depression

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

I hope so too - hate the thought of your heart being broken (as do you obviously! ) over this. But I'd still say there is much to be optimistic about - let's not forget she's decided to stay. You never know hun, it could all come good for you... xx

Well, 6 weeks 4 days after properly starting to get to know her, I get kisses and hugs and lots of positives..........I just haven't seen her or heard her voice for 2 weeks.

Yes, she is staying, I just want to see her again. In the past 2 weeks, one nice text message, after she received the song. I so hope that convinced her to stay.

It's doing my head in, I just wanna hold her and for her to let it all out and let me support her

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

It's understandable you getting frustrated, unfortunately complexed emotional things don't get fixed overnight hun - LOL I wish they did!! Think how long they've taken their toll and it takes as long if not longer to undo all that, y'know hun? If it's possible, try and separate out your feelings from what you hear from other patients, it must be really hard hearing that stuff but just try to keep it at arms length, if you know what I mean? Try and be patient rosie, you're doing so well xx

thanks hun

i had to go out the room, they talk about all kinds of things
and i cant handle it as i have either been through what they are talking about, or am going through it. :rolleyes:

i have to go in tomorrow as well, well i have to go in everyday, which is carp as i cant do nothing and all i do when im there is eat, sleep, and watch tele, it boring, i need to be energetic, i need to do something, its driving me crazee.

oh no im already there arent i????:rotfl:

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

its seems not i have asked the doctor and they say it should be fine
oh i forgot to say 4 of them are antibiotics for me throat so, not 10 mad manic tablets
i hate taking tablets

Still, it's alot

Hopefully soon you'll be taking less!

clearvisor

tankgirl1 wrote:

Hi there - before I start- I am NOT looking for medical advice, just other peoples experiences of suffering with depression.

I was diagnosed with depression in about 2000, and have been on a variety of anti-depressants. I'm currently in the process of changing from Paroxetine to Venlefaxine.

However, I struggle enormously with day to day life, and have done for years. I can never wake up in the morning, and had major problems with this when I was working, despite having 7- yes SEVEN alarm clocks! I just wouldn't hear them. I find it difficult to get motivated to do anything, and over the last few years, have found it extraordinarily hard to apply myself, or to concentrate on things. Before the baby came along, I would lock myself away for days on end, and just sleep.

Has anyone else had similar experiences?

tankgirl,I forgot to tell you the job, First female GATEPORTER for OXBRIDGE
May 22,1988 every other female after me was a porter receptionist and still is.you just never know whats around the corner,ask Martin,
:money:

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

its making me worse, but i dunno maybe thats just the way it is. wish i could bring my baby with me, i miss her.

i reckon i have to miro, its what the dr ordered as it were, so yeah, and i have signed me life away as it were so now yeah i have to go for my own safety and health more than anything, its bad, but if it helps in the long term then ok.

i hope it will be beneficial
the truth is it can depend on what nurses are in, as to whether i get help or not, as there are some at the moment that just are soo not botherd. and then the patients say things to me like, i have been here for months and i still not better, and they are not helping me, or giving me the right meds, so it gets me soo confused.

It will be beneficial in the end hun. And yes, it is dr's orders, but more to the point it's Tiffy's orders! It will take time, sorry the nurses aren't too great, do try and make sure you get everything you need. sx

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

thanks hun

i had to go out the room, they talk about all kinds of things
and i cant handle it as i have either been through what they are talking about, or am going through it. :rolleyes:

i have to go in tomorrow as well, well i have to go in everyday, which is carp as i cant do nothing and all i do when im there is eat, sleep, and watch tele, it boring, i need to be energetic, i need to do something, its driving me crazee.

oh no im already there arent i????:rotfl:

7 days a week? :eek:

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

Now don't say that hun. You better keep taking them or Tiff will be on ya case!

i still dont wanna take them

i hate tablets
hate feeling sooo ill
and like im a 2 year old, people force feeding me, and things
just want everyone to arrggggghhhh.

tiff you didnt hear that right?

im gonna be off feeling soo low i cant type at the mo
thanks miro and saz for the chat xxx

but i will be thinking of yas
xxxx

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

i still dont wanna take them

i hate tablets
hate feeling sooo ill
and like im a 2 year old, people force feeding me, and things
just want everyone to arrggggghhhh.

tiff you didnt hear that right?

im gonna be off feeling soo low i cant type at the mo
thanks miro and saz for the chat xxx

but i will be thinking of yas
xxxx

Take Care Rose, we'll always be here for everyone

shopaholicsan

Hi everyone,
I am new to this thread and as yet haven't got very far going through it as it's so long so apologies if this has been posted before. I have suffered reactive depression for about 4 years now and have been seeing a Psychologist and taking anti-depressants for the last 2-3 yrs. My psycho recommended this website:
http://moodgym.anu.edu.au/
and I do find it very helpful (when I can motivate myself to go on it mind:rolleyes: )
You register initially, work through it and then basically just carry on wherever you left off each time. It's very lengthy so lasts a long time.
I hope someone finds it useful anyway. I am sure there are many "lurkers" like myself here who haven't the courage to join in the supportive chat but would still like the opportunity to get free help.
Good luck x

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

i still dont wanna take them

i hate tablets
hate feeling sooo ill
and like im a 2 year old, people force feeding me, and things
just want everyone to arrggggghhhh.

tiff you didnt hear that right?

im gonna be off feeling soo low i cant type at the mo
thanks miro and saz for the chat xxx

but i will be thinking of yas
xxxx

You take care hun, it's just stuff to get through now in order to get better. It'll all be behind you one day soon. Stick with it, tough it out, you're doing good xx