depression

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

I don't know how to not give

Deal? Which deal? Where we would have to settle for each other? :rotfl:

I want to talk to her. On my terms for once.

I have to end it properly, if it is to end, but I don't want it too. I want to make sure she's safe and looked after.

I'm so confused.

I take it you aren't taking me up on that offer then!

Don't rush in to any descision Miro, take your time- you are entitled to have a proper think before you do anything xxxx

feelinggood_2

Feelie is really tearful tonight, anyone want to give me a cuddle? I need a cuddle lol.

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

I take it you aren't taking me up on that offer then!

Don't rush in to any descision Miro, take your time- you are entitled to have a proper think before you do anything xxxx

I'd rather crawl back under my stone for a while, take my time and make some decisions.

But i'll keep your offer in mind. Compared to 'S', sticking pins in my feet would be fun

learning_to_drive

I was very tearful earlier, I'll give you a hug!!

This condition is so hard to explain to people, so hard to tell people about and so hard to live with, I battle with it, people have it a hell of a lot harder and have more bad days than good, I am the opposite luckily.

I will beat this I am sure! goodnight guys!

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Feelie is really tearful tonight, anyone want to give me a cuddle? I need a cuddle lol.

*Cuddle*

Hope it wasn't too tight, my anger and frustration is uncontrollable

feelinggood_2

Are you off to bed LTD? If you are, hope you sleep well, will look out for your posts tomorrow xxxx

Miro - Thank you for the cuddle You still feeling angry? Wish there was something I could say or do

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Are you off to bed LTD? If you are, hope you sleep well, will look out for your posts tomorrow xxxx

Miro - Thank you for the cuddle You still feeling angry? Wish there was something I could say or do

Anger is slowly turning into teary.

I still want to be with 'S' I'm not sure if I can though. I really care about her, I really do.

feelinggood_2

You type really fast Miro

There is only so many times you can cope with being let down isn't there. I hope it doesn't come to that. I hope you can find a middle ground where you can both be yourselves.

My tearfulness is strange - it isn't sad, its happy. I've got lots of reasons to be happy, I just feel a little sad. And I'm struggling to not cry. I think I just need to let it out, shame I can't.

How if flatmate?

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

You type really fast Miro

There is only so many times you can cope with being let down isn't there. I hope it doesn't come to that. I hope you can find a middle ground where you can both be yourselves.

My tearfulness is strange - it isn't sad, its happy. I've got lots of reasons to be happy, I just feel a little sad. And I'm struggling to not cry. I think I just need to let it out, shame I can't.

How if flatmate?

I do type fairly fast

I think if we can get through this, we'll have to settle for friends, although i'm not sure it will happen. She hurts me too much, yet the good times are fantastic!

I'm glad you have happy tears! You deserve to be happy.

Flatmate is more interested in CSI - she is annoyed with 'S' though - she has helped both of us, and 'S' has let us both down.

kronas

i think i can safely say its time to move on, if she is a habitual liar as you said she is then no point going there, if she has problems like most if not all of us in this thread do then she should have the common courtesy to tell you to your face about why all of a sudden she wants to be 'just freinds' im not being overtly critical its not nice to be messed around.

oh and miroslav i concur on you about being nice, i too am too nice for my own good, a person can treat me like s**t and if he or shes needs help ill go and do it, i have times in the past where i have felt 'used' by the behaviour of people towards me, yet i still go back and help them, not to be a saint but its just in my nature....

i also threw a load of money at a girl i really liked once by showering her with gifts and trying to get her to see me as 'relationship material' but that never materialised....