depression

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Sorry, I've just got sex on the brain today!

If you mean am I :whistle:, the answer is NO :rotfl:

I'm toooooooooooo nervous for that

When I said virus checks, I meant virus checks

I'm not going to get excited like that today, i'm going to meet someone in the hope of building a nice friendship. Sex is not what I need in my life right now

jellycat40

Hi FG, thanks for your post.

According to the doc the side effects may not last but are likely to! Have spoken on OH and he says no problem. I remember my granny saying "If the laundry doesn't get done at home then it will go to the launderette". I think that she was referring to husbands straying if not obliged at home. I don't think it is likely but you never know - he does have a previous record of straying (although not with me).

How can he take you back to your parents? That is not a usual thing to say. Usually we may say he will throw me out or I will leave but it seems strange to say he will take you back to your parents. My OH is 15 years older than me and sometimes it can cause a problem but mostly I like it that way.

Louise

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

If you mean am I :whistle:, the answer is NO :rotfl:

I'm toooooooooooo nervous for that

When I said virus checks, I meant virus checks

I'm not going to get excited like that today, i'm going to meet someone in the hope of building a nice friendship. Sex is not what I need in my life right now

I'm not normally like this, but past couple of months, I can't get it out my head!
How long does it take to get there? What you wearing?

feelinggood_2

jellycat40 wrote:

Hi FG, thanks for your post.

According to the doc the side effects may not last but are likely to! Have spoken on OH and he says no problem. I remember my granny saying "If the laundry doesn't get done at home then it will go to the launderette". I think that she was referring to husbands straying if not obliged at home. I don't think it is likely but you never know - he does have a previous record of straying (although not with me).

How can he take you back to your parents? That is not a usual thing to say. Usually we may say he will throw me out or I will leave but it seems strange to say he will take you back to your parents. My OH is 15 years older than me and sometimes it can cause a problem but mostly I like it that way.

Louise

He says its a normal think to do, if I do something wrong, to send me 'home'. I don't know if the fact that he was babied has anything to do with it? Basically, he just said he was taking me home, so I went.

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

I'm not normally like this, but past couple of months, I can't get it out my head!
How long does it take to get there? What you wearing?

When I was sexually abused as a child, I turned to sex, with my g/f and then for a long time, didn't understand anything but sex. It may be just another reason why I'm bad at relationships.

About 20 mins to get there (walking) and it's just a casual meet, so just t-shirt and jeans, but it's my fave t-shirt. New shoes too! My old one's squeaked.

I've shaved, smell good, will smell better.........sounds like a date, it's not as flatmate will be there, and it's not what I want it to be, I just want to make a good first impression.

Shiting myself.

Is it normal to be virtually sick? I keep gagging

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

When I was sexually abused as a child, I turned to sex, with my g/f and then for a long time, didn't understand anything but sex. It may be just another reason why I'm bad at relationships.

Seems a common reaction that, and one I couldn't understand.
I was raped, and started sleeping around after that - seems the opposite of what I'd have expected to happen.

Pefrectly normal to be nervous, Remember to breathe!

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Seems a common reaction that, and one I couldn't understand.
I was raped, and started sleeping around after that - seems the opposite of what I'd have expected to happen.

Pefrectly normal to be nervous, Remember to breathe!

Some people turn to it, some people turn away from it. I did the former, now the latter.

I'll try and breathe........in, out, in, out, in, out.........now now fg, i'm breathing...........nothing else!

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

Some people turn to it, some people turn away from it. I did the former, now the latter.

I'll try and breathe........in, out, in, out, in, out.........now now fg, i'm breathing...........nothing else!

I went crazy for about a year, then lost interest in it complelety till now. now its like my body wants to make up for lost time

Breathe a bit faster hehe

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

I went crazy for about a year, then lost interest in it complelety till now. now its like my body wants to make up for lost time

Breathe a bit faster hehe

Maybe that will happen to me. Maybe I have yet to meet the next person to share that with

I don't wanna breathe too fast

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

Maybe that will happen to me. Maybe I have yet to meet the next person to share that with

I don't wanna breathe too fast

Don't have to meet someone, you can do it alone!