Alcohol self help thread II

ac

Al_Mac wrote:

Thanks for the PMs, if I haven't responded.

I thought that sort of thing was behind me, obviously not, just waiting and biding its time:eek:

Any long timers still get sudden, brief, urges?

if you are an alcoholic i dont think it will ever be behind you....

this is an illness that wont go away.. but can be kept at bay...

i have heard many a tail at aa meetings people with years and years of sobriety... 'it' just jumping out from no were.. some have failed & others
have the strength to fight it off...

Al it would really do you some good to here stories & shares of peoples hopes & strength ...................................

lecture over........



mornin xxx

jayne.doe

Awake at 7am
O/h out to pick daughter up at uni.
8.45 Rang Daughter met with yawn `what time is it`...... `i havent packed`.. (apparently had been to all nite party)!
9.00 O/h arrived to pick daughter up had to break the news she hadnt packed and was still in bed........Then rang her to tell her she was selfish. I got both barrels from the pair of them.
9.30 Rang o/h to give advice apparently they both think i am interfering..... They all drove me to drink:)

Al_Mac

ac wrote:

Al it would really do you some good to here stories & shares of peoples hopes & strength ...................................

I do, here;) I don't do crowds or meetings at work, that's part of my original problem:o Unfortunately thats something I have to get over first:o See my rant at lewt/AA the other night:p

Mind you lewt does appear to have taken it overly personaly:rolleyes:

Al_Mac

jayne.doe wrote:

apparently i am interfering

Say something and you're wrong, don't say something.........

I know what you mean:o

Haven't decided what to do with my 46p Euromillions win yet;)

Al_Mac

Right, as Mrs Mac is shopping, looks like I'm washing and ironing, again!

Should try to do some during the week, might make Saturdays a bit quieter.

Morning Feelie, I know you're there

See ya later

ac

i no i no i no i no......... i wasnt getting all..

you should do this.. i no best head on...

there are other ways....

tapes... readings... online etc........ i was just saying it would really do you some good to no you are not on your own



love yooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuu x

feelinggood_2

Al_Mac wrote:

Morning Feelie, I know you're there

Ooh, I've been spotted!
I'm always about Al Mac, like to keep an eye on you guys!
Its now been a fortnight Had a few tough moments so far, and that annoying voice in my head is still there, trying to trick me, but I'm telling him to shut up Not listening to him anymore.

ac

just remember the voices arnt you...

your heads out to get you........

dont let it win x

feelinggood_2

ac wrote:

just remember the voices arnt you...

your heads out to get you........

dont let it win x

I can recognise now that its my 'alcoholic' voice, and now I can tell, its easier to ignore. I don't have to please him. Typical that its a man isn't it lol, makes it easier - I'm used to tuning out evil male voices lol.
Hows you situation these days AC?
I'm just waiting to find out if I can get any money, then I can leave :j the plans all coming together, I do feel guilty, but gotta keep telling myself that if he didn't treat me so badly, I wouldn't be running away from him.

ac

thats it girl.......

face ya fears and live your life xxxxxxxx

(its sooooooooo much easier to say than to do)

ive got to get in contact with the mortage to see if they
will extend the terms so he can leave.....

if not i loose everything, so the phone calls have been placed on hold for over a month...

cant seem to face my fears xxx

i would drather live in this limbo hell im
living instead !!!!!!!.............<

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thats my alcoholic head talking..

making me wollow in self pitty and self hate...


other than that everything is hunky dorey :D