depression

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Grr, docs aren't answering the phone and I need to ask for a new prescription for my patches Today is day 13 without cigs or drink, head is definately clear for it. Almost a fortnight now.

I'm not dieting or anything, but anything that helps me loose weight is welcome by me If I'm not hungry, I'm not going to eat, its not like I need the food, I'm rather glad I've not got an appetite at the moment.

Hopefully in a month or so I can get back to the exercise again, it doesn't feel right not doing any, but not really been up to it, need to spend my time on the sofa or in bed instead hehe. I'll get back to the gym soon enough, just walking at the moment.

Just got a call from DLA people, checking who I am - with me moving 3 times in 2 years, and changing my name, they get all confused lol. I did tell them on the form, but these things are always like this aren't they. Looking forward to changing my name back again. Or maybe I should make a totally new name up? Hmmm, what name is 'me'....

13 days Docs are boogers for answering phones

Well, still best to eat, small and often, it helps!

Well, these people always need about 20 tellings!

Change your name to Feelie McGood

Horasio

Christmas

Such a mixed season

I love the lights and some of nice atmosphere

I don't like busy shops and having much more to do.

Also, faults show. My husband works for a really small company, one family and they haven't invited me or our son to a Christmas meal. It is about morale and they have failed in this way. I doubt he will get any bonus either but he has only been there for 2 months. I am pleased he has a job obviously, but I would have thought we would have been invited to meet them. Things like this bother me and my husband agreed it wasn't very friendly and rather ignorant!

If we had been the employers, we would have invited my new workforce out and their families. There is them, one 19 year old guy and the 3 of us. The cost to boost morale is minimal. Morale is important at work and most of the reason people hate their jobs. We won't say anything but it makes us not feel so caring towards them!

feelinggood_2

The only reason I'm staying in this area is as I thought it would be best for my treatment to stick with my doctor, but I don't think that is a valid reason lol.
Saw the doc last week, I wasn't due for another prescription for my patches, so she told me to phone and ask for one at the end of this week. Just did that, to be told they don't take requests for prescribtions over the phone. !!!!!!? Thats what they told me to do! So now I've got to go to the doctors tomorrow, or pay for the patches and get shouted at by OH. Very annoying.
So, will be going to the doctors tomorrow. Annoying thing is, I'll then have to go back a week after to get AD prescribtion.
They won't let me have more than a fortnight of tablets as they think I'm likely to OD. They are very stupid. If I wanted to OD, I wouldn't do it on my AD's. Stupid, stupid, stupid

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Grr, docs aren't answering the phone and I need to ask for a new prescription for my patches Today is day 13 without cigs or drink, head is definately clear for it. Almost a fortnight now.

I'm not dieting or anything, but anything that helps me loose weight is welcome by me If I'm not hungry, I'm not going to eat, its not like I need the food, I'm rather glad I've not got an appetite at the moment.

Hopefully in a month or so I can get back to the exercise again, it doesn't feel right not doing any, but not really been up to it, need to spend my time on the sofa or in bed instead hehe. I'll get back to the gym soon enough, just walking at the moment.

Just got a call from DLA people, checking who I am - with me moving 3 times in 2 years, and changing my name, they get all confused lol. I did tell them on the form, but these things are always like this aren't they. Looking forward to changing my name back again. Or maybe I should make a totally new name up? Hmmm, what name is 'me'....

If you can go without lunch or a least eat a smaller snack, it does help.

Your doctors sound to be a pain in the butt!

One step at a time re exercise, I hate the places tbh!

People and forms, they can't even get your address right!

Well done on 13 days!

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

The only reason I'm staying in this area is as I thought it would be best for my treatment to stick with my doctor, but I don't think that is a valid reason lol.
Saw the doc last week, I wasn't due for another prescription for my patches, so she told me to phone and ask for one at the end of this week. Just did that, to be told they don't take requests for prescribtions over the phone. !!!!!!? Thats what they told me to do! So now I've got to go to the doctors tomorrow, or pay for the patches and get shouted at by OH. Very annoying.
So, will be going to the doctors tomorrow. Annoying thing is, I'll then have to go back a week after to get AD prescribtion.
They won't let me have more than a fortnight of tablets as they think I'm likely to OD. They are very stupid. If I wanted to OD, I wouldn't do it on my AD's. Stupid, stupid, stupid

Are patches more expensive than fags? Obviously get them free if you can but they sound to be making you go thro the mill to get help. Bl**dy NHS!:mad:

Horasio

My Christmas jobs

Marzipan and ice the cake
Wrap pressies
Find something for my 92 year old step father

Sazbo

Hello lovlies! :hello: Great to be back at work. NOT. At least I managed to get to the gym this morning. Just a quickie - gotta answer a gazillion blimmin' emails :rolleyes:

Quickie catch-up with posts now, then I'll be back later. Hope you're all doing good. Saz xxx

Sazbo

Tiff wrote:

I am issuing an alert of another kind too - Please Don't Feed Miro - I've had to cut him off! Found him in the smartie cupboard so I've had to give him a yellow card.
Tiffy hellos to rosie, sazz, elona, blinky, natty, gilly, miro, cc, flis, bunnie, heyho, betty, mrs a, fg, ethel, stenny, welshie, heyho and all you other special people on here too many to list. Have a great day guys!
Are we all ready for the Tiff Chronicles? Here we go...;)
Much Love
Tiff xxx

Tiffy hun, thank goodness I can always rely on you to instill some discipline with certain people round here. Good move padlocking the smartie cupboard :T How are you doing Tiff? Big hugs Sxxx

Sazbo

CCStar wrote:

Christmas

Such a mixed season

I love the lights and some of nice atmosphere

I don't like busy shops and having much more to do.

Yeah I have mixed feelings about christmas, tbh. For some reason I always feel really sad at the end of the year - particularly New Year. As you say some elements of it are nice, but on the whole I could do without...

CCStar wrote:

If we had been the employers, we would have invited my new workforce out and their families. There is them, one 19 year old guy and the 3 of us. The cost to boost morale is minimal. Morale is important at work and most of the reason people hate their jobs. We won't say anything but it makes us not feel so caring towards them!

I couldn't agree more, CC. We are haemorraging (sp?) staff here where I work, at a rate of knots, and most of them not being replaced. The company was sold last year, the new owners haven't a clue about the sector we're in :rolleyes: and morale has hit rock-bottom. Which is largely why I hate going in so much. Still I've next week off and next Friday is the office christmas lunch, which I organised myself, primarily to ensure that we spend the best part of a grand of the company's money! :T LOL well they can afford it!:D Seriously tho, I think it's the least my colleagues deserve after a sh1tty year. Morale is so important, as you say.

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Feed me!

You've had quite enough already!:D

Miroslav wrote:

Going to be a tough day today. I'm going to be worrying about my flatmate meeting up with 'S' and going back to hers.............flatmate is worrying about it too, as she's getting a little tired of 'S' talking about her stuff all the time, yet 'S' gives flatmate no time to talk if she feels down.

'S' is very inward looking. I don't blame her, given everything she's been through, if of course she's been through half of it.

Just makes me realise, I couldn't have a relationship with someone who talks about themselves all the time, takes things the wrong way, lies all the time (She told a classic last night to flatmate, that we know isn't true) and basically I couldn't trust. She doesn't mean to be the way she is, but I really do think it's part of her 'illness' as she flatly denied EVER cancelling me or my flatmate, yet she does it all the time.

Very damaged girl in many ways. When she's half here, she's a lovely girl, but it's very rare she's half here, and when she is, it lasts for an hour or so at most

I do find her physically attractive, I am very fond of her, but the 'L' word can only be used as a friend thing, i'm not " in 'L' " I just want to look out for her, and I also knoiw, flatmate also knows, and I know 'S' knows, that there is definitely something between 'S' and I, more than just a friendship thing. It may develop into 'L' but it may just be a sexual thing, in the respect of the chemistry, but even a guy like me, who is in no way big-headed, can notice the chemistry (Although lately, with all the attention, I could easily become a tad vain but I won't because I don't overly believe what is being said to me)

So i'm still confuzzled

She may not want to know me after tonight, and I expect she won't, because she's in essence, a child sometimes, stamping her feet, telling people to go away because she can't handle responsibility, she can't take the blame sometimes for things etc etc.

We have worked out, flatmate and I, that maybe her dad and other family members only don't see her much, as she's too much to handle. Flatmate did say, that when she first knew her 3 or 4 years ago, when her dad put her in hospital, that she couldn't handle 10 minutes with her, and even now, 2 hours is plenty, so her dad may be really nice, and again, she takes things as people being nasty to her, so she paints a bad picture of them because she doesn't get her own way all the time.

I couldn't live with who she is right now, but I hope to have her in my life, as i've grown to care about her alot. I have a habit of taking on females who need support/help

Oo-er, I have typed, my speech is over, i'll say no more for at least an hour, as the time gets closer to flatmate meeting 'S'.

When I have had my Job Centre appointment (Yes, Miro is upping his back to work program..........I cannot stand being in all day anymore! Someone must want me for more than just a security guard/bouncer ) flatmate and I will go out for a tea/coffee before she meets 'S', when, if we are still out when she has to leave me, I'll take an alternate route home so as not to bump into 'S' and then flatmate will text me when they have left town to go back to hers, so I can do some late night shopping if I so wish.....I may not wish, but I may not want to stick around the house panicking over 'S'..........I may be on here doing that anyway.

If she does kick me out of her life, then she'll probably want me back in the future, with excuses of "I needed time" or "I'm stronger now" but once out, I stay out, as I don't need the rollercoaster.

oops, started again

Miro shuts up now

Hope everyone is well and will help fight the campaign

"The Smarties For Miro Against Tiff Campaign"

Hmmmmmmm, someone's padlocked the smartie cupboard :rolleyes:

Hi miro hun. Sounds like you've got a busy day today. All sounds positive, that you're wanting to be out and about more, getting stuff done. Good on ya. Hopefully catch up your news later. Love Saz xx PS you don't stand a chance against Tiffy...