depression

Sazbo

CCStar wrote:

You are not a fool. Like me you want to be close to someone you like and get put down for it.

***Congrats on your 2000th post***

Way to go Miro!!!! 2000 posts!!!!!!! :beer: :j :beer: :j :beer: :T :T :T

Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

You are not a fool. Like me you want to be close to someone you like and get put down for it.

***Congrats on your 2000th post***

I've been accused in the past for being nice to women, of only being nice to 'bed' them :rolleyes: Don't get me wrong, I find 'S' pretty and sexy, but I like her more than that. She's lovely..........of course, some don't believe me, but I believe me, and as long as she believes me, it's all that matters

Being put down by people who say they care or are meant to, is very hard though.

2000? Oh yeah...............thanks :rotfl:

Sazbo

CCStar wrote:

Why can't I have someone who is caring and not hurtful?

CC it upsets me to read that hun, with myself I suppose I came to the conclusion I didn't deserve it, but you put so much time and effort in with your OH it's just not right to see you not getting that back, I wish I could change it for you really I do... xxxx

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Miro are you actually a hamster? That's ok, i like hamsters.




Yeah, I dunno. Normally I'd never be too tired for cheese on toast, but it's getting a bit late now, or something. Don't know what to do with myself, tbh. Brain's gone. Maybe some toast. Toast's good.

A very large hamster

Toast..........with marmite, marmalade........don't say Peanut Butter............the smell of it makes me wanna hurl

Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

It is true. I haven't been able to be myself for years. My mother is the same and I end up marrying someone with the sensitivity of a flea and he accuses me of being the nasty one. He can't hurt me then expect me to be cuddly. It feels vile.

Why can't I have someone who is caring and not hurtful?

I'd not put up with it, but everyone's circumstances are different

You can have me if you like............you all can.........enough of me to go around

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Way to go Miro!!!! 2000 posts!!!!!!! :beer: :j :beer: :j :beer: :T :T :T

Is 2000 meant to be good, or 2000 further away from a life :rotfl:

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

Toast..........with marmite, marmalade........don't say Peanut Butter............the smell of it makes me wanna hurl

It's funny you should say that - but one time I actually did hurl after eating peanut butter, and haven't eaten it since, but that - as they say - is another story!

blinky

Thanks again for the support - you're all :A :A

Well not working overtime didn't last long....

I knew it was going to be a busy day but I was required to stay for 'business needs'. Basically, some new services are coming online in the next week and the preparation work was due to be completed today. A last minute delay to one part meant I had to stay an extra 1.5hours as I was the only person the project manager had confidence in getting the work done properly. :embarasse :rolleyes2

Didn't help I had to babysit one of the other sites through there changes and the project manager dropped some extra work about a technical glitch. Again he passed it to me because he thought I would understand the problem but the others wouldn't.

The idea at work is if you got knocked over by a bus would the account continue to function properly? The plan is for the answer to be yes but as one of the bosses has told me a few times recently there f**ked without me. I'm not that good at my job either....

I'm now dog tired and it makes it harder to try, stay positive and hang on in. I keep drifting into intense emotional pain

I wish I could post something more postive and offer some support to you guys and ladies but I'm just about hanging on.

Sorry,

Paul

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

It's funny you should say that - but one time I actually did hurl after eating peanut butter, and haven't eaten it since, but that - as they say - is another story!

Never eaten it, but I did hurl when I smelt it for the first time.....:(

Sazbo

blinky wrote:

Thanks again for the support - you're all :A :A

Well not working overtime didn't last long....

I knew it was going to be a busy day but I was required to stay for 'business needs'. Basically, some new services are coming online in the next week and the preparation work was due to be completed today. A last minute delay to one part meant I had to stay an extra 1.5hours as I was the only person the project manager had confidence in getting the work done properly. :embarasse :rolleyes2

Didn't help I had to babysit one of the other sites through there changes and the project manager dropped some extra work about a technical glitch. Again he passed it to me because he thought I would understand the problem but the others wouldn't.

The idea at work is if you got knocked over by a bus would the account continue to function properly? The plan is for the answer to be yes but as one of the bosses has told me a few times recently there f**ked without me. I'm not that good at my job either....

I'm now dog tired and it makes it harder to try, stay positive and hang on in. I keep drifting into intense emotional pain

I wish I could post something more postive and offer some support to you guys and ladies but I'm just about hanging on.

Sorry,

Paul

Hi blinky, reckon we're all just about hanging on here, so don't apologise. But this is what happens so often at work - you do more, you perform well, deliver results; so they give you more, they pile on the pressure. They don't want to hear about, "I can't cope" - at the end of the day all they care about is the bottom line. People say to me, "Why don't you use all up all of your holiday allocation?" Well, that's easy, because there's no time! You just have to keep ramming the message home to them that it's not on - don't play ball, that's the only thing they'll understand a lot of the time... hth