Alcohol self help thread II

micheleen

' Dons surgical mask and disinfects keyboard'

ac

:o:o:o..........................

Edinburghlass_2

micheleen wrote:

She's making sure you don't bunk off then

rumbled

xx

Edinburghlass_2

The rash is probably heat bumps ac and nothing to worry about but perhaps something to mention to the Doc tomorrow

ac

deffo not a heat rash

im still undecided about tomorrow

deep sigh

wot i have learnt...
a) you either have a GP who hasnt got a clue wot an alocoholic is/means
b) you have a GP who kind of understands addiction and alcohol
(which if you havent been there done that, i dont think it is possible
for anyone to understand)

x

on the whole a good day for me... havent managed to eat anything but
ive had a complan this morning & a few dextrose tablets... fluid intakes
abit poor but im working on it :A

i no that the next week is going to be really hard...
the desire & cravings are going to start... ive just got to keep
a focus on my sobriety & keep the will to be free from my demon



how is everyone...

Edinburghlass_2

All the better for reading your post

Al_Mac

Wish I could promise you everything will be great It has got a lot better for me, but Mrs Mac, although not understanding, has been very supportive and caring The thing you have to cling to and use as a crutch in times of desire(?) is you want to see you children grow up. You've seen posts here from children who despair of their parents Don't be one of them

ac

i am soooooooooooo not going back to were ive just
by the skin of my teeth
come from

Queenie

ac wrote:

deffo not a heat rash

im still undecided about tomorrow

deep sigh

wot i have learnt...
a) you either have a GP who hasnt got a clue wot an alocoholic is/means
b) you have a GP who kind of understands addiction and alcohol
(which if you havent been there done that, i dont think it is possible
for anyone to understand) ...

I'm hoping you find the courage to go today and will be sending shedloads of positive vibes your way.

wot i have learnt ...

a) even GP's who haven't a clue ... will still want to take a blood test to check on your back pains. They still have the knowledge bank of resources to refer to and offer to you.

b) the understanding one's may well have either personal experience, or have touched on the experience in family/close relationships. They will be able to take blood tests to check how your are faring and investigate the back pains. They have a knowledge bank of resources to refer to and offer to you.

c) While most things are possible to achieve on our own ... it's a lot easier when given the right support - whether from an a) GP or a b) GP, having support, physical, emotional, empathetic, practical can only make your resolve stronger and help through any potential weaker times.

d) Finally, as far as I'm aware, nothing you have done is a hanging offense

Wishing you the very best on deciding the right action for *you* today, ac.

((HUGS))

ac

o well here i am..... at the end of my tether... in tears...

i no longer feel i have a choice need to tell the GP...

i absolutly feel like poo again....

i no am not eating but im get suppliments... ive really tried..
most probably getting more calories now than if a were eating...

went to BED :A at 11 30... slept till 7 30....

appt at 10 30... gonna have to get a grip xxxxx