depression

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Evening guys
After a day on my feet, I am absoltely exhausted, and am thinking about bed already.
I've had a quick read through, and I wish I could post a bit more, but I am everso tired and would rather wait till I can write you all the replies you deserve.
I'm thinking about you all, hope you are all okay
Sending lots of hugs
Oh, and I'm good, and almost through day 12 without cigs or drinK!

Excellent:)
:T :T :T

Horasio

stenny wrote:

Getting, it already is sky high!
Some good up and coming areas around Stirlingshire/Falkirk CC

Yep on a par with those expensive areas down south:eek:

Some nice bits around Falkirk not too expensive

Love your siggy about worn parts and kilts:D

Horasio

blinky wrote:

Hope it goes well

Went Ok till we spook each other - both upset each other and he had a big hissy fit.

Soon kicked him into touch. Then got down to business;)

Horasio

geminilady wrote:

I am not a morning person it takes me two coffees and 3 cigs to face the day.Never eat breakfirst.I work six hours a day as an office cleaner but hate housework its never ending,well in my house it is lol.

Blimey I take my hat off to you - good cleaners are like gold dust!

How do u make a place sparkle so much in such a short time - I take forever and it still looks !!!!!!:eek:

Horasio

EthelBloggs wrote:

ooh.. i got a new star what does that mean?

You went over 551 posts you gasbag:D

Well done:T :T :T

Tiff_2

Morning Pheasants!
Hoping we all got through the night and that we're all present and accounted for?;)

A very warm welcome to our new friends. I saw you trying to sneak in under the radar stenny :rolleyes: - welcome to the club hun.
First order of business is :grouphug:HUGE HUG ALERTS :grouphug: for our Rosie, Natty, Ruby, and Sazzster (her first day back at work;) ). Hope you guys know that we're thinking of you and widhing you all well. x
to everyone.
I disappear for one day and you all go crazy (pardon the expression):rotfl:
I am issuing an alert of another kind too - Please Don't Feed Miro - I've had to cut him off! Found him in the smartie cupboard so I've had to give him a yellow card.
Tiffy hellos to rosie, sazz, elona, blinky, natty, gilly, miro, cc, flis, bunnie, heyho, betty, mrs a, fg, ethel, stenny, welshie, heyho and all you other special people on here too many to list. Have a great day guys!
Are we all ready for the Tiff Chronicles? Here we go...;)
Much Love
Tiff xxx

Miroslav

Tiff wrote:

I am issuing an alert of another kind too - Please Don't Feed Miro - I've had to cut him off! Found him in the smartie cupboard so I've had to give him a yellow card.

Feed me! Yellow Card? That means i'm suspended for the visit of AFC Cadbury's Buttons & Hove Albion

Going to be a tough day today. I'm going to be worrying about my flatmate meeting up with 'S' and going back to hers.............flatmate is worrying about it too, as she's getting a little tired of 'S' talking about her stuff all the time, yet 'S' gives flatmate no time to talk if she feels down.

'S' is very inward looking. I don't blame her, given everything she's been through, if of course she's been through half of it.

Just makes me realise, I couldn't have a relationship with someone who talks about themselves all the time, takes things the wrong way, lies all the time (She told a classic last night to flatmate, that we know isn't true) and basically I couldn't trust. She doesn't mean to be the way she is, but I really do think it's part of her 'illness' as she flatly denied EVER cancelling me or my flatmate, yet she does it all the time.

Very damaged girl in many ways. When she's half here, she's a lovely girl, but it's very rare she's half here, and when she is, it lasts for an hour or so at most

I do find her physically attractive, I am very fond of her, but the 'L' word can only be used as a friend thing, i'm not " in 'L' " I just want to look out for her, and I also knoiw, flatmate also knows, and I know 'S' knows, that there is definitely something between 'S' and I, more than just a friendship thing. It may develop into 'L' but it may just be a sexual thing, in the respect of the chemistry, but even a guy like me, who is in no way big-headed, can notice the chemistry (Although lately, with all the attention, I could easily become a tad vain but I won't because I don't overly believe what is being said to me)

So i'm still confuzzled

She may not want to know me after tonight, and I expect she won't, because she's in essence, a child sometimes, stamping her feet, telling people to go away because she can't handle responsibility, she can't take the blame sometimes for things etc etc.

We have worked out, flatmate and I, that maybe her dad and other family members only don't see her much, as she's too much to handle. Flatmate did say, that when she first knew her 3 or 4 years ago, when her dad put her in hospital, that she couldn't handle 10 minutes with her, and even now, 2 hours is plenty, so her dad may be really nice, and again, she takes things as people being nasty to her, so she paints a bad picture of them because she doesn't get her own way all the time.

I couldn't live with who she is right now, but I hope to have her in my life, as i've grown to care about her alot. I have a habit of taking on females who need support/help

Oo-er, I have typed, my speech is over, i'll say no more for at least an hour, as the time gets closer to flatmate meeting 'S'.

When I have had my Job Centre appointment (Yes, Miro is upping his back to work program..........I cannot stand being in all day anymore! Someone must want me for more than just a security guard/bouncer ) flatmate and I will go out for a tea/coffee before she meets 'S', when, if we are still out when she has to leave me, I'll take an alternate route home so as not to bump into 'S' and then flatmate will text me when they have left town to go back to hers, so I can do some late night shopping if I so wish.....I may not wish, but I may not want to stick around the house panicking over 'S'..........I may be on here doing that anyway.

If she does kick me out of her life, then she'll probably want me back in the future, with excuses of "I needed time" or "I'm stronger now" but once out, I stay out, as I don't need the rollercoaster.

oops, started again

Miro shuts up now

Hope everyone is well and will help fight the campaign

"The Smarties For Miro Against Tiff Campaign"

Hmmmmmmm, someone's padlocked the smartie cupboard :rolleyes:

feelinggood_2

Morning Miro,
well done on upping the back to work thing, thats fab
I've got a few phone calls to make, no plans to go back to work yet, but trying to get a few things sorted.
Nice to see my insomnia has passes, lovely 12 hours sleep last night I'm a still exhausted! What I'd give for a nice, regular 8 hours a night pattern! Need to start being stricter with myself.
Talking about weight issues, I'm sorta pleased with meself. I've always had a weight problem, lost about 5 stone earlier this year - thought I must have put it all back on, but only gain 1 stone back. So I'm still 4 stone lighter I'm probably gonna be loosing, slowly, at the moment, I've got no appetite. Decided I'm gonna stop having lunch, I'm only managing one meal a day, and OH wants me to cook dinner, and I don't like cooking if I'm not eating, so I'll have dinner instead of lunch.
Miro, I will go and PM you now, sorry I haven't replied for a while.
Sending everyone hugs x x x x x

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Morning Miro,
well done on upping the back to work thing, thats fab
I've got a few phone calls to make, no plans to go back to work yet, but trying to get a few things sorted.
Nice to see my insomnia has passes, lovely 12 hours sleep last night I'm a still exhausted! What I'd give for a nice, regular 8 hours a night pattern! Need to start being stricter with myself.
Talking about weight issues, I'm sorta pleased with meself. I've always had a weight problem, lost about 5 stone earlier this year - thought I must have put it all back on, but only gain 1 stone back. So I'm still 4 stone lighter I'm probably gonna be loosing, slowly, at the moment, I've got no appetite. Decided I'm gonna stop having lunch, I'm only managing one meal a day, and OH wants me to cook dinner, and I don't like cooking if I'm not eating, so I'll have dinner instead of lunch.
Miro, I will go and PM you now, sorry I haven't replied for a while.
Sending everyone hugs x x x x x

Well, it went okay, although my advisor said I look unwell Probably the 'S' worries.

Glad you got some sleep and have lost lots of weight this year

They say 6 small meals a day, as opposed to 3 snacks, breakfast, lunch, dinner

Will go check PM box

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

Glad you got some sleep and have lost lots of weight this year

They say 6 small meals a day, as opposed to 3 snacks, breakfast, lunch, dinner

Grr, docs aren't answering the phone and I need to ask for a new prescription for my patches Today is day 13 without cigs or drink, head is definately clear for it. Almost a fortnight now.

I'm not dieting or anything, but anything that helps me loose weight is welcome by me If I'm not hungry, I'm not going to eat, its not like I need the food, I'm rather glad I've not got an appetite at the moment.

Hopefully in a month or so I can get back to the exercise again, it doesn't feel right not doing any, but not really been up to it, need to spend my time on the sofa or in bed instead hehe. I'll get back to the gym soon enough, just walking at the moment.

Just got a call from DLA people, checking who I am - with me moving 3 times in 2 years, and changing my name, they get all confused lol. I did tell them on the form, but these things are always like this aren't they. Looking forward to changing my name back again. Or maybe I should make a totally new name up? Hmmm, what name is 'me'....