Ladies & Gentlemen, please fasten your seatbelts ...

benbenandme

Shred is done I was getting to the point where I was thinking about giving it a miss today, but seeing as I have eaten sooo much absolute junk today there was no letting me off this one. Am glad its done, it felt harder today than it has for the last couple of days, but maybe thats cos I've eaten a whole pack of choc chip cookies and felt very sluggish

Time now for a quick rest then a nice bath before I go out tonight

pennywisepoundstupid

Benben, i've never had any problems with alliance and leicester or Natwest when using online betting/bingo sites might be worth a look.

benbenandme

Woohoo, I had a fab reload offer today for the new season that has just made me £78 profit :j :j Goodbye March 2021!!! It also knocks me down to under £35K too Who needs maintenance money anyway :rotfl::rotfl:

benbenandme

Morning all, Shred is done, I knew I had to get up and get on with it today or I'd spend all day putting it off like yesterday Found it hard again today, don't know why suddenly it seems harder, tomorrow is my last day of level one and i'm not looking forward to going on to level two ...

Todays plan involves ironing and getting stuff on ebay, I listed 8 things on turbolister yesterday but theres a blip with it and it won't upload so it looks as though I'll need to start again with listing it :mad:

Ds is due home at 3 so am looking forward to that already

hypno06

Excellent result with that reload :j

Have a good day, and hope that ebay plays ball and that you can get plenty loaded without too much stress!

benbenandme

9 items uploaded on ebay, I'd like to make £30 from them but who knows, ebay seems to be pretty slow these days. Just the ironing left to go

benbenandme

Forgot to mention I spent a whole £1.20 last night on my night out
I'm struggling again this weekend, since this all kicked off I struggle badly whn ds is away; I can't get on with anything and I eat everything in sight I have got another quaifying bet done so at least I'm being productive financially while he's not here, but I just can't wait for him to come home and get back to normal

benbenandme

Ds is home safely, happy days are here again

hypno06

It is completely understandable that you are going through a bit of a roller coaster, but for what its worth, I think you are handling everything really well. You may have a bit of a binge when DS is away, for example, but you don't do so for the time when he is here - so sort of an 80%/20% thing going on which is perfectly fine!

pixiechick99

benbenandme wrote: »

Ds is home safely, happy days are here again

Ahhhh lovely;)
My 2 with their dad from yesterday until Tues - a long one, usually it's Fri night til Sun afternoon. I was quite looking forward to it, but I want them home now!! Plus they're staying further away, usually only 10mins away at his Mum's, but they've gone to his girlfriend's new flat, 1.5hrs away:o But dd2 keeps texting and they're having a lovely time - giving me a chance to do my uni work and not feel bad for ignoring them!!
I still prefer it when they're at home with me:o