang 2 pictures
Clean BR
hoover
empty bins[/STRIKE]
HHI
Gardening - best bit!
Hang picture for kitchen
Must do some exercise as feel very bloated and fat atm
Put oven stuff on to clean overnight
Make pizza base for tea

Garden next for an hour or so, after I put the BM on for pizza dough

fedupandskint

Big things to do this summer
Decorate bedroom and kitchen
Sweep out cellar
Sort out insulation for loft
Sell as much as possibly can from spare room pile

Deadline for all of this is 30 Sept