depression

Sazbo

shopaholicsan wrote:

Hi everyone,
I am new to this thread and as yet haven't got very far going through it as it's so long so apologies if this has been posted before. I have suffered reactive depression for about 4 years now and have been seeing a Psychologist and taking anti-depressants for the last 2-3 yrs. My psycho recommended this website:
http://moodgym.anu.edu.au/
and I do find it very helpful (when I can motivate myself to go on it mind:rolleyes: )
You register initially, work through it and then basically just carry on wherever you left off each time. It's very lengthy so lasts a long time.
I hope someone finds it useful anyway. I am sure there are many "lurkers" like myself here who haven't the courage to join in the supportive chat but would still like the opportunity to get free help.
Good luck x

Thanks for your post shopaholicsan, and welcome. Feel free to post here anytime. Saz x

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Well, 6 weeks 4 days after properly starting to get to know her, I get kisses and hugs and lots of positives..........I just haven't seen her or heard her voice for 2 weeks.

Yes, she is staying, I just want to see her again. In the past 2 weeks, one nice text message, after she received the song. I so hope that convinced her to stay.

It's doing my head in, I just wanna hold her and for her to let it all out and let me support her

I'm sure it did convince her to stay. And you are supporting her - she will do things on her timetable though, at least that's how it seems to me, and as I say, you have to decide if that's something you can cope with hunnie, you know? x

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

You take care hun, it's just stuff to get through now in order to get better. It'll all be behind you one day soon. Stick with it, tough it out, you're doing good xx

thanks hun im trying, plus hospital food is soo eugh

well i will see what happens tomorrow

no doubt will end up doing nothing again. one nurse said sunday is they worse day, oh yey!!!

and yeah miro huni im in 7 days till they say so :eek:

sweet dreams tho everyone (when you go im off to try and calm down)
xxx

Miroslav

shopaholicsan wrote:

Hi everyone,
I am new to this thread and as yet haven't got very far going through it as it's so long so apologies if this has been posted before. I have suffered reactive depression for about 4 years now and have been seeing a Psychologist and taking anti-depressants for the last 2-3 yrs. My psycho recommended this website:
http://moodgym.anu.edu.au/
and I do find it very helpful (when I can motivate myself to go on it mind:rolleyes: )
You register initially, work through it and then basically just carry on wherever you left off each time. It's very lengthy so lasts a long time.
I hope someone finds it useful anyway. I am sure there are many "lurkers" like myself here who haven't the courage to join in the supportive chat but would still like the opportunity to get free help.
Good luck x

Welcome and thanks for the info!

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

I'm sure it did convince her to stay. And you are supporting her - she will do things on her timetable though, at least that's how it seems to me, and as I say, you have to decide if that's something you can cope with hunnie, you know? x

I hope it did. She did reply the same day and was emotional.

I just don't wanna text too much, I mean, making sure someone is okay shouldn't be too much, it has been 3 days since last text....

I'll cope, I may get very down at times, but i'm not a quitter when it comes to someone i'm fond of. I may go through alot of hurt, but then i'll be in here alot. One day I hope to look back and say my persistance was worth it.

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

thanks hun im trying, plus hospital food is soo eugh

well i will see what happens tomorrow

no doubt will end up doing nothing again. one nurse said sunday is they worse day, oh yey!!!

and yeah miro huni im in 7 days till they say so :eek:

sweet dreams tho everyone
xxx

Have a good sleep! 7 days will me tiring mentally and emotionally! I've never been in hospital. 'S' has, I'm not sure how long for, never asked, but she was dumped there by her father and uncle and left I'm scared she may end up back there soon

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

I hope it did. She did reply the same day and was emotional.

I just don't wanna text too much, I mean, making sure someone is okay shouldn't be too much, it has been 3 days since last text....

I'll cope, I may get very down at times, but i'm not a quitter when it comes to someone i'm fond of. I may go through alot of hurt, but then i'll be in here alot. One day I hope to look back and say my persistance was worth it.

I keep looking at your sig - it really makes me smile

Sazbo

Yes, come on here if you get down about it all. We'll do our best to keep you fit and fighting

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

I keep looking at your sig - it really makes me smile

Well, sadly it's not recipricated (spelling?) - I don't mean your sig, I mean 'S' doesn't think those things about me

I'm thinking of taking Britney out of my sig? What do you think? I mean, I love her, but it's an admiration love as opposed to the love I have for 'S'.

Couldn't remember if I done the lotto tonight, so went to online account to check.......Didn't realise I won £10 on Wednesday

Horasio

rose07 wrote:

everything hun is getting to me

starting with my mum.
then my day all i do is get up go to hospital, come home go to bed.

and today was awful in the hospital as soon as i got in, it was manic, one woman was in tears and soo much pain. then another was screaming her head of, i did make friends with a drug dealer tho. but now he thinks he knows me, through a friend, oh dear!!!!. and at lunch he was making sure i ate bless him, i did some relaxation in the morning too. but this afternoon i was awful, and the nurses do nothing, they just watch tele, i go to them and say i feel awful, they just say go watch tele, yeahmate like hat gonna work you f**ked up thing. so this afternoon i went walkabout again, no one noticed anyway, tho i got back and my personal nurse said where have you been? sooo hmmmm?
it was sooo hard from 2pm, all i had to do was walk up and down the ward, everyone was watching the rugby so couldnt watch tele, i was getting aggetated, and worked up, and angry. and its sooo hard when you see people expressing themselves shouting, crying, screaming even, when i cant express mine, all i wanna do is scream hun, and cry, the pain is sooo immense, but its not like you can go to a nurse and say im hurting, they know that, and one nurse oh my god!!! im really gonna throw something soon.

and im on 10 tablets a day at the moment :mad:

im sooo fed up right now

What sort of hospital is that?

It sounds like bedlam:eek:

What has your mum done?

I swear 80% of depression is caused by horrible people.:mad: